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@ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social
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🇲🇾, 27, she/they multifandom ENG/MALAY 🆗 🔞 NSFW/problematic content ⚠️ ❌ no switch/reverse ships ❌

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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 1h
i really appreciate top tsuna shippers, all of them are doing god's work...
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 2h
i wanna draw tsunayama someday...
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 4h
hibari's fascination with the animal kingdom must've start young... little hibari must've terrorize the local kindergarten by assigning hierarchies to fellow students and even teachers 😂 truly a nightmare of a kid to take care of
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 7h
so many things i want to draw, so little energy i have...
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 16h
definitely not gonna draw any character from a perspective ever again... i fucking HATE PERSPECTIVE
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Cayde the Dachshund's Energetic Playtime
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 18h
amano-sensei's attention to detail is so good that sensei even make dino put plasters all over his tattoos because of japan's stigma with tattoo like that's something not many mangaka want to deal with in story but amano-sensei adding that details really makes the setting feels lived in
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 18h
so many frank iero's song reminds me of gokuyama haha
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 19h
at some point i just have to... free myself from this pressure i put on myself to maintain fidelity to the original sources whenever i draw fanart... it doesn't make me better just because i draw more accurately than other fanartists, it's not like people will look at my art that closely anyway...
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Milhouse Simpsons Playing Frisbee Alone
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
I've updated my commission price! 10 slots available now!!! 😇 #kofi #koficommissions #commissionopen ko-fi.com/c/e940e8d9c4
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Simply Rendered ver 1.4
Commission available on Ko-fi.com
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
inking on just some coffee and empty stomach is... not a very good choice
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
if yamamoto tried to kabedon hibari, he'll take it as a challenge to fight lol (whether hibari likes him or not) but if hibari kabedon yamamoto, he's either confused (don't know the implication) or he can't even look hibari in the eyes (have a crush on hibari)
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
for someone who don't really wear suits in the story, amano-sensei REALLY likes drawing yamamoto in suits lol some of the chapter cover illustrations are him in one, but of course, with amano-sensei's unique touch of punk rock styling...
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
ngl i do like the... older, more amateur-ish digital art style of the 00s rather than clean, sleek, almost methodical approach of digital art nowadays, especially character art illustration...
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お馬のISHI @oumanoishi.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
サクカ変更セーフ~ るはロ企画ありがとうございます㊗🦊🌸🎃 あまりめでたくない雰囲気で申し訳ない…
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
story of my life in any fandom i'm in lol
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
#koficommission for my good friend, @soriplvzu.bsky.social #ocart #originalcharacterart #commissionart
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
it helps to read other people's experience when it comes to drawing, because it gets me out of this stupor where the only thing that's in my mind "oh i'm not good enough, nobody likes me, my art is disposable" and many more negative thoughts like that...
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
been rereading hibayama fics on pixiv again (like i always do lol) and i love this recurring trope of yama thinking "there's no way hiba wants to fuck me haha i'm too big and too much of a Guy for him to look at me like that" and then there's hiba with his raging boner 😂😂😂😂😂
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
i just woke up and already my blood ran cold because of some STUPID FUCKING REASONS
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senpi 🔞 @spankmaths.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
chie in a junes apron with the caption "i am no longer unemployed"
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
sometimes i'm kinda glad i wasn't born as a cishet male because i just know i'm gonna end up in the news for doing terrible, terrible shit
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
me drawing bottom 18 be like:
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Confused White Guy Blinking
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
#koficommission for my good friend, @soriplvzu.bsky.social #ocart #originalcharacterart #commissionart
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
I NEED TO STOP SCROLLING AND START DRAWING
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
i love hibayama so much, it makes me think "who will grow grey hair first and how the other will respond to it" i think hibari gets them first, but he doesn't like how it looks all over the place when it first starts so he makes kusakabe dye it black again 😂
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
DAMN I FORGOT HOW MUCH I FUCKING LOVE THIS FIC 😭😭😭🫶🫶💓💓💓💓💓 www.pixiv.net/novel/show.p...
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[R-18] #ヒバ山 #山本武 ふたりゆきのなか - 市子の小説 - pixiv
※ぬるい性描写があります。※ またもや、季節感のないおはなしです。 10年後設定。 雪の降る地域に、仕事(敵の殲滅)に来たふたりが、人様の山小屋に辿り着くというご都合設定です。 今回も、好き勝手に書きました。 よろしくお願いします。
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
me looking at tall, handsome male characters:
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This Boy Is A Bottom Bottom
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
me looking at skinny, girlish looking male characters: okay you're gonna be the top now 🙂‍↕️
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Akakichi No Eleven Bro
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
some people gonna say my taste in BL is just me being contrarian and there's "nothing progressive" in liking big masculine men as the bottom etc etc and honestly? i don't even do this out of political reason, i just like seeing big men get FUCKED lol it's just how my brain is wired for some reason
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
my headcanon is that ryohei and hibari actually have similar body type, but no one knows because hibari doesn't like showing off his body (unlike RYOHEI 😂)
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
people who hate khr because they think tsuna is useless are in the same group as those fans who project this "helpless cute boy who can do nothing and needs to be protected" persona on tsuna to me at least
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
but yeah while i do love lilico-sensei's hibayama the most, they're like the platonic ideal of hibayama in my head kiyomori-sensei's hibayama is great in that it reminds me that love can be messy but also fun??? i guess??? idk haha
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
but i do like sensei's approach of hibayama as these two very wild men who're pretty insensitive yet are able to maintain their romantic relationship for years, despite them struggling to tolerate each other's eccentricity and peculiarities lol that's what you call true love right there
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
if 25hiba x 14yama is conventional BL, then 15hiba x 24yama is like shota/onii to me 🤭🤭🤭 so many flavors to choose from 😍🙏
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
i really wanna draw all of the different versions of hibayama again soon i did it once for my birthday, and i really like how different the feeling between 15hiba x 24yama and 25hiba x 14yama are compared to the correct timelines, the difference in maturity and life experiences is so fun!
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
ngl but i am not a fan of a story that tries to discuss misogyny but then have a man as a love interest, feels like a wishy-washy way to tackle some pretty serious issues, you know? and it's giving "not all men" vibes to me
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
this is something that kiyomori-sensei and ichiko-san did in their stories, but i LOVE their interpretations that present hibari will be hostile to his own future self 😂😂😂 if anything, he'll actually react better with future yamamoto because he doesn't look and feel so different from his usual self
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
ngl, but the jp fandom's headcanon that yamamoto's peculiar way of talking is inherited from his mom is truly one of the BEST THING THE FANDOM EVER CAME UP WITH 😭🫶💓💓💓💓💓
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
okay maybe i should've lewd yamamoto more... i am not doing enough, i need to be on the same level as those old yamauke shippers who put him in every sex positions they can think of...
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
people saying so much to soften the blow of what that jacob geller guy did in the past, like you can just unfollow him on every sites and stop supporting him financially to show your support to the victim, these stupid talks don't help anyone at all
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
rereading this fic after a while and... wow this is actually hurting me, why am i sobbing right now www.pixiv.net/novel/show.p...
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#腐向け #ヒバ山 胸に孕んだ子供 - おーのの小説 - pixiv
行為を終えた後はただお互いぐっすりと寝るだけだったが今日の山本はそうではなかった。横になって、眠りにつこうとしていると不意に手を握られた。僕は山本の方を向くと、暗い部屋の中でうっすら見える彼の瞳は天井をぼんやりと見つめていた。 「今日さぁ。家庭科の授業があったのな」 未だ冷め切ら
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 02/08/2026
アラ雨 // alaudi/ugetsu i just wanna draw them being all lovey-dovey... 😔✍️ #khr
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磯部 @hitagimoti.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
最近になって、「アーティストがアニメのOPに作ったあの歌、作品から引用してるだけじゃねーか」的みたいなのがXで流れてきたけど、何が悪いん?聴いてもまんまじゃねーし、世界観は表現してるし、聴いて作品名を聞いたら「あれか!」と納得して結局私は観るきっかけになったし、吟遊詩人みてーでいいじゃん。十人十色だな。
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
sometimes you gotta admit the only reason a rareship IS a rareship is because everyone else got no taste and only like things just because it's popular
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
even kiyomori-sensei agreed with me from like 17 years ago that 25hiba x 14yama feels so conventionally BL lmao
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
it's funny how i am southeast asian, living in this monsoon tropical country and my favorite in khr is yamamoto, a rain flame user in context to how rain in this country is always either a blessing or a curse because of how unpredictable it can be 😩
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
WIP why is it so fun to draw clingy hibari...
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
the older i got, the more i understand hibari's hatred for people mingling around him it's really that annoying and overstimulating lol
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
so many people who read khr, especially the international readers, seems to have zero interest in understanding the things that amano-sensei written between the lines because they're more concerned with "realism" or "performing progressive politics" to the fandom 🫩
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az @ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
it'll be funny if tsuna actually reached gokudera, ryohei and hibari's height as an adult, especially because of how small he is as a teenager amano-sensei never confirmed it, right? so i'll consider this for now 😌😌😌
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