kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 18/08/2026i'm doing my best to just power thru these last few weeks but my gods lol 030
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 18/08/2026dreamt of fynni last night, woke up as an even sadder slob :( 330
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 17/08/2026sad slob mode today :< i miss livejournal sometimes, as a way to vent so only close friends could read it haha 121
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 23/07/2026I just learned that the actress who played Sketch on Skins is also Elden Ring Ranni's voice whatttttt 😭😭😭 010
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 15/06/2026yes, i will usually work thru them now because stopping is no option unless i drop dead 😂 still annoying af tho 010
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 15/06/2026i love the "i should stop even trying, this is a waste of time that will never lead anywhere because i am bad at everything" moments that just randomly hit sometimes (u wu) really helpful 120
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 05/04/2026i wish fragile dreams got a remake 😭😭 youtu.be/1KvGd3hXgq8?...youtu.be[Wii] Fragile Dreams: Opening + Theme Song "Hikari"YouTube video by Jabaxaro 000
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 10/03/2026I've been sleeping on the couch since November because sleep has become such a source of stress since Fynni's stroke and infection and I don't wanna bring that stress into my bedroom. but tonight I think I feel ready to try and sleep in my own bed again, at least until Fynni returns from vacation;; 040
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 22/02/2026Bloodborne lore board WIP 😭 I still have 5hrs of footage to go through, 99% of this is still pre Amelia, and doesn't even include any of my actual theories or side research lmao 140
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 03/02/2026you're sweet thank u 😭💜 it's all good, I'm already over it, i just need to have a vague 10min meltdown every once in a while hahah 000
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 23/01/2026i am SO curious what RQ have planned for the Magnus 10 year anniversary i would still love a book of all the episode transcripts tbh, I'd pay a ridiculous amount of money for it, too 010
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 20/01/2026i dunno how often i can say it but Jon has to be one of the characters of all time for me, I don't think I've loved a guy more than him in a long time, if ever 😭 what a fucking mess of a person in every way (affectionate). i choose to believe he and Martin are okay someplace else 😭😭 000
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 20/01/2026I'm so sad, it was so good. :(((( what if i just go back to season 1 again immediately 100
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 20/01/2026also i take back everything i said about the ending before, i was dumb and missed a lot of stuff 😂 this is what happens when i don't pace myself!! i miss vital beats and then become one of those idiots who have wrong opinions bc they didn't understand what was happening due to lack of attention 100
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 20/01/2026one episode left :(( I'm just gonna procrastinate that one forever, i am not readyyy 100
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 19/01/2026the fact that Martin and Basira would rather yeet themselves off a ladder into the abyss instead of having to listen to Jon monologue is my favourite thing 😭😭 100
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 19/01/2026it makes me more excited to listen to the finale again tho, because I think I'm gonna like it much more this time around. I love Annabelle, she's so cool 👁️👁️💜 didn't enjoy her big spider voice as much as her normal one tho 100
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 19/01/2026the Web out of Tape visual is such a sick idea, I definitely did not appreciate that as much the first time around. I remember listening to these final episodes and not really following things as properly anymore. pretty sure I binged too hard and started spacing out a bit 😂 100
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 19/01/2026it's nice to have Basira back now too. she has so many highs & lows for me, esp in s4 mostly lows imho but damn I'm always happy to have her back. it's nice to witness harmless banter between her and Jon again instead of the constant animosity from before 😭 I can't believe there's only 5 eps left 😭 100
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 19/01/2026every time I think about how well written Jon's descent into becoming an avatar is I get so happy lol 🙏 fucked up little freak ilu so so much 100
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 19/01/2026194 Jonmartin fight 😩🤌💜 they're always so good, i love Martin calling Jon out on his arrogance &clear awe for the Eye. it's been obvious for a while how much adoration Jon's had for all of this stuff and how much he's changed over time. His refusal to even consider Jon's plan also v understandable 😭 100
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 19/01/2026"exactly the same" like many B/souls fans would 😂 I'm glad I gave it a shot but there's only so many gratuitous depictions of SA and terribly written and designed female characters I can handle 💀💦 very glad none of THAT seems to have ever been an inspiration for these games lol 100
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 19/01/2026Miyazaki pulled some visual imagery from B, for example the big sword monuments we see in ER, Guts' greatsword is a weapon that exists in ER, and there's occasionally a bit of surface level overlap in some concepts/ideas but from what i can see it's never to the point where I would call it 100
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 18/01/2026to yell "WOW this (dark souls/elden ring) thing is JUST like ber//serk!!!" when really it isn't 😭😭 unless it's all in the other 300 chapters that i will never touch bc ohmygod i hated every second i wasted on this story 😂 100
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 18/01/2026people like comparing it to souls games a lot because it's common knowledge that Miyazaki has been inspired by ber//serk quite a bit so i wanted to see how closely they can actually be compared! from what I've seen in those 80ish chapters...... it's very surface level inspo and people are too quick 100
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 18/01/2026193 Elias episode is probably one of the best of the entire series holy shit 110
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 17/01/2026ok I'm dropping this shit before even reaching ch100, I've never had a worse time reading manga 😂 awful garbage 110
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 17/01/2026I didn't go into this manga thinking I'd like it, I'm just here for research purposes lol but good lord i did not expect to find it THIS awful 😂 110
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 17/01/2026there's just no way I'll make it thru 200+ more chapters 😂 at least i gave it a try i guess 100
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 17/01/2026i started reading ber//ser//k and somehow managed to make it up untill chapter 81 but my gods i think it's really shit 100
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 17/01/2026decided to force myself to take (most of) the weekend off because i really need to CLEAN, my apartment is a warzone. also i survived 2 weeks without a planner but decided to order one again because my brain is scrambled egg and I'm already struggling to keep track of things. it should be here tmrw 050
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 17/01/2026only 10 episodes left 😭😭 I've just been kinda quietly enjoying listening these days, i already miss them all when it's time to move on to Protocol once again 120
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 14/01/2026yea, right?? waere schon gut zu wissen worauf ich mich einstellen muss, auch weil ichs fuer die Arbeit brauche lol (und auch nicht wenig bezahle) zumin hab ich nen mobilen Router mit Datenvolumen bekommen, das hilft schon gut 😩 010
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 14/01/2026amazing, after a week of waiting now they suddenly don't know when it's gonna be fixed. i wouldn't even care if it wasn't for streams tbh, I was glad to have found a rhythm, i was glad to slowly build something there, i really do not wanna have to start from scratch again 200
kan 👽 @kurokeis.bsky.social · 12/01/2026it's wild what a difference build/weapon of choice make for dark souls. my first time as a dex build was pretty rough sometimes, especially on the switch with the huge delay whenever i pressed a button but now on pc w/ black knight halberd it's been a breeze 😭 (except sens fortress, fuck that place) 020