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🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 2h

it'd be so epic if i could stay up for a full day tomorrow..

🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 3h

compared to a few days ago, where i was kind of hyperventilating in bed for no reason. i see this as a win. it'll get better

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🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 3h

:] i guess smth positive abt today is that I've been isolating less and talking way more and i haven't been too anxious today! no random panic out of nowhere

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🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 6h

APPLESAUCE HAD. cannibalism

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🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 6h

i. should still try

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🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 6h

food sounds so incredibly yucky today

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🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 15/10/2026

the doctors visit was actually rlly terrible and im gonna. try n recover from that

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🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

you're not a baby. well ok you are my baby. but. you're anxious n be nice to yourself. pokes u. you're doing your best 🫂

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🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

well the broccoli noodles were so liquidy it might as well have been soup

🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

i managed to eat a lot more than yesterday!! i had 3 small portions of soup n i feel rly full. still headachey though. but the food rlly stopped the nausea

3 horses. yes. goob night

i think i slept a total of like 3 hors

duuuude i would kill for the steaks from ojamajo doremi right now

the fact ive fallen asleep for a tiny bit and woke up craving salami

slowly feeling a little better.. i think i can even manage a meal today :]

🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

can you actually get this sick from stress??

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🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

i WISH there was some food that sounded good but everything just makes my stomach turn

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🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

i think i actually got sick... maybe... fawk

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...so my favorite tea rn is also apple flavored come ON

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before i built the chair i was so sick i almost. threw up. same with the grocery store 2 days ago. what the fuck is even going on

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currently its just. i feel better for like an hour or two and then it's right back to anxiety and nausea. i just want to talk to my important people without all this happening

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isolates myself and then wonders why i feel lonely

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guh. even talking to my friends gives me anxiety now

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its not gonna be that scary. its just. calls. and a visit. i can do that. h.

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ok next hurdle is calling the doctor on monday and then i need to call the clinic again on thursday

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CHAIR IS BUILT I FEEL SO GOOD

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today did suck a little less :] and tomorrow i will build my new chair!! so no more bedrotting for me. that should help a lot

id let u play on my switch 2 (this is flirting)

🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

bisexual but only into the most soggy of men

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bed time. pls let tomorrow suck less

🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

i feel rlly nauseous and anxious today... i. am actually excited to be back in bed after i manage to eat

I TOLD HIM and nothing happened and no one got mad. epic

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in general. my fucking anxiety man. why.

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...suppose i am used to being yelled at when something breaks

i am... really nervous about telling my uncle that my chair is broken, even though i paid for it myself and i am paying for the new one too. what is wrong with me man

well ok i cheaped out on that one. but. cmon. i. cmon!!!!

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🍎 @krisriel.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

my stupid ass chair broke. ok.

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today is my 5 year on T anniversary... I should try and enjoy the day :]