iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

i have been insatiably exhausted even though ive slept so much...

Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

i often feel like im not ever sure how to conversate or what i can or cant ask, and if someone is talking to me my responses come off flat or uninterested. im naturally curious and silent, i do like to ask deep questions too but ppl dont really fuck w either so i just stopped. i like listening lol..

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

getting really tired of everyone at my job saying to use ai even after ive explained its problematic.

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

im getting a little bit frustrated at people just. assuming im only white? i am a mixed man. i am latino, black american and white. im just very pale and the things people said to me thinking im just white or said to my family in front of me is so frustrating and upsetting and i think abt it a lot..

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

for anyone who doesnt know studio heartbreak finally released their short "The Lovers" on youtube. I been waitin for this one >:)

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

been considering a return to streaming but idk

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

trying to decode what any of the lists at work are supposed to mean is like literal rocket science what is this.

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

i have so many little projects going on, its bringing back my inspiration for art

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

if i dont do my sexy lifeweaver bullshit i will shrivel up and perish instantaneously 😔

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

i really wish my brain could operate normally…

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

have people just. forgotten charcoal in minecraft exists. i keep seeing posts abt how “everyone runs out of coal at some point” as if you cant just plant more trees and smelt those since charcoal smelts the same as regular coal. like is there a joke im missing? -w-;;;

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

i would just like to make it clear since its pride month. yes i am a trans man. i go by he/him, if you can help it please try not to use they/them for me its started feeling bad for me personally. ive had too many ppl forget trans men and mascs exist directly to my face lately. thank u <3

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

be me: disappear randomly. appear and drop a drawing. disappear for another month. return with a long form braindump no one asked for at 2am.

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

see im hypersensitive to sensations and stuff so i can always tell when my body has started metabolizing something im deficient in bc my insomnia gets EVEN worse. ppl think im crazy but i know im right bc it happens every single time without fail. im not even like active thinking abt it just no eep.

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Pseudo Euphoria 💙❌ VGen @pseudoeuphoria.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

If you’d like to support a queer non-binary disabled artist this month consider sharing my stuff so I can continue to afford to live owo More links below this as well ~

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

whats the plan today you may ask? dissociate at work for 8 hrs. probably not get paid. then come home and play warframe.

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

mmm pico de gallo -w-

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

your 84 days are up btw bastard. a week past that actually. i love my partner, and you can also smd :)

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

happy trans visibility day all you silly individuals. and for those of you ive befriended i dont say it enough but i appreciate you guys v much <3

drawing of a man holding a trans flag, wearing a happy trans visibility day shirt. smaller drawing of a guy in bottom left corner saying "love you guys" while making a heart with fingers.

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 30/03/2026

maybe…we’ve finally come full circle.

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

hello little gay ppl in my phone, ily all <3

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Pseudo Euphoria 💙❌ VGen @pseudoeuphoria.bsky.social · 25/03/2026

Still trying to make enough to be able to pay upcoming bills and still be able to get groceries and other necessities I've been putting off replacing anything helps, shares appreciated ~ you can also comm me here: vgen.co/pseudoeuphoria ko-fi.com/pseudoeuphor...

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

i changed my profile picture again bc i can and you have to say nice things abt it right nowww (or i cry) /j

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

just a reminder ppl. if eating a shitty little candy bar or something means you eat at all today. eat that shit. some nutrients are better than none

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

been thinking a lot abt the multiple doctors and people that told me i dont have adhd. i did. im medicated now and the least anxiety ridden, most focused ive been in my life. (i still struggle a good bit but at least its better. find ppl that advocate w you)

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Pseudo Euphoria 💙❌ VGen @pseudoeuphoria.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

Stop being little weirdos/neg and start being little weirdos/pos

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 24/02/2026

i literally dont think dps can read half the time, theyre yelling at my moira to heal and not do dmg but do they even realize moiras have to do dmg to recharge healing, yall cannot be serious rn ffs.

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Pseudo Euphoria 💙❌ VGen @pseudoeuphoria.bsky.social · 12/02/2026

My queue is very empty rn, not much left to finish in it ~ Any help appreciated cause I need to save up enough for my taxes and idk if I’ll be able to find part time work in time cause no where’s hiring 🥲

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

had a dude say "heals???" in overwatch comp today. me and my other support had the most heals in the the lobby btw. by a lot.

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 15/02/2026

local hermit actually. touches grass!?

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 06/02/2026

i dont play healer because i want you to be safe. i play healer bc i like feeling like your lives are in my hands :)

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 05/02/2026

why do ppl never update their stuff 🥲

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Pseudo Euphoria 💙❌ VGen @pseudoeuphoria.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

hey you ~ I've got lots of sfw and nsfw art listings over on my vgen if you're looking for art :3 help feed this hungry vampire ~ vgen.co/pseudoeuphoria

a high angle pov drawing of Pseudo. They have blue hair that's tied in twin buns and two short braids. The braids are tied with red heart charms and their outfit is black. There are 3 scars across their face and one eye is white while the other green. In one hand is a pink joint that's putting off pink smoke that forms into a heart.

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 30/01/2026

another episode of our least favorite game show, am i sick or is it just allergies.

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Pseudo Euphoria 💙❌ VGen @pseudoeuphoria.bsky.social · 18/01/2026

My bday is the 23rd so I've decided I want to get things started on replacing my quickly dying cpu and gpu I've come up with lots of incentives but honestly I really only have art to offer ;w; first 2 incentives have been hit as well owo so well chat about that tonight~ throne.com/pseudo_eupho...

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 15/01/2026

lwk to anyone seeing ts thats following me im sorry

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NiNi @luvrbe4r.bsky.social · 14/01/2026

they don't know I'm in my boyfriend's walls rn

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 14/01/2026

insomnia kicking my ass again. at what point do i just get up. do i draw. do i play something. do i try to sleep again. it’s cold, laying hurts less. but it’s too quiet. time feels so slow.

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Kou @kouyani.bsky.social · 04/01/2026