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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 5h

Promptober Day 3: Crossing #ALTDoommates didn't know what to do for this one ngl lol

Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Promptober Day 2: Butterflies #OGDoommates i might as well finish what i started. gonna be slowly catching up to the current day/prompt, bear with me!!

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

wonder if anyone's written about Thane succumbing to the poison

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

dropped out of Promptober because i'm not an artist and will cut myself everyday instead of even trying to be an artist because i'm clearly not one

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

another art collab with friends! theme: OCs Asami Asa by Kousaka Erena Iris by Cynthetic Lapis Lazuli by Vesper Kyanite by LilzatemyPilz Chocolate by Siona

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

If neurodivergents don't get me at all, what the fuck am i? I'm just an alien with nowhere to go. I don't belong anywhere at all. Neurodivergents have just become neurotypicals to me. They're all the same and don't get anything at all

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

everything i draw sucks this is why i'm not an artist and never will be for that matter

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

this collab was from last year LOL, kinda forgot to post it, so here it is! #WataOshi

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i made the terrible mistake of venting on my FB for all family to see in the heat of the moment and forgot to delete it some family have barged into my house and called 111, i seriously hate it here

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i'm in the wrong body and brain. i need to die

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i can't draw. i seriously need to die. i don't deserve to live. i'm worthless and untalented. i have nothing for me. i need to die.

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

it pisses me off how i did my research, i wrote everything, i did everything without AI and now everyone's just using AI for academics… and some, if not many, of schools are just allowing that??? seriously? the college art exam criteria doesn't reject AI, it instead allows it as long as+

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

OG Doommates WILL NOT have aftermath chapters. it will just end with the focus of Rae Jur and Misha's POVs however, i would be veryyy happy to write about aftermath/bonus chapters if ever asked to lol should they be a Tumblr and/or Pixiv exclusive? :3

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

i wish i could animate. i wish i could draw even. because like, i have the Doommates Bad Apple video in my head. but i can't put that down physically

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

RodClaire is my favourite crackship. they make a great duo for comedy that i hope to show in ALT

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

since no one cares, ig i'll condition myself to self-harm every time a drawing doesn't go well but keep drawing afterwards anyway. it's a painful process anyway, why not make it more painful?

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

why is there no legal way to decide if i want to end my life animals get that sweet treatment, why can't we

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

i should just sell my soul to AI scrap the passion project/fic who fucking cares anymore i'm going to die anyway. i'm just untalented trash

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

and with that OG Doommates is finished!! gonna recover from my cold before i proof-read everything

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Doommates Rae Jur doesn't really mind what type of clothing she wears, but she is seen wearing feminine clothing often. Misha is similar but sometimes wears masculine clothing to see Rae Jur's reaction

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

OG Doommates update: Chapter 19 is done! Chapter 20... the last chapter! it's another short one. let's go!!

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

OG Doommates update: Chapter 18 is complete! working on Chapter 19 now :3

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

ok wait but like Villainess Pepi...

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

who's the most involved in ALT Doommates, judging by what i already have planned?

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

my friends and i spent at least 20 minutes talking about this

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

what do we think about Mel x Melia and Van x Dole?

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

i'm so used to writing about girls that i accidentally made Rod transition mid-sentence out of nowhere

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

i struggle to enjoy canon in media generally because i have many fanon fantasies in my head #tbh

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

i wonder if anyone can draw the Taylor eyes or if it's just something that fits my style most LOL

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

i wonder if there's a fic out there where Yu's twin survived and how that would've changed a lot of things

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

man i love triggering myself by accidentally stumbling across someone's art progress from the start of this year to recently "it takes years to get this good", my ass. it took them just this year. i should just quit

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

i was originally gonna rewrite Fluffmates and expand on it but their story is VERY similar to ALT Doommates except the doomed part another thing is that ClaireYu help matchmake them in Fluffmates while in Doommates, it's Pepi and the rest of the cast

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

i will NEVER download TikTok but if anyone who uses it sees fanwork inspired or based on my fanfics, please thank them on my behalf... if you want to, haha! i was sent one that i think was based on Taking Back What's Mine by ifeel.bonita. glad you liked it :] awesome video!!

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Kousaka Erena @kousakaerena.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

explaining that Doommates was made up all in my head over the course of nearly a WHOLE year (considering the many character and circumstances differences) to readers who don't know me at all on AO3 will be tricky LOL

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