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Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 24/12/2024I pray that you always return to me to refresh my memories of how you giggle, of how you stand on your tip-toes to kiss me, and how you so tenderly stroke my hair. I must believe that you will, or go insane. And until you do return, I will not wash the scent from these sheets. And I will remember. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 24/12/2024The transience of memory, combined with the scarcity of things worth remembering, utterly terrifies me. I live in fear that I will one day forget the feeling of your skin, the sound of your voice when you laugh, and the things you used it to say to me. I remember them as often as I can. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 23/12/2024I've spent my entire life listening to sad love songs. What are the odds you are the one to finally give me a reason to be happy? Can I afford to be hopeful without an ensuing disappointment killing me? I have no choice but to try. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 23/12/2024My bed still smells like her. It wraps me in a warm, reassuraing embrace. I close my eyes and feel her hair under my hand, the heat and the tremble of her skin, the whispers she spoke to me. I am still terrified of love, but too in love to ever run from her. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 29/10/2024Love is the hardest thing we'll ever do. We don't even know what real love feels like, to be awash in the glow of another person's radiance. Only brief glimpses through the deep, cloudy sky. We try and we fail, we try and we fail. At the end of our lives, I just want to be able to say that we tried. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 28/10/2024Loving you is loving myself. Despite my scars, I contain within me an endless well of compassion and affection, and I wish to bathe you in its glow like a healing salve. But I cannot reach you. You as ever elude me. The answer is right in front of us both, but we cannot reach for it. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 28/10/2024The familiar feeling of coming down from a bender, a blurry days-long span of my mind being freed of your grip, only to feel you settling in again, relaxing into the armchair at the head of my consciousness, making yourself at home. It happens more often than ever lately. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 27/10/2024When we were younger, we used to sit here, royalty atop the richest throne. You bade me to be your king, and you my queen, and for us to watch over this quiet river bend until it eroded away into nothingness, and for one summer our dynasty would rule the land. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 27/10/2024When I see her shrink away, my mind cries out to me, begging me to embrace you. It demands I grasp your shoulders, pull you close against my chest, to hold you tight for the entire evening. To inoculate you against your fears. To pour over you all the love you gave but never received in turn. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 27/10/2024When the vast earthen wells that are your eyes meet mine, I notice that they contain every inch of your soul. All of your passions and fears, all of your love and your pain. And when they meet the floor again, I see the little girl inside you, afraid, as she shrinks away from the world. 010 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 27/10/2024I remembered the feeling of your lips today for the first time in years. It was here that it happened, where we stopped on the way home from the airport. No one kisses me the way you did. Every action you made was rich, steeped in love. The softest of your kisses felt like the whole world. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 27/10/2024There is a terrible tragedy in letting go. One day, invariably, I will begin to forget you and you will no longer burden me. But one day long before then I will forget the sound of your voice. And even if I live to be one hundred years old, I will never hear that melody again. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 27/10/2024The worst thing about adulthood is not when things don't work out. It's when we both know that they can't. Voluntarily letting you go tears at my chest worse than any blade, it boils my blood, it sends my head to fits. I need to pour my love into you, even knowing that it will destroy me. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 26/10/2024I wish you had known me when I were softer. Before life had warped me, turned me grim and cold. I wish you'd known the kind boy, full of love and endless humor. Before he learned distrust. Before he hesitated before love. Before the grief drove him insane. I wish you'd known me when I were softer. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 26/10/2024This is the eighth time this week I've stopped by to mourn you. I wonder if you can even tell I'm there? In this place where you first told me that you loved me, I thought your spirit would settle here. I never believed in God, but now I understand: anything is easier than accepting you're gone. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 26/10/2024You used to volunteer on the weekend. I'd make dinner before you got home. At the table, we talked about our childhood. In the kitchen, we practiced dancing. Under the evening sunlight, we made love. Tonight, we both sleep alone. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 26/10/2024Time has made me into a wretched creature, one overflowing with love. Few things are harder to share, and it rots inside me like a cancer when left unexpressed. Any goal is in my reach, any fate open to me - save for the one I was made for. I was born to love you, and it's the one thing I cannot do. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 26/10/2024You used to tell me you loved when I'd stroke your hair. You used to say you wished I could've met your parents. You used to sing how you loved the sound of my last name. You used to tell me how nobody had ever made you feel loved as I did. I haven't heard anything new from you in a while. 020 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 26/10/2024As long as I exist, you will always be loved. It's been years, and I still remember how to order your coffee. I still remember all your sisters' names, the smell of your hair, and the way your green eyes would gleam in the sunlight when you smiled at me. As long as I exist, you will always be loved. 000 0
Scrrcrrr @korcks.bsky.social · 26/10/2024The love is still here, even if you aren't. What do I do with it all? I can't give it away, it has to be earned. I can't destroy it, it builds up inside me like a poison. I can't use it myself, I have more than enough for the two of us. The love is still here, even if you aren't. 000 0
