iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

just got a letter off the NHS to let me know i've gone from "anxiety and depression" to "severe anxiety and depression" following my most recent assessment😃

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 5h

added oshi marks to my bio!! mwueehhe!! idk if i've forgotten anyone- i will add to it as i remember! i wanna support so many cute girls!!! aaaaaaaa!! 🩷🩷🩷🩷

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i know you guys don’t follow me to be reminded that i’m a woman and you probably don’t want to hear about periods and bras and stuff but this is my alt account & would you believe it my period & body is a pretty huge part of my life lmao (much to both our detriments)

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

also i finally used up the last of my always pads and finally swapped to a new organic type of pad that’s entirely plant based + non toxic the change is so huge i’m so glad i finally swapped

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i ordered myself a luxury bra as a birthday treat a while ago and put myself on the mailing list for sales since theyre usually p expensive otherwise this is an INCREDIBLE email title LOL

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

overwhelmed with the sudden urge to lock the fuck in and try draw and rig my next model bcs it’s almost 2am + i can’t sleep + i miss streaming + i feel guilty about hiatus

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

sickness so bad i sound like a teenage boy going through puberty with all the fucking voice breaks i have

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

35 week wait for treatment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love being mentally unwell! in a "1st world country"!! its so cool you guys!!

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

“i asked ai to generate-“ im imploding you with my mind shut up

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

made a "im gonna kms" joke in front of the wrong friend group and now they're trying to get me to talk about my deep rooted issues fml

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

it genuinely makes me so sick to my stomach with how horrible the average user on twitter is. some of you are far too comfortable behind a screen to understand the impact of what you say to another human

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

pulled one of these cause i got told i must be smurfing bcs im too good for my rank MWUEHEHEH

feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

😭✋ sat down to pee and made eye contact with a spider on the wall across from me no thanku

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

i hate that being nonchalant and mean is the norm for most people online nowadays you can’t be sincere or emotional or have a bit of fun w/o being made fun of it’s fucking boring

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

i love cute girls who are also perverts

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

amazing things happening on overwatch

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

happy suicide prevention month it’s been about 6 years since i OD’d i think my life is better overall i think im just in a funk right now and remembering that it won’t last forever is difficult but important maybe i should do smth for 10 years

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

i want yumeship art of kofi x sebastian or kofi x ayato (noragami or tokyo ghoul, both work) or kofi x ganyu (we’re both bottoms tho)

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

i don’t usually defend myself but i have worked hard to prove my worth as an artist and i don’t want that tainted. insult me as a person all you want but do not say that i don’t work hard. i do. my work is my every waking moment.

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

my cat who isn’t cuddly at all laid on my chest and put her head next to mine and started purring really loud 🥹

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

having a very bad brainworm day

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

why do people care so much if ironmouse has a kid or not

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

i feel so fucking ashamed and embarassed and repulsed because i grew up w money problems and told myself i'd never end up in debt but here i am like a fucking idiot

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

the transitioning between tasks is so hard. i think i’d benefit a lot from being a morning shower-er but i have to do it the night before because it takes me 30 mins to go from bedroom -> bathroom -> shower (another 20 mins) -> stand until my body is used to the temp -> bedroom is it just me idk

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

i have so much i want to do so many ideas and thoughts and plans it’s overwhelming it’s so frustrating not having the keys yet,, i’m sorry you’re still having to wait for me ><

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

what the actual fuck was that nightmare man i feel worse

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

july was 1 short a week august was 2 shorts a week september is going to be 3 shorts a week october will be 4 november will be 5 december 6 then new year with a reel everyday?? maybe?? i dunno. would depend if i can be a bit more dedicated to specific editing/filming days

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

cannot sleep i have too many ideas but im also too tired to draw what is this hell

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

i want a cuddle pile with my friends ; ;

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

i could eat chicken pot pie every day for the rest of my life dude this shit is so comforting and yummy uuu

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

i need a really really really really big hug

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

i just really need a release it feels like there are bugs under my skin and everything is slipping through my hands

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

i’m really uncomfortable i’ve been fighting the urge to relapse for three weeks now and it feels like it’s every waking thought if im not keeping myself overwhelmed/busy ; ;

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

been thinking a lot about what i want my niche to be do i lean into stuff i do a lot already (overwatch / minecraft / stardew / art) do i pick one thing (probably art) w/ occasional collabs or just chatting streams do i just do whatever even tho its harder to grow that way

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

i know 18/19 is a legal adult but i still think it’s weird people want to describe themselves as teenagers as their brains are almost done developing idk man

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

just saw someone describe themselves as a “23 year old teen” 😐 ur an adult. teenager = minor. your lack of skills and wide eyed deer approach to adulthood is normal & isn’t limited to being a teenager. stop saying it oh my days

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

i wanna make a menhera oc for vent art but worried it might put me on sides of twitter i dont rly wanna be on

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

anyway! i am going to wear a cute dress tonight to go watch the solar eclipse. im very excited ;w;

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

hit with a huge wave of sadness as i realised i lost a little bit of whimsy at some point and stopped studying and giving time to a hobby i really believed in

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

i woke up and was frustrated that the first thing i was met with was a damp smelly hand towel and no tissue paper so idk if there’s any sense to this thread tldr: i hate that they’re lazy and don’t help set up rooms for the next person to use. it’s tiring after a while

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feef ♡ @kofiidesu.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

maybe it’s just the way i was raised but living here sucks even if they weren’t alcoholic narcissists. small things like not changing the hand towels, leaving the cardboard instead of replacing with new toilet paper, not changing the bins, & so much more. (+)

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