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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Some people who claim to be dom and are anything but that are just a weird vibe to me. I heard Dom and called them sir by default when they were just lost fuckboys

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I truly did not know it could be this good. If I had to compare the two, this guy is like, top 3 internationals and the others are bronze lmao

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Starting stream! www.twitch.tv/kocinan

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Gonna stream today! We're gonna be doing league/Valo and the new deadly assault result in zzz. Eta: 1pm PDT ish may be earlier

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Hello, I'm your Daddy- I mean presenter for today's meeting

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I love when a post isn't about someone, but they gotta make up reasons in their head that it is. Guilty much?

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Been seeing a guy for about two months or so now. The sex is amazing, he treats me right, and makes me realize the one that came before him can stay forgotten in longer and longer periods of time. Sometimes I even forget what that asshole looked like.

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Woke up from a nightmare where I called out a fuck boy and he full on crashed out that someone caught onto his game. Oh wait that was just months ago irl

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

My forearm hurts from too much... Carrying :) www.twitch.tv/kocinan

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Streaming with @pupconor.bsky.social today at 6pm PDT! We're going into the rift 🙂

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

I finally know what it means to stop chasing people who don't invest in me. I'm not fully healed but I've moved on, and no, that doesn't mean I have forgiven you. I actually don't ever have to. In fact, I have no intention to.

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Sometimes I need to remind myself the person I thought they were isn't real. That thing I grieve now and again is just a version I hoped could be, not the actual truth.

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Oh babes, my ex being who he was doesn't make you any better. Whatever makes you sleep more comfortable tho

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Stream time! www.twitch.tv/kocinan

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Gonna be a little late tonight but will be doing a quick stream! New eta 6pm PDT

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Streaming today around 5pm PDT!

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

A little low vibe stream www.twitch.tv/kocinan

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

I want to date a gamer, but most gamers seem to be avoidant cucks and it's not fun. Only people who have been consistent with me are non-gamers.

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Starting stream! Making burgers before gaming! www.twitch.tv/kocinan

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Stream today eta 6:30pm PDT ETA! We're gonna be doing TFT, and pulling on Claret in ZZZ! I hope to see you all there. Mega slutty vibes incoming 😈

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

LMAO a guy spent four days ignoring my reach out, then when I said we aren't aligned - "oh uh, I don't get on scruff much (he spent two days online the whole day), my grandpa passed away, my dog is in the hospital and my house got swallowed by the horseman of the apocalypse"

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Promptu return after a month :o www.twitch.tv/kocinan tft and gachas!

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

When I ask for socials and a hot guy is like "oh I don't use socials" - am I the only one who thinks I'm getting blown off 😭

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

His name is Devon and new to the family :)

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

PuhLEASE lmfao. This guy broke it off with me, and RAN so far in the other direction, but gonna act like "we could've been something."

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

I always have capacity when I'm interested in someone, and I'm tired of being in this fucking corner waiting for other people.

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

I love how dudes are like "yeah, I don't know why guys ghost like that, they're immature." - and then ghost me LOL

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Kid, I hope you stay away from here. Our state doesn't need another messy ass gay person who pretends they're a good person

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

Another denial letter after another interview lmao I'm losing hope here

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

Becoming skeptical of this new guy 🤔 can't tell if it's my distrust carrying over from the last one

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

LOL how many times is someone gonna tell themselves "I'm a new person" while leaving people they hurt in the shitter. Keep being in denial kids

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

Don't make someone fall for you if you aren't ready to catch them. Damn that hit hard hearing that tonight

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

Damn, it's like so many people make the same mistake I made www.instagram.com/reel/DZNhG6V...

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

If you are the one that gave up on me, on us, gaslit me, created stories in your head to make me the problem - you get no access to me anymore. Keeping tabs is insane.

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

You know how I know it's big? You put a towel in front of it when working out at the gym 🤭

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

I'm allowed to miss the good things I had with someone... But I need to remember those were beautifully wrapped lies about the person they actually were in the end

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Oh my god the amount of avoidant esque people in the dating pool is insane.

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

The dl journey be like "Super friendly, borderline gay" - I wear the gay confirmed shirt - "they avoid me for a few days" - one day they follow me into the locker room "So you a bottom?" 😅

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

Everything the last guy was, I literally want almost the opposite of now because I put all the barriers away to eat the shit lmao

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

I will not be investing in people who willingly hurt me and hide behind words to make it sound better again. I've moved on, and have returned to remembering that I love myself and that's all I need.

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

Girls, I'm getting really tired of people making it seem like they're available and then telling me "I got a lot going on I'll get back to you"

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

I think I'm a Zara girl now

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

When someone violates a huge boundary and wound you vulnerable expressed, and they promised it would NEVER be like that - You're in the gutter

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Kocinan @kocinan.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

Went to SF today. A lot of memories that hurt to remember, but moving on

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