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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

having a complicated relationship with religion sucks, i was brought up catholic and even though i definitely dont want to be christian the catholic-flavored religious guilt makes looking for faith so much harder. that whole mentality of "i am sinning therefore i am horrible" is a living hell

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

im all alone when i beg for people to reach out im all alone when i bombard people with messages myself whats even the fucking point i should just accept that im doomed to be lonely and a societal reject for the rest of my life

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

it annoys me to no end when i ask for reassurance and all i get is likes motherfucker im asking for WORDS

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

i wake up and IMMEDIATELY i roll up half my blanket and snuggle up to it while smiling from ear to ear and kicking my feet they really gotta put me down dawg

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

IM HIGHH AND IM YEARNING SOOO FUCKING HAAAARDDD IMMM ASUUHHGHHHGJJJJJHHJJJHHHHJHJJJHHJJJ 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

some people have the music taste of a 14yo (/neg) and you wish you could make them listen to good stuff but you have no heart to say or do anything

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

y'all gotta take me out back and shoot me like a dog i've been so intensely and relentlessly yearny lately dude i'm like flustered and blushy and pathetic almost constantly it's insane

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

sometimes i worry im overdoing weed but like. it literally helps me exist without suffering. it manages to shut down my ocd. im not haunted against my will by the most evil intrusive thoughts. my head feels clear. i don't feel stunlocked over a stray thought and i don't lose my mind

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

i should die everything would be better and evetuone woukd be happier if i just died

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

im avhorrible oerson all im good ffr is wastngg peoples time

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

girls who feels like people will think she's weird and invading their boundaries if she tries to dm them to even say hi

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tomosaka @sakatomo419.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

outis

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

i can feel a crashout incoming i have no patience left in me

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

why does no one ever let me have the spotlight. ever. i can never be the center of attention because someone else will come in and bounce it back to themselves

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

im left alone for a lil bit and i immediately get hit with suicidal thoughts thats so cool

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

i should just shut up and pretend to be fine clearly i don't deserve to express my struggles

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

ngl i may use this account sparingly until they add privs i fucking hate the idea of my posts showing up on people's for you tab, whether they're randoms or people i don't want on here i'll use my twitter until then probably, you can ask for @

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

so like. nobody here hates me. or dislikes me. or has some secret grudge against me. or is put off by me. right?

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

so like. nobody here hates me. or dislikes me. or has some secret grudge against me. or is put off by me. right?

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

good to know the most unimportant and trivial bullshit will always be enough to completely annihilate my mood

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

heyheyheyheyhey

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

made an nsfw, u can ask or interact for @

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

🥺🥺🥺

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

yknow i wonder if keeping this account is even good for my mental health in the first place

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

literally all of u on here are free to ask

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

made an nsfw, u can ask or interact for @

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

i feel miserable and i want to blow my head off with a shotgun but idc we ball

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

i'm gonna be so for real, xiv shouldn't have ever accommodated for solo play. all that it's done is severely drag down the overall skill floor of the entire player base. i miss when lobotomites in roulettes were few and far between, and mediocrity wasn't so encouraged and glorified

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— catastrom crusher @knightinvoker.bsky.social · 07/06/2026

i gotta lay off the weed dude i've been super neglectful and i hate that and i haven't done any reading for ages because of it and i hate it i'm overdoing it

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