iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

Also I learnt that wearing Thigh Highs on the bus is uncomfortable because how god damn sticky the fake leather seats are

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

Not done all that much these last 2 weeks since I’ve mostly been at work or Uni. But I did manage to grab a Encyclopaedia Of Magic on Monday!

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 25/10/2025

Should probably clarify I don’t mean just the average person taking a glance or something. For example when I was waiting to catch my bus for uni some old guy who was at the lights and was just looking directly at me for a solid minute. It just makes me uncomfortable to go out in public

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 25/10/2025

God the last few days it’s really bothered me how much I’ve noticed people just stare at me in public. Like I know it’s obviously because I’m a trans girl out in public but it’s just the fucking look I get off some people that I can’t stand. It just makes me feel so self conscious

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 19/10/2025

Pokémon Z-A spoilers (mission 32) I really want to know how this runs on the switch 1 lmao. I do not see it being above like 5 frames a second haha I think I labelled it right to blur

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 19/10/2025

Been a while since I posted anything, but I’ve mostly spent my time out of Uni playing Pokémon Z-A the last few days! I’m pretty far in I imagine, most of the way through the main story with 136 Pokémon registered in the dex!

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 06/10/2025

Had to go into uni this morning on like 4 hours sleep, once I get home I’m just gonna sit and play Xenoblade 2 and probably some more Baldr sky. Aside from that I’m just waiting on Pokémon coming out next week!

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 29/09/2025

I now fear the new seats at uni after seeing someone sit on one and have all 4 legs instantly fucking snap off lmao. I don’t trust the quality of those things haha

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 24/09/2025

I open 1 MTG Spider-Man pack to take the piss at uni saying “I hope I get Spider-Man” and then end up getting the fucking soul stone. I’m in class with no card sleeves or anything on me haha and now I have to get it home

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 21/09/2025

Well today I meant to play way not sky 1st chapter, decided to take a break and play a little BL4 and oops 5 hours passed and I’ve almost finished the game a 2nd time on my alt character haha. I fear I’ll probably be playing it way too much until all the DLC comes out…

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 20/09/2025

Well my copy of Sky 1st chapter got cancelled so I bought it digital and I’ve been loving it so far! I’m just trying to balance it with Borderlands 4 and Xenoblade 2 while also being back at uni. Also I moved the trails shelf, might post some pics tomorrow

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 18/09/2025

My copy of Trails in the sky 1st chapter doesn’t arrive until Saturday, but it beats buying it digital! Also I got my student loan and made my most important purchase of Pokémon Legends Z-A haha.

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 15/09/2025

Should probably Say I finished Xenoblade 1 + future connected in the space of 9 days cause I didn’t have work or uni that week haha. Overall I loved it, but the amount of side quests…

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 15/09/2025

Finished my first day back at uni, now I get to go home and Play Xenoblade 2 some more as well as BL4. My timetable for this year is pretty good, in 3 days a week. 1 morning, 1 afternoon and a full day. Still waiting on my new uni ID though haha

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 14/09/2025

25 hours in (and most of the way through the story) I’ve been loving BL4 so far. It’s taken the gameplay of 3, improved on it and given it a campaign which still has some issues but is so much better than 3’s. I’ll probably end up finishing it tomorrow.

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 09/09/2025

While yeah, it's not a good Idea to preorder stuff in general, I have done it for BL4 since me and my brother have a tradition to buy each game as they come out and play them together. Honestly though I'm pretty hopeful from all the gameplay I've seen so far. Just hope it runs well haha

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 28/08/2025

I’ve been slowly playing through the Sky 1st chapter demo and it’s been great so far. Only thing is my physical copy arrives the day after release. Aside from that I’m gonna be starting playing through the Xenoblade games tomorrow!

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 26/08/2025

I look away for what feels like a day or two but it ended up being like 9 days lmao. It’s been pretty quiet the last few days, I beat Tears of the Kingdom today though and I honestly loved my time with the game. I’m probably gonna pick up Xenoblade when I get paid!

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 16/08/2025

I’m looking forward to going back to uni in a month or so, it’s definitely a big change from work cause rather than being in the middle of nowhere most days I’m in Manchester pretty much every day. Only thing is I’ll actually have to be dressing up nice every day haha.

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 16/08/2025

Shiny Sprigatito! Didn’t take all that long to get, around 150 eggs

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 13/08/2025

The thing I love about MK world is how much time you can save on tracks using Grinding and wall riding. Pretty much every track has at least something like this and getting good enough to pull it off consistently is so fun!

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 12/08/2025

I’ve been dying today cause it’s so god damn warm again in the UK. On the bright side tomorrow looks to be the last super warm day and I doubt we will get any more weather like this this year. I just want summer to be done with by now haha

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 12/08/2025

Had a pretty successful last few days shiny hunting (30-60 mins per day) everything from Mankey on is recent. Might see if I can get my set of Gen 1-9 starters caught in scarlet finished before Pokémon Z-A but I’m not super bothered if I don’t

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 12/08/2025

With Pokémon legends Z-A I hope they actually use the Kalos power plant for something since we never got it in X and Y. Like it’s perfect for some post game stuff since it’s close to Lumiose. Kinda hope they put Volcanion in there or something like they did in PLA with other legendary Pokémon

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 09/08/2025

Started playing Mary Skelter 2 today since it must have been 3-4 years since I played the first. It just kinda seemed like the right time since I only have a handful of switch 2 games rn and it was on my account anyway.

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

Going through the MK World time trials to beat all of them rn and what’s with the wildly different difficulty between them. Some are super easy and you can do without trying but then something like Whistletop Summit is fucking insane

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

Kinda tired today since I was out until 1AM yesterday and then had work at 8 AM, but I’ve been playing Mario Wonder most of the day and it’s so good. I’ve not really touched 2D Mario since NSMB Wii tho so I kinda suck haha. Aside from that gonna play some Mario mart then go to bed

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 05/08/2025

Honestly I’m enjoying starting to rebuild my physical game collection. Back maybe 5 or so years ago I was at 100 ish games but due to a couple of different things I ended up giving most of them to friends/family. Also I’m thinking of picking up either Mario Wonder or Echoes of wisdom soon!

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 05/08/2025

Did some shiny hunting for a hour before work today and got a full snorunt family in shiny, with one being marked. Also just found a cyclizar at random haha. Shiny hunting is so much easier on switch 2 imo with higher fps, more clear visuals and what seems like more spawns

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 03/08/2025

Had a pretty nice day, picked my self up tears of the kingdom today, but I got fucking ID’d for it… IM 19 AND I GOT ID’D FOR A GAME RATED 12+

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 02/08/2025

Not gonna be up that much longer (probably a lie) but I ordered myself Tears of the kingdom and Pokémon Scarlet for tomorrow for my switch 2! Can’t wait to shiny hunt above 10 FPS haha

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 02/08/2025

It’s pretty cool being a “responsible” adult with disposable income for games cause I think this is the earliest I’ve grabbed a console. Still deciding on what else I’m gonna grab for this month cause I did spend pretty much my entire fund for games and stuff already haha. Also MK world is great!

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 02/08/2025

Grabbed one! Now I have like £80 to spend on games. Which.. is like 1 or 2 haha. Might pick up FE3 houses since I want to replay it but I never did get to playing tears of the kingdom or anything after like 2021 for it

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 01/08/2025

Had a pretty good day today despite being tired. Only got home at 3:30 AM from MTG and then had work at 9:30 haha. Aside from that I’m planning on trying to grab a switch 2 in the next few days, end of the month at the latest but likely tomorrow. I want it for a handful of games (Pokémon Z-A ect)

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 31/07/2025

Pretty slow day today, but I’m at a midnight launch for MTG EOE now so I’ll be playing magic until god knows when haha

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 29/07/2025

Been pretty quiet the last couple of days, I’ve reached the lower city in BG3, and I’m confident I can finish the game this time haha. Apart from that this arrived yesterday and I’m looking forward to trying it out at my LGS tomorrow as well as Midnight release on the 1st of August!

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 27/07/2025

Well I did exactly what I expected and ended up playing Baldurs Gate all day today lol. Just about to start act 3! I might actually end up finishing the game this time round haha. Aside from that the shipping on my EOE online order seems to say it’s gonna arrive tomorrow which is nice!

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

Had a good time at prerelease today for magic and got some pretty good pulls at the event as well as traded some stuff with people. However I’m so god damn tired after today, got up at 8, left at 9:30 got back at 6 and am heading to bed soon. Probably gonna play more Baldur’s gate tomorrow

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 25/07/2025

Heading to bed soon since I’ve gotta get up early tomorrow to get to my MTG prerelease at 11/12 ish. Spent a lot of my day playing Baldur’s gate 3 again haha

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 25/07/2025

Let me just say UK age verification is such a fucking pain in the ass. The 3 main methods are: A small credit card charge(my provider doesn’t support this) B Face scan (It called me a child lmao) and C Scan Photo ID (Databreach waiting to happen) maybe the actual solution to this is better parenting

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

Ohh I should probably add I finished reading the Shining late last week! Don’t have much to say about it that hasn’t been said before but I would 100% recommend it. I loved seeing the gradual change in characters and a lot of Subtle referencing and foreshadowing throughout!

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

The last few days haven’t been anything special, just work and then playing Baldurs Gate. Apart from that though I’m at MTG Edge of Eternities prerelease on Saturday and the part of my preorder I did online shipped early! Need to remember to post more often lol, I just don’t use my phone much

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

Been playing Baldurs gate 3 again this weekend, I swear I’ll actually finish it this time lol. Apart from that I’ve just been reading quite a lot. I’m looking forward to Wednesday where it’s our 2nd full Daggerheart session. I’m also at MTG EOE prerelease on the 26th!

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 17/07/2025

Been way too long since I posted but I’ve pretty much just been doing normal shit everyday. Been to my LGS tonight to play some magic and have daggerheart next week. I blame me disappearing for a while on the UK heatwave last weekend making me tired as fuck haha. I’ll try and post a little more soon

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 07/07/2025

Had a pretty quiet day today. Just reading a little before I go to bed since my mum found a couple of Stephen King books she had back in the 80’s and 90’s and gave them to me because “I actually have the time to read them”

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

Spent like all day reading Highway Blossoms and had a super good time with it. I’ll probably play through the DLC over the next few days. After spending like 3 months struggling to get into a VN I end up reading one in a single sitting. Probably cause it has girls kissing haha

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 03/07/2025

The last 2 days have been pretty normal, I am playing magic again tomorrow night though which should be fun! Next real thing I have coming up is MTG EOE prerelease on the 26th. Today I put way too many hours into my Clair Obscur replay. In act 3 now trying to get the last few achievements!

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 01/07/2025

Had a pretty quiet day today but I’ve enjoyed not melting alive in the heat haha. It being cooler also let me continue my Clair Obscur replay without my room temperature going up. Looking forward to playing some Magic tomorrow at my LGS after work!

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 30/06/2025

It was so fucking warm today, but I’m gonna head to bed soon cause I have work early in the morning. Spent most the afternoon on FFX but didn’t really do all that much today after I finished work.

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Lillie🏳️‍⚧️ @killerpanda7042.bsky.social · 28/06/2025

Been a few days but I started daggerheart on Wednesday at my LGS and had a good time making a character with everyone. On Friday I went to pick up a preorder from my LGS and ended up playing blood on the clock tower until midnight haha. I think I wanna dress up nice tomorrow since I’m home all day!

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