Sign in

zhun // ala alawen li lon

@kikiala.bsky.social
96 followers 193 following 1.5K posts

Definitely a person who sees you. Blessings of night. Seeking community, warmth in shelter, shared food. Work. Thanks for your hard work. ko-fi.com/kikiala comms paused, unless ... kikiala.bandcamp.com musi mi serves a valuable purpose

PostsRepliesMedia
Reposted by zhun // ala alawen li lon
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
today is the day i continue to about the war
001
Reposted by zhun // ala alawen li lon
🗝️🔮『 𝓜𝓸𝓴𝓪✧𝓨𝓾𝓶𝓮 』🪞🎀 @mokayu.me · 29/09/2026
o kama sona e toki pona anu mi moli e ale
2192
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
i am a survivor of human trafficking. i have numerous disabling injuries and medical conditions. there are no arbitrary rules requiring my deprival of human rights. i need housing. this entire nonsensically abusive charade has been a prolonged public murder attempt on my life.
020
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
how much pain must i endure?
000
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
xpost also fuck you recognition for my contributions to humanity when and also human rights when and also housing when and also fuck you all, i demand extradition from the battleground, i demand respect, fuck all you complicit thieves and ghosts and pissants- }Human rights when you sick fucks?
020
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
today is the day i continue to about the war
001
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
いいよとだしまよ i only have a few dictionaries and not know japanese but maybe if "yo" could be a dialect for "jo" as in dictionary i have then it might translate to "that's enough gurl boundaries gurl."
120
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
oh: "ii jo to da shi ma jo" (ou tmi oun mouf) (tr: not mad, putting it there calmed the earth's energy"
011
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
nun th mo rrr orr zz zzz *z * zzzz
000
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
oeo - wow - externality, it's there, externality de - d putting sound, e there, de power of protecting accumulations of excess to pana e dao la dao li "put that there, look, o you" giving la i follow the way of ma telo meli a la ona li pana en de e ijo mute ona
020
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
yo (as in espanol) anu jo lon toki pi toki pona la this y or j is a held growl, like rrrr o being external of mouth, yo = i'm not growling at you
000
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
journals.sagepub.com/doi/10.1177/... "Toward a Sociology of Artificial Intelligence: A Call for Research on Inequalities and Structural Change" nice writing from a while back by the author of Algorithms of Oppression, thank you Safiya Umoja Noble (unsure if accurately post bcause I am behind walls)
journals.sagepub.com
Toward a Sociology of Artificial Intelligence: A Call for Research on Inequalities and Structural Change - Kelly Joyce, Laurel Smith-Doerr, Sharla Alegria, Susan Bell, Taylor Cruz, Steve G. Hoffman, Safiya Umoja Noble, Benjamin Shestakofsky, 2021
This article outlines a research agenda for a sociology of artificial intelligence (AI). The authors review two areas in which sociological theories and methods...
010
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
tia - auntie, makes tea and wears socks rrr - pain sound of growl warning self defense - - - also humming and song to mend mental tiar (tear) - you made granny cry >:-[ sona ala sona anu a la o lanpan ala e jan la o lanpan ala tan jan la o lanpan ala tan ma majuna a la o lanpan ala e nimi ona. o ala
030
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
@lipamanka.gay o moku bsky.app/profile/kiki...
000
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
pona tawa jan anu e ni li toki sama ma tok mu anu n pona tawa sin
it's the language of physics and used to navigate experiences.

as ee-oh-u it means "you and me, bring outside in"
as ee-oh-ooh it means "you're cute"

this is a document of text describing observations of physics-based, iterative, and often recursively developed linguistic patterns regarding speech patterns, etymology, and symbolism

the separations of continents millions of years ago created islands of people whose isolation reinforced recursive yet importantly diverse development of global societies.

considering physicality and perspective, we are on god in my opinion, since god grants the hunt.

hashem - ha sh em
word: gather, grow, preserve, hunt, balance-work
- ha : exertion sound
- sh : quietening sound; warning over; rest time
- em : eating sound, hchom, om-nom-nom

---

sou - ss ou oo
word: give, sow, sew, mend, offer
- ss (hiss): heed, heel, sit, slow, heal, simmer
- o (oh): projective sound; to externality
	- note: i (eee) is "i, me"; inside mouth
- u (oo): kept breath; bring outside in; want; oooh

cut - k' uh t'
word: break, sever, chop, prepare, share
 - k' : sound of branch or egg breaking, basically
 - uh : low sound to outside; smaller living thing
 - t' : a delicate breaking sound; snapped twig

desu - d' eh ss u
word: this, that
- d' : tossing sound; talkin about somethin
- eh : flat mid-mouth sound; it's there, untethered
- ss : heed/heel/sit/slow/heal/simmer
- u : soft external directive; drawing attention

gull - g' uh uhl
word: gulping unknown thing in the sky; U.F.O.
- g' : gulping sound of hungry eating or drinking
- uh : low sound to outside; smaller living thing
- uhl : high tongue in mouth; raised big thing there

get - g' eh' t'
word: hungrily take untethered thing
- g' : gulping sound of hungry eating or drinking
- eh : flat mid-mouth sound; it's there untethered
- t' : a delicate breaking sound; snapped twig


okay - oh k' ae yh
word: you broke; i jump
ae : sound of landing after jump (hurt sound)
yh : questioning arms raised sound; readiness

cat
k' ah t'
word: breaker; jumper and hunter

mm : eating sound
ah : raising sound of effort
aw : lowering of effort

ma
so tasty
gives energy
what's around
back then anyway.

i = internal i-e-oh 
e = external i-e-oh
o = external i-e-o

grammatical arrangements of timbral, gestural, hissed. intonated, expirated, or otherwise vibrational sensory information such as sound waves produced by movement or events in the presence of another thing. the sound waves are sensed by drum-like pieces of biological tissue in the bodies of many beings, such as plants, fungi, trees, creatures in the water, creatures above the water, creatures above the land, and sometimes things outside the light. in my humble liegedom and suffering observations of kijetesantakalu
030
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
rapping in toki pona is good but you cannot say too much imo personally it beatbox lang very good at saying same word such as this lyric do not steal allah allah allah allah allah allah allah allah
100
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
I only have ONE friend. You cannot know who it is and if you do or try to decide then it change. So if you choose or don't choose or you-not choose or choose-not then or then-not I or I-not guess or guess-not you or you-not are or are-not my or my-not friend or friend-not eh or eh-not
000
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
I am very relieved when friends who are stressed out by the fact I been traumatized and in pain from people ridin on my brain dream all this time to beat me up and get they brain dream opium out my abused head finally say "I don't think I can do this anymore" because that is exactly what I saying
000
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
LET ME WORSHIP SATAN IN A GODLY WAY YOU WORMS music.youtube.com/playlist?lis...
music.youtube.com
kute mute musi
Playlist • j
000
Reposted by zhun // ala alawen li lon
lipamanka from toki pona @lipamanka.gay · 10/08/2026
I love my mom
091
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
lmao ily tho
000
Reposted by zhun // ala alawen li lon
lipamanka from toki pona @lipamanka.gay · 13/08/2026
antitheism sucks so much I hate it so much just leave religious people alone ughhhh
283
Reposted by zhun // ala alawen li lon
lipamanka from toki pona @lipamanka.gay · 20/08/2026
i'm 1/16th of the way through the whole tanakh too. if i keep this up, you can expect a full toki pona hebrew bible translation in 15 years lmao.
071
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
mu
020
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 11/07/2026
sorry i was being rude and stuff, i'm dealing with a lot of pain every day. thanks for your interest
010
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
when will my enslavement end. i'm not interested in being the world's hellclown anymore. my new life goal is actually to eradicate all of humanity. i liked my formula. the world kept gaslighting me. i am still the slave of evil predators. since this hasn't changed, i see i am slave to all humanity.
100
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
mi lon supa lape sin me lon tomo pi meli pona tomo ala. lon. mi ken pali tawa ilo anu musi mi kepeken sijelo mi li kama pona sin. ale li tawa. mi lon ala lon la o pona ...
010
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
please kill me. please end my life. i am lonely. i am in pain. i am ignored. i am denied. please kill me. i am tired. i am exhausted. please kill me. please end my life. i am lonely. i am in pain. i am ignored. i am denied. please kill me. i am tired. i am exhausted. please end my life. i am so done
100
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
new grief new grief kikiala.bandcamp.com/album/sorrow...
kikiala.bandcamp.com
sorrow // the rain, by kikiala
2 track album
030
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
i am so sorry, i feel so ashamed and sad. i don't mean to exist in inappropriate expressions of that and the severe chronic pain. i know that my existence in that state causes great harm. i have felt very sad about it. it has felt like i am being publicly tortured and murdered slowly, on display.
100
Reposted by zhun // ala alawen li lon
Loren Crain @bluehexagons.com · 18/05/2026
I've been trying to get Antistatic to a place I'm happier with the last few weeks. Here's 0.9, with possibly-working online with random matchmaking, functioning CPUs, two simple single player/local co-op arcade modes, and tons of engine improvements. Still lots to fix, but it's better than 0.7 was.
store.steampowered.com
Antistatic - Antistatic 0.9 - Steam News
After 5 years, Antistatic is getting a new update. This is a feature-complete test release that will have some further bug fixes before I start on 0.10. I'll have full patch notes later, but here's a ...
111
Reposted by zhun // ala alawen li lon
Brian Peterson @drbrianpet.bsky.social · 21/05/2026
Among experts it is a commonly understood phenomenon that the color of the male House Finch depends on what they eat Sunflower seeds make them red
Red head. Red chest. The rest is brown and tan striped. Be sure to look clsoe to see the feather detail.
3257
Reposted by zhun // ala alawen li lon
Cαrínα ᓚᘏᗢ @carina.delachancla.com · 30/05/2026
hilarious that I've been listening to death metal while drawing an animated pixel heart 🤣
3325
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
ALT: It's a drawing of a majestic feminine warrior with dragon parts behind her ear and along her neckline, before her is a smaller separate doodle of a dragon neck-up as well as a close-up of the eye of one. There is writing and diagramming nearby. On the opposite page of the sketchbook is writing.
011
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
it's a bit awk of a sketch (heishi's pose is off) but just off the top my head this morning, haven't been drawing lately! this is sort of how I picture Heishi and Jun from my novel (in unwritten scenes before fire) when they were on a basketball team. Separately, young Gaia in back
Ballpoint pen sketch on graph paper. A taller guy has his hand on the shoulder of a smaller guy with soft features. They are wearing jerseys (artist's laziness notwithstanding) and seem to be protective of each other. In the back is a small girl, peering forth, but not part of the same scene.
020
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
demonstrating the bettering of my little font wrapper function. it is quite normal
021
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
accidental word wrapping bug #JustGraphicsProgrammingThings
It's a screenshot of a text rendering example for an embedded software rendered app framework I am making that shows the Liverpool (kreative) font wrapping but there is not word drawing so every line just has a new offset single character
110
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
mi pipi
000
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
mi po :(
000
Reposted by zhun // ala alawen li lon
Sharp @sharpfla.bsky.social · 28/05/2026
seli li lon
192
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
MEME323.jpbg
caption in Valencia by the maker of Fairfax HD
"MEN only care about one thing"
image is overlay of graph depicting how BVH prevents copper-dependent low-density lipoprotein (LDL) oxidation. overlayed subtly is people working together to plant a sapling or bush
010
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
fun for all people (except some) codeberg.org/jyn/dragonseye
codeberg.org
dragonseye
personal creative projects (work-in-progress)
000
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
sorry for reacting to abuse and torture
000
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
sorry i was reacting to the abuse i receive
000
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
Fuck you #musician #fuckyou #survivor #rainn #helpme
010
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 03/06/2026
kikiala.bandcamp.com/album/synago...
kikiala.bandcamp.com
SYNAGOGUE, by kikiala
6 track album
001
Reposted by zhun // ala alawen li lon
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 07/05/2026
Pic and some vignette from my source texts, also hey wassup my back hurts. Why do i have to sleep outside? I'm fun and nice! I can do any work!! Especilly gamedev, 25 years art n code n more Heeeeeeeeeeehlp
041
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 12/05/2026
Current status: still searching for work ... And housing ... And need a phone ... Attached: resume. Need honest work? Hi! @astroneergame.systemera.net @starseekergame.systemera.net @seattleindies.bsky.social @indiedevbot.bsky.social
020
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 12/05/2026
In need of rosemary tea
010
zhun // ala alawen li lon @kikiala.bsky.social · 12/05/2026
mu a la mi awen alasa e tomo pona lon Sijato a I keep looking for housing and work in Seattle
110