iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 21h

It has been a while and I still think about this... And Foam... Go get it if you don't have it yet. Play it!

Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Sorry for not being absolutely "normal" enough for whatever the fuck that may be. Enjoy your limited diversity afterparty and your inexcusable belittling towards anything beyond your stone's throw acceptable qualifications. I hope your bland excuse of a being is forever the flavor you experience.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Dolly and now Tim. It was their time... Sometimes I wonder how much more I can hold back... Then again, why do I even need to... I'm a weird, queer, stoic-ish dragon. I need a lot of hugs...

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

Sometimes you wonder if you are doing a good job at work, only to find out that you aren't and most likely failing somewhere badly. To top it off, the only person says those words only do it out of habit... It was devestating, but the hole I crawled out of looks appealing right now...

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

I did a thing. Also this is very well done.

MY SOUL: KINDNESS (GREEN)
"No matter how many times I got hurt, I never let that make me cruel."

KINDNESS 84%
PERSEVERANCE 72%
JUSTICE 72%
INTEGRITY 43%
PATIENCE 41%
BRAVERY 37%
DETERMINATION 28%

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

...I felt my bed move, almost like my cat jumped on to the bed... ...Except this isn't my bed... And I am alone... Minor earthquake? Look, if you're going to get me, make it quick. Or have your way with me I guess...

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Wait, hold up a minute. To fix my "sore, low range of motion for the past 2 years" arms, I just have to wrestle someone who is not afraid to twist my arms the way they should, and endure that sharp pain that feels like muscles are being torn? This is working? I'm gaining strength too?! What?!!

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

Had a Big Walk with a few friends. Lots to do, plenty to see. Been wanting to do this since a good bit of us can't enjoy the outdoors together for a number of reasons.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

I like Tofu. And Pinky☆ is such a mood for everything right now.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Oh please, you expect your heavens to give you a chance when within your own life you barely gave anyone else a chance? You ruin this world for your own greed and brought many to suffer a fate you helped cause. Do you really think your heavens needs one of you to ruin their world as well?

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

Listen. I may be one of them stoic folks that doesn't react much to things sometimes, but that doesn't mean I don't do touchies. If you see me and you want to cuddle\hug: make eye contact, acknowledge that I see you, and then go for it. Me not reacting doesn't mean I don't like it. I want it too.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

I just want to be hugged and covered with critter friends and loves for a time. I know that I will be stuck working for the rest of this life. I know the weekend is never enough time with any of them. Last time I demanded some respect and time away from work, it became permanent. I'm sorry, dears...

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

I should probably do something on this day... ☆⁷

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

I've gone far enough I think. A nice meadow, near a lake. I'll build a home here. Danger lurks nearby, of course. At least here it is managable. I wonder if any friends are nearby. More effort is needed. More time. I may be exhausted each day, but each day I can feel it get easier. I can do this.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

Once upon a time, it was said that technology like cameras was able to steal or mimic your likeness, your soul, your essence. Now, technology can actually steal or mimic your likeness, your soul, your essence. Is there anything to be afraid of, this time?

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

I made it to the surface. The land looks desolate. A loud droning noise piercing through my mind. The water around me is slowly draining into the ground by small whirlpools. I remember now. That was how I ended up in that hole. I need to leave this noise. Build elsewhere. Here is tainted, corrupted

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

I went to see the circus today. It hurts and it is good. It deserves the love.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

It is a strange feeling. Why do I have fear of something I've been striving for? I've been falling for so long. The dark kept me company. The surface is near, I know it. I just have to keep going. What is causing me to pause every other step? The surface is not new, but it feels unfamiliar now...

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

Time to extra enjoy all the multicolored things, folks, and visions this month! Happy Pride Month!

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 30/05/2026

This hurts way too much. I need this now!

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 27/05/2026

I think I found the lake. Everything is turning around and I finally will stop falling. I need to make sure to follow the waterfalls and I will make it back to the surface. Soon this life will be better. I shall rebuild what was lost, lessons learned. It won't be the same, but it will be something.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 25/05/2026

This rubber mallet is soo good! Best massaging\setting tool I have ever used. My arm feels soo much better after a gentle malleting. Works well for a headache oddly too and this chest pain... Maybe I really should go see a masseuse\masseur and later when it doesn't cost too much, a doctor\vet.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

My arms have been hurting for almost a year now and it is getting worse. I can't do much for myself nowadays without feeling extremely exhausted. I read, us dragons have...kobolds? Do I look for them or do they come to me? My reading says I need to leave out foods and drinks... Are ants, kobolds?

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

Feeling bad for using this income to have some kind of better sustenance. I don't make nearly enough and I should save this in case I start falling again or someone needs it... But I can't stop thinking about vegetables on a sandwich or soup. It is so expensive... I want carrots and lettuce.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 21/05/2026

I broke through somehow. A trickle more of income; it is a start. I finally have a better taste. The fall becomes a glide. My wings, have you healed? My arms are not ready to dig into these walls, they still hurt. I hear more in there. Do not rest now. We all need more... they are counting on me too

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

I like puzzle games, but sometime my brain goes, "Nah. Dis game I don't wanna for this part, okay? Can get to part I wanna please only?" And I'm like "guess we speed running this before brain checks out..." And we don't pick it back up until brain had a few naps and a couple of other game sessions.

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Luna+Bianca (DustyError) @dustyerror.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

Adjustment takes time, specially when the pain is still close by.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 30/04/2026

Strange. Normally dreams of misfortunes are easily detectable for me. I wake from them before it gets difficult. Lately their scenarios have been very vivid and plausible than usual. Harder to wake from. Does this mean my fate is going towards the worse? I feel not ready to lose what I have left.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

Despite all the things that happens to me, I must remember not to despair. Even if things took over my profession, there are reasons why I should care. The outer walls are frail. A prickly fate. It must not disrupt me any longer so I can Learn. Create. Debate. I am better than their wretched ploy.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

It is oddly aggressive lately. Nearly got attacked or robbed by random people about 3 times now in less than a few months time. I'm thankful my vehicle starts up quickly, but I think I may have to bring my bat with me in case I have to play "OFF". Life is not difficult enough I guess.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

Looking for someone who can adopt an old stray aquatic blue dragon and a large black cat. Needs: Pets, food, water, a safe place for all their things, a desk and computer. Kindness. Good at computers. Reads anything. Rawrs a lot. Can cook. Can drive. Plays well with others. It me. I'm the dragon.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

Thinking about my sister. It wasn't her fault or her doing. Maybe. Had lots of friends. Loyal clients. Good mind. Children. Errors|pains. Her body rebelled. A change in the plans. Wanted to live. Aggressively. She finally escaped like she wanted. Left things behind too. Lucky. Soon it be my turn?

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

It is often amusing. Look up because life is about picking myself up. Chin up, they say when I've fallen. Except, they don't tell me. Rocks exists. Pitfalls. They exist down. The rocks and pits in life is hard to avoid. Surprise! Who put those there anyway? I'm broken. That rock looks familiar...

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

I don't want. I don't need. I don't have. I can't give. Where I put myself matters little to those who already have. Principle matters, or so I thought. My life hangs on, imbalanced. What are my wills? They came smashed, in shards. I was not meant to be. I am not where I should. How about my...

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

Kinda feeling not worthy right now. Is it just general burnout? Or maybe I'm just feeling like any amount of reading would be kinda pointless because being consistantly rejected by jobs or random being likely to be killed by certain encounters has something to do with it. ...should read anyway...

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

Ever look, play, and listen to your old stuffs and just shake your head at how "bad" they were? Then again these were just to see if I can do it. Trying to improve it gives me a lot of anxiety and general "ughhh". Is it alright to just make new WIP to scratch the creative itch?

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

I just been randomly called "grandpa" by some 20 year old crossing a parking lot. Is it time for me to collect on my pension?

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

Playing mancala with my pills because I forgot to get some more. A cocktail of mixed pills for different days to celebrate my age and health. Cheers!

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

Am I missing something here about Asprin? The low dose asprin is 81mg and the dose is 4 to 8 of them with about 125 in the bottle. Meanwhile the common dose asprin bottle is 325mg, requiring only 1 or 2 per dose with 300 in the bottle. 40 cents price difference. Is that -1mg crucial or something?

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Red Baron Wolf/ Siren Thirteen🧜🏻‍♀️ @redbaronwolf.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

April fools day is one of my least favourite western customs. It sucks for people who are neurodivergent, have anxiety etc. I won’t be doing any pranks and generally avoiding the internet today. 👍

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

Missing having money to go to cons with my 3DS just to do streetpass stuffs. I just recently revived the console with a few modifications. I miss seeing everyone at the end of the day, thumping my tail on the bed, and greeting them as they give me more puzzle pieces.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

Some folks tend to abandon those who cannot join their current financial tier level. A wall that exist to allow a different experiences of food, entertainment, shelter, and folks. I cross between walls often. Was I too different for wanting my friends to also experience what is beyond the paywall?

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

I find that everyone seems to have a different comfort level they seek. Many of which has much meaning for them. I have often found myself looking for a meaning to this life. I feel I roam endlessly. I feel I stay too long. I learn and learn. I have not found this meaning. Will I ever be content?

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

I woke up. Before my eyes adjusted, I looked at my paws thinking "is it over"? It isn't. My eyes adjusted. I'm still here in this realm. My mind dull. My heart hurts. This body aches. Animosities nearby. Events amplify my dysphoria. I'm crying. This life suffocates me. I want to divorce this life.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

My luck has caught up with me. There is a hard chance I am without shelter or bed. At least this time I have my car. I sure do love this life... What an adventure this has been.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

Run. This life finds a way to put you in dismay. They watch. They listen. They found you. They are smitten. Thrilled to have you caught. The trap has bitten. They toss you aside, rended flesh, bleak mind. You watch. You listen. You found it! You're free! Your life finds itself! Quickly now!! Flee!!!

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

Some folks prefer to have "good vibes only". I find that years of actively making a space of good vibes can be a great thing, but there are reason why we should be mindful about bad vibes and take care of them. We should care about each other, not ignoring those who feel lost or out of place.

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

Out of curiosity, when does the brain shift from breaking out of being sad and doing nothing but video games, to actually creating pieces of art \ writing \ music \ game from anything? Does it matter if it is any good or resembles anything? Lots of nahs in releasing anything out of my head...

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Kiilay 🐉 @kiilaydraggy.bsky.social · 23/02/2026

If I drug myself enough to knock myself out, so that these microbes causing a ruckus in this body thinks I'm dead, maybe they will finally leave me alone. ...I got enough noodles here to revive me later...

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