💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 05/10/2026Forgot to post how it looks a bit after #slitsky #sh #shtwt 061
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 05/10/2026More at work, I wish I could go deeper but I gotta get back to work. #slitsky #sh #shtwt 030
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 05/10/2026Ive been fantasizing of cutting that long gash I have. Ive cut up my arm a bit. Im just so tired of everything. I can never get a break 010
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Might post vent art. I really wanna do the cuts i talked about earlier. But I dont wanna get caught..i alrighty might.. 010
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Blurry af but idc, this'll hold me off for now a good 3 styros tho its hard to see. #slitsky 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Look like imma cut a bit now. Ill be in the front all day. I wont have to worry about my sleeves being up 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Might do a video of me cutting after work. Ill be reopening this bc i like the look of it. Then ill cut lower and horizontal. I think it would look cool 010
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 29/09/2026I think im prob only useful for sleeping around. I hate it. But thats all I can do at this point 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Havnt ate today. Theres candy in the back that someone brought. I took a milky way from it. So ig thats something right? 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 29/09/2026I feel like my meds arnt really helping as much i just wanna cut my arm til theres nothing left 001
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Im so tired of everything, i just wanna cut to forget it all 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Theres a cut on my arm from puppies. Its huge, but i wanna cut it horizontally so bad. I might do it tonight. I also brought a blade with me to work. Just in case 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 29/09/2026thinking of where to cut is hard, i wish i could do my arms 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Bit of a life update just bc Went to a mental hospital, got medicated, i haven't cut in 2 months, but i think im prob gonna relapse soon. Everyone is slowly leaving again, as the usual. I got weed and alcohol rn ig, maybe cutting 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 13/07/2026Ive been trying to draw more and still waiting on my doctors appointment for the forst time in years. Also NOT picking up a shift again. I def needed that day off 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 13/07/2026Broooooo, im so tired of getting randomly irritated, even that is irritating me. I need get tf outta work soon or im gonna flip tf out 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 05/07/2026Ive been a little better recently, it kinda been up and down. I really needa find out whats wrong with me. I feel like it might be bpd but I wont know til I make some appointments 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 10/06/2026Bad relapse, but it doesnt matter. This will be the last post I make on here for awhile. I just hope it ends in my death #slitsky #shbsky #shtwt 050
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 10/06/2026Im so confused on what im thinking. Is it something im missing or is it something I genuinely want. Im tired of thinking. I just dont want to ruin anything for something im just confused on. Its just in my head, thats want I want, and thats what I hope. Bc it'll hurt so much less 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 08/06/2026I just gonna drink and smoke everything away, i dont wanna think 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 07/06/2026Im so damn tired. I feel like the stuff i want is always impossible 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 05/06/2026So started doing the side of my arm. I need a sharper blade. But it did what it needed to. It finally feels silent #slitsky #shbsky #shtwt 130
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 03/06/2026diphenhydramine 50mg tablets If i take 11 of those ill be just over the lethal dose of it. Effects can take up to 30-60mins Itll hurt like hell im sure, but ill finally be free from everything 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 03/06/2026I found my method :] Diphenhydramine At least its my method for now. Gonna do my research in a bit. If it looks good then ill plan a date Im so excited 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 02/06/2026Im so tired of being alone, id rather just end it tbh. I think ill start making a plan at this point 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 02/06/2026Im so tired of everything I just wanna end it 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 29/05/2026I tasted my own blood for the first time, it was a bit salty I think. Idk if ill ever really recover, i still think about harming myself, I kinda wanna try putting a joint on a skin again, i did it once, I just didnt think to do it again. I wanna make deeper cuts on my right arm 100
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 29/05/2026Life has never felt so pointless. I feel so stupid for the way I think, the way I gaslight myself. I cant look at my face, id rather forget it. 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 08/05/2026Had a cut open up at work so my arm was a bit bloody. But some scuffed bandaids on it tho 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 07/05/2026Just everything tbh lol Used isopropyl alcohol Might do more #slitsky ##shbsky #shtwt 1110
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 06/05/2026Unfortunately relapsed, by alot. Its a bit hard to recover when I have some guy stuck in my head telling me to do itm telling me that he'll leave me alone if I do so. He does, but hes been wanting me to do it multiple times a day and if I dont listen my head gets foggy, it starts to hurt- 100
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 14/04/2026I wish I had friends, like i only talk to my gf, I do wanna talk to more people but I feel like im not interesting enough or they simply just dont like me. I miss playing Minecraft, overwatch, playing garlic phone with friends, drawing with them. Maybe im supposed to be alone idk 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 14/04/2026Everything time I comes to work it makes me wanna either kms or cut. I feel like im doing all of this for nothing, nothings good enough no matter what I do 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 12/04/2026I wanna quit this job so badly dude, working fast food sucks ass. Youre expected to work as good as a manager for minimum wage 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 11/04/2026Getting my room deep cleaned slowly, got everything from under my bed out, under my night stand as well, im really happy, I have a bit more room now. And im about to take a smoke break with family 😋 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 11/04/2026Throwing out all my sh stuff I hate doing this so much omfg ;^; #shrecovery #recovery 020
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 11/04/2026im ngl it feels like its impossible for me to makes friends anymore 😭 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 10/04/2026i need a massage that will BREAK my back holy shitmedia.tenor.coma man is sitting in a chair with his arms outstretched in a living room .ALT: a man is sitting in a chair with his arms outstretched in a living room . 010
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 10/04/2026Honestly it should be a requirement to work some form of fast food or retail, the way ppl treat those works sometimes is insane 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 09/04/2026VENT ACC ⚠️MINORS WHO FOLLOW WILL BE BLOCKED⚠️ Im recovering from self harm, so ill be venting or posting about my journey to a better life 👽 020
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 09/04/2026Welp, my gf said she doesnt want me posting selfharm anymore, but I can vent all I like :p Kinda sucks but ik shes just worried 010
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 07/04/2026Im just getting to the point where I just want to end it. Im so tired 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 07/04/2026Had a dream about cutting, so that was interesting, but I forgot if I was hiding it in the dream or not 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 07/04/2026I can barely cut deep enough on my right forearm bc im right handed 😖 Its 8am I should be sleeping but I couldn't stop myself from doing it #slitsky #shbsky #shtwt 080
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 06/04/2026I can barely think bc i got this random ass leg pain ever since u woke up. I kinda wanna sleep a but more to see if it'll stop. I just wanna walk normally 😔 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 05/04/2026Made some progress on my little character, gotta find out what I wanna add to it tho 000
💫 Kieta 💫 [RECOVERING] @kietaisill.bsky.social · 05/04/2026Getting a pretty good drink, I need it. Tbh I havnt been sleeping well these past new days. Im either up for 48hrs or I only sleep for 3hrs 000
