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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 5h

Ik most of my friends are vegetarian or vegan and I wish I can do it but man bone broth has literally been saving my fucking life

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 7h

Im so hungry and thirsty aghhh but ive been so sick all day id kill for some pasta rn

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

No body I know listens to Celldweller other than me and boytoy

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I cant be in reality and it hurts so much Im delusional

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I keep thinking I cant date but I def be fuckin

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Im insanely grateful Im not losing my ebt or medicaid cuz Im still with my job program and I just updated and sent papers explaining how disabled I am and what programs Im in (also lie to government kids dont report ur bank and keep cash)

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Kinda wanna bring back this sona one day

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Boytoy offered to take me to greyday tonite and Im debating but also I love greydayyyy

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Made a huge mistake and missed my doc appointment and forgot one of my mood stabilizers and I kept crying like a pregnant woman LOL

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I dapped up over 50 people this year

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

As someone who has an ED and has weight issues my whole life its nice Im not a teen or a kid anymore being made fun of for my loose skin or gaining weight and instead Im now considered hot by many people

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Im sad I cant get vaxxed for over a year and Im scared af about flu season this year because people dont mask or seattle queers be spreading shit all the time

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Im sad I cant talk to my sisters about the shit im going thru cuz they are dramatic and would make it about themselves

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Who gonna fist me next? I wanna get the world record of most fisted catslut of the year

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I havent listened to chocolate starfish and hotdog flavored water yet this year its about that time

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I wanna take my friends drifting so bad just to have a classic grey experience

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Boytoy confessed he stole my boxers behind my back LOL

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Boytoy keeps sending kinky pics while hes at his coperate job and Imma lose my shit because I cant see him till next week fuck him dude Imma sand his car and take his cats

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

At the clinic today everyone complementing my new clothing item even if I look like a punk tired grandma with titty out

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Non verbal movie nite with boytoy so I prevent myself from self harming yayy

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あるぷっと @aruput-ut.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

たぬぅ

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

I think about all the time a huge chunk of my friends in seattle turned out to be fake and unsupportive and just clout chase to get followers and art Ill be happy to laser that shit off

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Someone genuinely tried to argue with me about sega sound team being bad on discord holy shit

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Anyways boytoy makes me smile so much I wanna date him but one thing that would suck is He works a lot and is very high energy and Im not atm until maybe next year

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I can wait till my treatments and recovery is over dude I feel so ill and I wish I can go outside more than 2 hours or be as strong as I used to be

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Now Im sick af confirmed Ive just been in bed most of the day and thought about one of my greatest sex achievements and making a dude nut without his dick touched lol

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Alas as the doctor warned me id get pulmonary issues w the meds now I cant even sleep more cuz Im wheezing and coughing

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Im so r word lately I already feel my meds make me have audio delays and speech delays LOL I wonder how work gonna go

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Being called grey : 😊 Being called kitten : 🤤

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Imma keep committing to losing 30 pounds by january pls god

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

I love how Milo sleeps above my roomates and Is head and watches u while u sleep

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Is it a some form of asexuality that I like pleasing a partner but have not much desire to need smth back to nut Im just happy there

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Idk if I spam this is my journal, I did confirm at the doctor today I cant take birth control because Im starting new mental health meds w treatment and one of my meds I cant take birth control with so frick Im sad cuz my boytoy has dick piercings and we havent found a condom that doesnt rip LOL

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Im really glad despite how physically sick Ive been I finally am able to have social freedom and not feel alone and scared all the time. Its crazy what a romantic relationship can do to you having a person constantly trying to isolate you to not feel threatened of their ego

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

That amazing autistic feeing when you finally find a new clothing item you will wear everyday for 10 years

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Cant wait for it to be octobermy meds chill out and Im not a hyper emotional mess

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Boy toy and mom bought me dinner cuz I had treatment today and cried so hard they both took me out to get wagyu now im normal

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Ive deleted telegram and Honestly Ive been so much happier not being in chats

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I hope tomorrow at the psychiatrist I can get like vallum prescribed or sleep meds so Im not up all nice pacing around like a psych patient or waking up from night terrors screaming or thrashing around. I just want to be sedated because raw dogging everything is so draining

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Its vague but I regret being touched at all by someone I know and I feel objectified as fuck and I get triggered by it everyday the past few weeks

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I got a wellness check last nite Im just fucking livid and I have treatment today while I gotta contain my absolute fucking rage rn in front of my mom

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Most recent art of Safeword to make Me happier

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Im going thru really bad mental time due to life expectancy hitting in hard and Im just becoming so burnt out and its very difficult to feel alive

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💔 SAFEWORD 💔 @ketaminesafe.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Treating to boytoy with torture of butt rock like alice and chains while I absolutely beat the living shit out of him

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