iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

not sure i can keep on going... bottom dysphoria is unbearable... why wasn't i just born right?

Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

Is there even a point anymore? I feel like happiness won't happen. A future won't happen. Stability isn't possible anymore... I just want it to be over... I just want a safe place, with people I can love, and a future I can look forward to. Why do I have to hurt like this? Why does it need to be so?

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 28/03/2025

I feel like there's no point saying it, but I just don't wanna keep living such a shit life... stuck in places I don't want, with people I'd rather not depend on, because I had the poor luck to be trans and poor and mentally ill in 2025.... I just want it to get better. I don't know how it could..

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

I'm so tired of working shit, "productive" nightmare jobs, where it's been filed down to minimal staff, resources, and support, but we're expected to grind ourselves to dust filling the gap for the corporation.... I have to deal with a corporate walk tomorrow, and I just wanna give up on everything.

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

It's so hard to keep going as a trans person in a red state... I'm so lonely, and without much of a support network, the stress of current events is really killing me.

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 06/01/2025

I feel so stupid. I was doing something wrong with my HRT injections, and it might have been the easiet fix in the world. Guess we'll have to see when I get a blood test later this week.

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 27/12/2024

Participated in @ChoujinXArtRT's Magma Board over on Twitter for Ishida Sensei's Birthday! I hope he enjoys a cute lil Hairu!

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 18/12/2024

It's hard to be motivated to draw when I don't have any friends dedicated to improving... to say nothing of how few of my personal needs are being met...

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 09/12/2024

If only Persona 4 had been bold enough to give us a female protagonist. #persona4 #YuNarukami

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 05/12/2024

Tried some new techniques. Probably my best Kaneki yet.

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 03/12/2024

It's so rough trying to grind a skill into being something marketable. I live in a pretty rough situation, and work keep reducing my hours, so trying to make drawing a thing I can do commercially forces an obsession that I imagine can only lead to burnout... 1/2

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 21/11/2024

Been aching to Draw Light for a while now, especially since that new Death Note game dropped recently!

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 15/11/2024

Wanted to try a new painting method, and Kaneki is such a good model.

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 10/11/2024

I was playing Castlevania: Harmony of Despair with my brother, and some of the items are unavailable to certain characters, and I can't fathom why.

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 07/11/2024

I drew a new portrait of my D&D character, Elias!

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 06/11/2024

Drew a doodle of Akemi Nakajima at a local coffee shop!

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 27/10/2024

I did some facial proportion practice with one of my favorite characters, Haise Sasaki! I think I'm really improving a lot lately.

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 24/10/2024

Bored as hell at work, so I'm reduced to making silly doodles on receipt paper.

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 21/10/2024

Drew a Halloween flavored Takizawa for @ChoujinXArtRT 's #SPOOKY石田スイ Magma Board. Ishida's works are close to my heart, and I participated in the Choujin X Anniversary Magma board, so there was no way I'd miss this.

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 20/10/2024

When it comes to writing music, Yowane Haku is my spirit animal.

Yowane Haku looking depressed, dressed in a comfy sweater.

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Kei Soma @keisoma.bsky.social · 17/10/2024

Arriving here from the badlands. My tag over there is KeiSoma03, if for some reason you wanna follow it instead of enjoying this paradise.

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