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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 14h

Maybe I will be happy someday. I wish for it and I will look forward to it.

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 16h

funny twitter interaction I sometimes think about

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

everything goes to shit sooner than later. therefore i should have taken my life years ago

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

getting ghosted and softblocked by one of my best friends ive had so far, i dont know why and i feel like i never will. i fucking hate this. i wont get any closure or piece. #ilovelife

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

might be talentless but at least i have these two on my side

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

i think if i was more positive and happy, maybe people would like me more

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

i get jealous at the smallest things

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 06/03/2026

i hate being a sensitive little crybaby

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 06/03/2026

i dont like when i eat and then i lose my appetite while not even being halfway through the meal

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

sometimes it feels like everyone and everything is against me and i dont know how to be happy anymore.

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 21/02/2026

on of my worst dysphorias is that i was never able to wear dresses like this as a child

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 30/01/2026

i hate living where i live i hate my mother i hate this body that i live in i hate the position that im in i dont want to live like this i dont know what to do i just want to be happy

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 30/01/2026

im becoming something like an utsudere but i dont have a love interest so im just depressed

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 12/01/2026

im a horrible self pitiful person and i dont know how to be better

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 01/01/2026

happy meow year everynyan

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

burntfishies suicide was so personal to me, though i know nothing about her. nothing makes me more scared than ending up like her

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 22/11/2025

i hate when pretty people tell me to just be myself and do shit, yeah easy for you to say. i am ugly as shit, i will be judged and made fun of.

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 13/11/2025

i feel like my life is worsening lately, im watching myself waste away more and more. though i am unsure if i want to get therapy for anything else than hrt. i hope it gets better but i doubt it.

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 29/10/2025

I am alive and living.

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 12/10/2025

I just confused some man so hard that he walked out of the bathroom and looked at the signs, because I was in the mens bathroom and he recognized me as a girl, i think that means– I'M PASSIINGGGGG!!!!!!!!

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 01/10/2025

day in and day out i see pretty and smart people talk about their friends, love and how theyre having fun. i feel lonely and im scared i will be alone forever

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 27/09/2025

Yesterday I looked into my mirror and I looked different, like a stranger. I dont know why, but I looked more like a girl than I normally do.

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Feena van @feenavan2099.bsky.social · 30/08/2025

Josh is an evil person who will burn in hell

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 16/09/2025

I fucking LOVE these visualizors..!!

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 16/09/2025

I finally loaded my PSP up with some good shit !!

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 14/09/2025

I want to have a vent account but I feel like this already has become that in some way...?

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 14/09/2025

If only I could just walk off and never come back when somebody stresses me out too much, just like KAngel. I would NEVER go back to school!!! T^T

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 14/09/2025

I wish I would have a girlfriend that streams so I could be like P-chan, maybe not as helpful though...

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 14/09/2025

i love Ame she is so relatable

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 14/09/2025

i started to have this habbit where i write out posts and then just cancel so i never really post anything

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 09/09/2025

did a little rebrand or whatever u call it, handle and user are a bit different now. hope its not too ugly

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 09/09/2025

everything goes to shit

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 09/09/2025

everytime i play a game i want to dedicate my life to be like the game, now ive played NSO and i wanna have a KAngel in my life

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 23/08/2025

mnelo meme i made sept.20.2024, still sad she stopped uploading :/

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 12/08/2025

is me recently getting diagnosed with asthma a reference to "i saw the tv glow"? am I suffocating to death now? am I burried? i am already transitioning, so why am i still dying from inside?

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 08/08/2025

swan dive into eternity tee x jvmo plush #sewerslvt #cynthoni

swan dive into eternity t-shirt and the jvmo plush

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 06/08/2025

painted my first space marine today!!

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 05/08/2025

i just wanna smoke weed, mod old consoles and act happy but i cant donany of those things

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 05/08/2025

anyone wanna put a gun in my mouth and shoot me? in a jokey way ofc

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 03/08/2025

i wanna be like kara from neet girl date night when im her age!

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 30/07/2025

though im also not really suited for going outside and socializing

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 30/07/2025

i dont think im suited for this chronically online thing

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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 29/05/2025

在推特上看到这个时我还以为是因为最近少女终末旅行看得比较多所以推的内容因为她的版面都是以少终作者Tsukumizu老师的作品为主题的那天看到时明白发生了什么之后心情真的非常糟糕

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

everytime i go to a social setting, i get reminded why i should never go to a social setting

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 20/07/2025

Life with a tinnitus, visual snow and the constant feeling of numbness feels unreal.

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 20/07/2025

It's a weird time right now.

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 20/07/2025

2020s liminal space or dreamcore music is really good for relaxation and sleep.

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 20/07/2025

I wish I could have experienced 2020 like all the people I adored. Instead I was too busy being closeted and figuring out who I really am. Though im pretty sure I still dont know that.

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kawa @kawaaa.bsky.social · 18/07/2025

the scene in 'i saw the tv glow' where owen opens her chest is one of the most beautiful things ive seen

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