kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 04/01/2025btw this was freehanded. most of my drawings, i use 3d models as rulers to achieve some angles that i cant normally achieve but then it became a habit to use it on the daily. this one has absolutely no 3d used in it. let me know ur thoughts 120
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 03/01/2025i think im gonna have to conduct some self training for a bit. 010
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 02/01/2025Marionette/Doll engineer and psuedo merchant character design 050
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 01/01/2025oh yeah the wings are deffo made of Ice (sort of). and i scrapped the idea of an actual shield and make it so that she just uses her wings as a shield 110
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 09/12/2024sometimes i question myself if its still worth it to keep up with this art stuff 020
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 08/12/2024i understand. and i appreciate that a bunch really. its just that I myself cant see it. im quite blind to the things i make. but i hope i do break out of this cycle. 000
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 08/12/2024i'd go as far as to make it free even. but thats all for now 010
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 08/12/2024the cheap prices for my services are there so that i can make people's imaginations into reality in a cheaper price (if they dont have the current ability to draw i guess) 110
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 08/12/2024long story short; i dont see why my "art" can be worth anything really. i think there are other artists who can do what i can do significantly better. and i highly suggest that they just commission them instead. 100
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 08/12/2024this is also why i constantly try to push myself to draw things. doesnt matter how small, complete, or when i do it. i just know that maybe in some shape or form, i get to make breakthroughs and improve my art in these tiny ways that i can finally see. 100
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 08/12/2024-i still dont see it being great. i cant see it at all. all i see are a child's scibbles and a sorry attempt to create something nice. im sorry if this keeps always happening. but its just so hard to see things i do as "really great". they all seem mid, all bland, nothing but lines and colors 100
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 08/12/2024i cant see myself having the same precision as them. i cant see the works i do as something worth paying for. i am literally unable to see what others do on the things i put out. to me, its all the same, no matter how much love i pour into every single piece or even shitposts- 100
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 08/12/2024and yet every time i do try my hardest to actually deliver that "same precision and beauty" standard that i set for myself, i somehow cant reach it. it has happened time and time again and it just feels like im trying to fish for stars, a climb that doesnt seem reachable 010
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 08/12/2024i cannot, for the love of me, accept payments for what i can do. it just doesnt feel right. it doesnt sit right with me if i deliver a subpar product to a client. i dont know how to describe it but i want to deliver the same precision as these other artists that i look up to 100
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 08/12/2024there are also these really big and talented artists in the community that can do what I do in an even significant level of artistry and beauty. they have more talent than i do and i know for a fact that what they can do is far better than what i have in my duffel 100
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 08/12/2024i understood his worries and it made me feel really happy that they care for me. but i cannot see myself reaching the same artistic level and precision that the artist he showed me has. it feels impossible. she draws michealangelo sculpture type drawings and all i get to dish out is unfettered ass 100
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 08/12/2024but the art she does is incredible. im talking insane level and it breaks my heart that she cant do the thing she loves anymore. my friend did told me that "if you keep up with lowered prices then the same might happen to you" 100
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 08/12/2024a friend of mine in the PCD sent me twitter links of an artist who hurt their wrist trying to catch up with commissions and drawings. and by hurt like HURT hurt. no more drawing type hurt and i really feel bad for her.. 100
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 08/12/2024bout to do some voidscreaming today because i have been turned into the Thinking Emoji for a bit: 120
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 02/12/2024i will probably post an announcement there or smth that activities will become very stagnant 010
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 02/12/2024it appears my follower growth has stagnated even after a year. i may just be overthinking it, but sometimes i feel like my skills are not enough for most people so maybe by next year, i will post less often and focus on a project i want to go for although i’ll probably post commissioned art there 210
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 28/11/2024i made a throne just to put 900+ wet catfood so that fuckface of a cat drowns in his own greed 020
kairo daily @kairo0.bsky.social · 27/11/2024fair enough. i guess thats why god invented armpits so i can lick Nasa’s sweat off of it 110
