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Fur Affinity 🏳️‍⚧️ @furaffinity.net · 02/10/2026

GONDOR CALLS FOR AID FA Announcement: Support Fur Affinity’s Community Funding www.furaffinity.net/journal/1143... gofund.me/8126f11cb

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Mr. Labrador Accepting Commissions~ @mrlabrador.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Hey guys, i'm sorry to say again i'm short on my rent for this month, if you could find it in your heart to send something my way, i'd appreciate it a lot. I also have my commissions open if you want one! Just run to my profile and the google form post is pinned~ www.paypal.com/pool/9t6Y9aT...

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Chip in to "Short on Rent" until Oct 5, 2026

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Kinachi @nsfw.lugiaberry.art · 02/10/2026

Bumping this because of FA's new announcement What do you know, about $25k per month to run the site, right about what I estimated. And also what do you know, third party advertisers trying to cause issues all I can say is please support your community-run sites if you're able to

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

At this rate, I'm yelling into the void. I'll be fine. I'm just really scared, really sad, really fucking tired. Hit me up on either Discord/Telegram. I'm there 24/7 basically.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I'm already scared of being abandoned by people I talk to because I'm honestly clingy. I just want to be loved by someone, to be treated with dignity.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

"BUT YOU'RE JUST MAKING EXCUSES!!!!1!" That's the fucking truth however. I'm disabled. Do I need to saw my legs off to prove it to you? I don't want need to prove it to fucking anyone and I shouldn't need to. Nor does anyone in similar circumstances have to.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

At this rate, I don't have anything to look forward to anymore. Nothing makes me happy anymore. I'm disabled. I can't really hold a job and I'm just fucked.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I've not used social media for a while because all I see are people who can at least pretend to be happy. I can't even do that because I'm tired of wearing a fucking mask to appease emotional tyrants.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I answer to a false name, I answer to a falsehood. I hate myself for it.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

The reality is, people are cruel. Even offline. People say "duh stay optimistic" when I'm always disappointed. At this rate, I'm hoping against hope and it feels crushing.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

It's been something, month after month. Bills, health scares, AC going down during heat waves in the fucking Spring. A feeling of just like, I'm a witness to inevitable decay of a world that ironically, I grew to care for even if most people frankly just disgust me.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I've been living with anxiety for this entire fucking year and I just don't want it anymore. The baggage is too much. Everyone says I'm powerless yet I'm somehow responsible for everything.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I was not meant to help my boss a Ferrari. I was meant to run free among my kind, hunting down prey and living my best life. Not whatever banality humanity has given me.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I'm tired of just having to do shit just to protect what makes me happy. I'm exhausted. I'm walking on bloody stumps at this point and I'm expected to march to war for a cause that in the end, will fail anyways.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I just want to be loved on my own terms. Nothing else. Just to soothe the fact I'm just in the body of somewhere I don't fucking belong. You can't convince me otherwise.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I don't want a fucking career. I don't want to work my ass off in a school to go to a shitty job and be miserable like a boomer. Work is a fucking grift.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I always feel judged for expressing ANY kind of emotion. Like anything emotion I feel is invalid. It's never right. I'm always wrong.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I'll continue but I don't know. Spite is a good catalyst but it sucks as a long term source of energy. It's explosive but it is short lasting. It's not for long hauls.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

It feels like even if I do physically escape, I will always deal with someone who will use me as their personal punching bag. Doesn't matter who.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I'm tired of feeling like I'm responsible for everything in this fucking world because I'm somehow a helpless infant and a superhero at the same time, according to my brother.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I'm tired. I'm scared. I'm angry. I try to carve out joy but it's just I'm really just burnt out from life and I don't think I will recover from it. It'll stick with me. I'm tired of being powerless.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Every passing day, I'm increasingly convinced misanthropy is correct. It doesn't matter. People irl wear masks. Everyone has to wear a mask to survive. I do it myself and I hate it.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I already fear being forever stuck to malign people who call themselves my family. They are not, they are my genetic baggage. If they were family, they would've loved me. But they didn't. They love an idea of me, not the real me.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

At this rate, anything I can do to help stop anything is akin to prayer, the most celebrated form of inaction. There's no one listening nor is there anyone who cares to.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I'm doomed to live as a human, even if I transition to being a woman. I'm just convinced this body is a prison and I wonder what I've done wrong.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Speaking of, I feel like even by well-meaning people, I'm constantly treated like I'm a child and even meeting arbitrary standards, it'll never fucking change. It's a fate I'm doomed for. What the fuck did I do in a past life for this punishment?

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I live everyday in anxiety and there's nothing I can. Any "help" I get is just some quack giving me useless pills. I never want to take an SSRI ever again. No one can fucking force me.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

A day in my life is nothing more than a constant reminder that I was brought here to be the ass of someone's cruel joke.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

On top of that, the world is going to shit. Need I say more in that regard?

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

No matter what I do, I have to live the fact I'm in the wrong body. I'm stuck in the body of a human and a male on top of that. The idea this body rebels against my true self is sickening.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Every day to me lately has nothing more than navigating constant dysphoria in a world already predispositioned to hate me as an autistic person.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I'm doing okay, or at least holding in there as best as I can. I've taken up art (and if you're mutuals with me on Discord or Telegram, feel free to hit me up) but idk.

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AlexClimax (3/3 Slots Taken) @alexclimax.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

Naming him Kesar... #digimon #gekkomon #furry

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Gunny Waffle @gunnywaffle.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

We received a nasty phone call this morning. If we don't pay another 1500 by tonight, a vital surgery is getting canceled. Without this, my family member loses his eye and potentially his life. Your support goes a long way, reposts included. Thank you for your help thus far.

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NeonTapirGuts- (COMMISSIONS OPEN!!) @neontapirguts.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Ref sheet for @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social Juniper the Kobold Sized Kaiju!

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I'm a failure. I can't be happy. I'm just doomed to misery and I'm sorry to anyone I off load my bullshit on. I'm here. If you have my tele/Discord, feel free to say hey.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I'll be going for a while. I need to log off because I'm honestly starting to just hate social media. It's nothing more than a bunch of anxiety for me. A source of shame because I see even in this world, people are happy.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Even with all the perks, my sanity is going down and it's just... I'm really tired.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Dysphoria in general has been a constant companion and I just feel tired. I honestly hate being human. It's overwhelming, it's scary and it's horrible.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I'm going to continue and I'm pursuing creative things now but... the anxiety is there. Anxiety about the future, about things.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I just feel so burnt out from life and it just feels like I have no happy ending in sight.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I miss the internet was a refuge from stressors. Even if it wasn't as good as I thought it was, it is better than this post-2016 bullshit.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I'm finally paying for it because I've began to dry heave and my mental health is going down.

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Coral Gremlin θΔ 🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸 @junijulithetadelta.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I'm sorry for being radio silent a lot. I've been not in a good headspace lately. I'm sorry for isolating myself a lot because honestly, everytime I check Bluesky, I feel like I get an anxiety attack.

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