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i guess, from the outside, from where you're reading, this is just rambling about my own madness. it is kind of what this is. is this not my space? i'll be, Rei. this is the alter Rei. and i'm the shadow part to what is "Jun". and i'm one messed-up little bunny

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of course, becoming more aware of what's going on with me, at the same time IRL situation went so awry, relationships fell apart, really REALLY hasn't helped!

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i'm, i'm experiencing it, i've been doing so and it's... damn this is... idk how to even describe. (it's not sexual, i don't think? idk it's no a case of "oh the asexual is actually sexual" like, the asexuality still feels firm)

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jun-system @jun-system.bsky.social · 10h

🌘 so, i kind of existed for actually a pretty long time, long before becoming a separate alter. i feel, as the shadow side of the others. the... extremely repressed feelings. not just the anger, like we initially thought. i'm... there's another thing we've been repressing that's maddening and i

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🌔 thought up of a really fun idea for a test-YCH (test because we'd kind of be, well, testing to see how we handle it+if demand is there) but sometime~ i'm practicing being patient with myself! ^-^

jun-system @jun-system.bsky.social · 11h

🌘 why do emotions have to be so complicated?

Dettie @mollygoddess18.bsky.social · 14h

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Closed now! I took on a fair bit and can feel myself slowing down, teehee!! The kofi is still open, of course, if you just wanna tip your friendly neighborhood softgirl, but don't worry if you can't <3

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jun-system @jun-system.bsky.social · 13h

perhaps it's because we've been through this before, and perhaps because their main hangup this time was self-loathing, which they've gotten so much better at recovering from. they expected their dark spiral to last for weeks and here they are, loving their friends again after half a day

jun-system @jun-system.bsky.social · 13h

🦊 proud of the girls for how, even as such as they self-deprecate about it, they're actually handling the breakup well.

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jun-system @jun-system.bsky.social · 14h

*hugs much* thank youuuu Q.Q

jun-system @jun-system.bsky.social · 14h

we did our bit, even as small as it is (right now)

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jun-system @jun-system.bsky.social · 17h

oooh! now that's shiny! (and really cool lookin!)

jun-system @jun-system.bsky.social · 18h

sorry about all the sadposting

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jun-system @jun-system.bsky.social · 20h

it'll be better once we make our next self-joy artpiece, it'll be better, just gotta endure this

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jun-system @jun-system.bsky.social · 21h

selfishly, it does hurt that halloween season has so many friends in high spirits, while we're here suffering

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jun-system @jun-system.bsky.social · 21h

idk, last thing we need is a friendship turning into a rebound but it feels like there's a danger it could be unless i act cold to friends but i don't wanna be cold to friends QnQ i wanna love them

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jun-system @jun-system.bsky.social · 21h

it messes us up sometimes how affectionate we can be with friendships because it's like "is this venturing too close to romance?"

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vurrsys 🔞 @vurrsys.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

girls who are Bad News

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jun-system @jun-system.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

🌘 bunny is bad at relationships, bunny gonna drown her sorrows in plushies, thoughts of paws, and gundam and emerge from her burrow, hopefully good at friendships

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jun-system @jun-system.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

🌘💜 in seriousness though... thanks for bearing with us. we're such a total mess but, gettin through it

🌘 sick, deceased moon bunny

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🌘 i'm kind of... very very lost-feeling. adrift in my own madness, how to do well by others, or at least, keep my sisters good, even if it means i'm taking our suffering

DanBun @danthehekinbnuy.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

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yeah the broken stuff is getting to be a problem, full transparency I still have another commission to finish before i can start on these. 5 slots, see replies for availablitiy

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yup! ^w^ we've done a handful of fanart, but the two in mind we were talking about are these! bsky.app/profile/jun-... (Thwackalope) bsky.app/profile/jun-... (Southpaw)

i should draw candy witch. she was my starter and one of top 5 faves. (yes i know there's official CB prompts but, that's a maybe?)

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oh that's how you know september was rough! we broke our budding "draw a cassette beast around the 20th of the month" streak! (there were actually many ways we spilled that we had a rough one and we're feeling disbelief that it's finally a new month ^_^; )

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^w^ very happy cutie indeed! *Paradise extends its invitation to you too!*

>w< (we would ask as nicely as possible aaaaa)

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not me wondering if the minty Folf would consider doing this to someone not rude >w>

protected from the big scary world, snug and close by someone who's kind to us, even with how not-useful our little self is that we're worth it anyway

we wish all the time we could spend sleepytime in a friend's (and/or adoptive mom's) pocket (or under their toes)

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QnQ saaame, we crave that proof! that we're cool & interesting & worthwhile. for people to think of our being here is a good thing *hugs* you are really really cool

omggg that recreation of the stockade is SO good! may the ych be very wonderful to you, with orders being well!

so, sooooooo much. *offers hugs* it feels like this raw hunger that's so vast, we're hangry when not actively being fed (caveat, we're not formally diagnosed but we've looong suspected we have it, for many reasons+recently our therapist didn't exactly shoot it down when we brought it up)

ooh omg!! come to think of it, while still not specific that we can remember, we were always a sucker for stories where someone'd turn into a mouse!!

today when checking the mail, we found this friendly spider, chillin on one of the envelopes. we helped them gently off the mail, gentle nudge with another envelope, and they were on their way (they moved around casually so were alive) wanted to say b/c we're happy when we can be helpful! QwQ

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"if you shoplift, you'll have a record that will haunt you for the rest of your life." and we thought that was literal, that if kmart caught you shoplifting, a ghostly record player would follow you everywhere to haunt you for life ^_^; imagine a retailer just knowing how to hex you omg

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vurrsys 🔞 @vurrsys.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

last repost: so this is tangential but the part about "follows you around" reminds me of this silly anecdote from when we were a bio kid. we're with mom, who's shopping for clothes in a kmart. on the wall is this sign that's your basic "don't shoplift" sign, but the wording of this one bit was like

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the hardest part of being an artist is the flaming skull that follows you around

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🌔 bein the artist alter and the flaming skull at the same time omg

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ooooh!! a very fun set of transformations to be!! 🩵

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*sending you the nicies wishes*