iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

For those of you that don't know, I run a podcast and oral history collection interviewing people about disability & BDSM. Listen to the latest episode: substack.com/@chronically...

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

New book haul 🖤🖤 I forgot that going to book stores is one of my fav things to do

Noor holds up three books with their bindings facing the camera. The first book is the largest, House of Leaves by Mark Z Danielewski, the next a purple binding Sex Beyond “Yes” by Quill Kukla, and last Persona by Aoife Josie Clements

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 01/06/2025

Look how cute my nails are 🥰

A lilac gloved hand begins to pull another needle from a line of needles in Noor’s arm, one of 15 needles either 18 or 21 g. Noor holds their upper arm taunt to help. Their nails are a square bronze French tip with an ombré pink base.

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 01/06/2025

Had some needle fun with friends 🪡👯🎀

A close up of Noor’s arm and Jay’s arm, each with 15 needles in a wave design, tied together with ribbon

Blood drips from Noor’s arm and congeals, a red candle hovers above their arm as red wax drips over the blood

A close up of rivers of congealing blood and drips of red wax, a line of needle holes weeps deep red

The day after results, a wave of needle punctures and purple bruises color the tattoo of a rat on Noor’s arm

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

Join me 6/3 for a disability and BDSM workshop! www.ticketleap.events/events/toolb...

bold red letters reading "CRIPPING KINK" above a photo of Noor Tariq @chronicallykinky in a lace face mask holding a bedazzled cane. beside their photo is text which reads: "(Chronic) Pain Sluts with Noor Tariq. Have you ever wondered why pain play is so delicious when daily pain is so frustrating? As fellow disabled deviants, let's learn about why consensual pain and nonconsensual pain are so different, how we can find joy through consensual pain, and how to plan to avoid nonconsensual pain!" In the bottom left corner, it gives the information about the workshop: June, 3rd 7-9pm EDT, online via Zoom, $10-$20 sliding scale, no one turned away for lack of funds, recording available for 1 week"

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 02/05/2025

Cilices available, DM to purchase

Stainless steel 18b wire, created into a single row cilice, sits on top of two mangos

Stainless steel 18g wire, created into a triple row cilice, sits on top of two mangos and a watermelon

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

I’m very excited about my play party outfit and the lovely weekend I have planned. 🥰

Noor’s leg is in view with three scalpel marks on their left thigh. They are wearing black sock garters with silver spikes and a heart shaped jump ring. Understand the garter is the word “baby” tattooed on their knees which read “cry baby”. Their socks are white and fluffy like the background.

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

Y’all ready for spring? 🍉🥭 3, 2 and 1 row cilices being released soon.

2, three row stainless steel cilices sitting ontop of a watermelon and two mangos, stark shadows and light makes the cilices sparkle

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 10/01/2025

Allstate HQ: Northbrook, IL CEO: Tom Wilson

Screen cap of Allstate website starting how is at 3100 sanders road northbrook, IL 60062

Screen cap of Allstate website stating Tom Wilson is CEO

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 10/01/2025

State Farm HQ: Bloomington, IL CEO: Jon Farney

Picture of State Farm’s website that shows their hq in Bloomington, IL

Screen grab from State Farm website stating Jon Farney is president and CEO

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

If you’re a kinky witch do me a favor and like this? looking for more like-minded practitioners to follow and connect with and haven’t found the witch side of bluesky atm.

Noor takes a selfie standing infront of the mirror so that the mirror shows their back as they smirk into the camera. Noor is wearing a black leather x chest harness with silver chains and hardware over a black mesh bodysuit with long sleeves and a mini turtle neck. In the mirror you can see the elastic of a jockstrap under the mesh.

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 20/12/2024

Isn’t she pretty? 😌 Going to announce a fun surprise Jan 6th! Be sure to keep an eye out.

A 3 row cilice made out of 18 g stainless steel wire, sits on a black leather paddle like a hedonistic hors d'oeuvre.

The cilice is 18 links altogether, about 8 inches long. Not pictured, the black leather cord to secure the cilice on a limb (thigh, bicep, etc)

The black paddle sits on top of a kufiya, a scarf that symbolizes Palestine through the patterns.

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 12/12/2024

So I make my cilices by hand, which means I also make the straps - as I’m not a leather worker (yet, who knows!) I have been needing to get creative. This is my latest strap design ⛓️

Cilice strap made of black leather cord woven in and out of small steel jump rings, one end is a loop made with the leather and the other end is a steel wire hook to close the cilice

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

I have a face meant to be ruined, don’t you agree?

Noor stares at you yearningly, expectantly. The bright red of their lips fluorescent in the purple light, wouldn’t it be perfect to ruin those bright lips? Make the dark coal around their eyes stream down their face? A lamb is meant to be sacrificed.

Noor grabs their left ass cheek, handful pulled slightly to show the curves of their bum which is only adorned by a thin black g-string

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 09/12/2024

After a year of contemplating I finally bit the bullet to curb my nail biting and got extensions.

Noor shows their left hand, bright orange x-short gel x extensions protect their natural nails from years of compulsive nail biting. Their middle finger shows the top half of a dagger tattoo.

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 02/12/2024

My 90s belly button ring inspired cilice is going to a new home soon. 🌸 so happy that cilices are getting some attention and love, they are fun little tormenting devices and I love making them.

A three row stainless steel cilice with a flower shaped jump ring in the center, the flower has chains hang from the top center. The cilice has leather string weaved like friendship bracelets with purple and yellow wooden flower beads.

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 02/12/2024

Some snippets from my essay about fear play, available on my substack 💋💋

There’s something attractive about being scared. As human beings we love to play with concepts bigger than us; and fear is no exception. We ride roller coasters and scream, or jump out from behind corners to startle a sibling. We create haunted houses for both young and old, and we design movies to horrify any who watch. Fear play may sound ominous to those outside the BDSM community, but in actuality it’s a natural part of the human experience.
While fear play seems fairly straight forward in concept, I think it’s worth saying that “fear play” is more an umbrella of different experiences than just to be scared.
For instance, when you watch a horror movie, do you only experience fear? Take a moment to think of the last horror movie you watched. You might have experienced fear but also: shock, disgust, panic, or suspicion? Playing with fear can also mean playing with feelings we associate with fear.
So, why do we as human beings feel so drawn to experiencing fear?

Fear play in BDSM is the opportunity to create a personalized and controlled haunted house.

(Image of a person in a sheet dressed as a ghost with a baseball cap and sunglasses on)

Not everyone has the same things that spark fear, much less the same limits, so creating a fear play scene or session is the perfect opportunity to create a curated “haunted house” experience with your partner(s). The best part about fear play is that you can choose who to trust as your tormentor or tormentee; this gives you an amazing amount of control around how you want to engage with fear. A good rule of thumb in the BDSM community and choosing play partners: Do new play with someone you trust, do experienced play with new partners.

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 30/11/2024

@goddexxmayari.bsky.social put me onto Lippi (by banana parts), which is an amazing find. That started my research into other grinders that also have penetrative aspects! Like lycantasy serpent interface!

From the banana parts website: Lippi is a beautifully crafted grinder, stroker and dildo base stimulation cushion.

Lycantasy: serpent interface is displayed, it is scaled and multicolored, and has a canyon like tunnel to grind into with varying widths to stimulate tdicks, clits, or penises

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 28/11/2024

The sacred is always the profane.

Noor wears a black lace hood, and black corset over a white silk wedding dress. Noor holds onto a metal railing but leans away and onto their black and gold studded cane.

Noor wears a black lace hood, and black corset over a white silk wedding dress. They are sitting on a cement ledge covered in moss, legs popping out from the white silk, and leaning against a cement back with their arms above their head

Noor wears a black lace hood, and black corset over a white silk wedding dress. Standing in the middle of an empty parking lot, they hold their cane across their shoulders and stare into the camera

Noor wears a black lace hood, and black corset over a white silk wedding dress. Noor squats down holding their cane close, staring into the camera from below

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 28/11/2024

How do you play? How do you imagine new ways this world could look and feel and smell and taste?

Screenshot from substack: Days like this I often wonder what my purpose is in the revolution. I don’t know many survival skills and as a disabled person I have limited physical resources.

My expertise is in consent, and I have dedicated so much of my life to centering that through BDSM. It feels frivolous to say, but we as humans need intimacy and different forms of processing more than ever. We need spaces where we can be ourselves without the fear of the world, because we create it.

Yes, we will fight, and then we will play and rest. I can help us remember to play and imagine better existences. I can help us remember to rest. My (disabled) body was built for this, and my experiences have lead me here. We all have a role 🖤

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 22/11/2024

In case you were wondering my piss has a pH of 6, soon I’ll be the Alien I dream of

Test result of urine analysis showing the PH at 6 out of a rang from 0-10 total with 5-8 in the “green”

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 21/11/2024

“Though the rabbit births weren’t real, the pain was.” An Illegal Operation (for Mary Toft) performed by Rhiannon Aarons and Sheree Rose

Taken from emergencyindex.com: “An Illegal Operation (for Mary Toft)” was a 40-minute performance formulated as a protest against the Trump administration’s war on reproductive rights. I laid on a table and was bound in plastic wrap as an homage to Sheree’s previous iterations of “Resurrection Redux.” Sheree flogged me, Dulcinea, and Kayla before Sheree cut me out of the plastic wrap. I then inched down the ten-foot table until reaching the edge, where Kayla and Alecia held my legs open while Dulcinea held her hand. Sheree then performed a simulated abortion, removing a soft sculpted rabbit from my vagina. Sheree then disposed of the rabbit, and we embraced. Sona then placed a lab coat on me. Sheree and I left the gallery holding hands, walking through the audience as we left. This piece was significant in that it was the first sanctioned performance involving Sheree within a university gallery in the United States. The work was documented with a GoPro camera recording Sheree’s POV, and is among one of the first performances to take advantage of new camera technology in this way.

Screenshot of the beginning of an article discussing Mary Toft, the text reads: IN 1726, LONDON WAS HOODWINKED by a poor, illiterate woman named Mary Toft. She had fooled the city’s finest doctors, scientists, and even the King. She, apparently, could give birth to rabbits. It was not a skill anyone had been clamoring for, but it understandably had everyone fascinated. Toft delivered on that promise—17 times over, leading to a spectacle that mesmerized the nation for several months. At least until she was inevitably exposed.

https://www.atlasobscura.com/articles/mary-toft-gave-birth-to-rabbits

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 21/11/2024

Physical Methods of Meat Tenderization Force: Pounding, Massaging, Cutting, and More

Close up of Noor’s thigh covered in puncture wounds from their cilice and three paralleled and angled cuts open like mouths, surrounded by a crescent moon of dried blood

Close up of Noor’s thigh and three paralleled and angled cuts open like mouths, surrounded by a crescent moon of dried blood

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 20/11/2024

One of my favorite articles I’ve written. 🖤 You can read about Consensual vs NonConsensual Pain: Chronic Pain and Being a Pain Slut? It’s more Likely Than You think via my substack or In.Decent Magazine

Screenshot of the article “Consensual vs Nonconsensual Pain” with a photo of noor in a white dress, black corset, black lace hood, kneeling as they hold onto their gold studded cane

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 20/11/2024

My newest cilice design! Stainless steel, with adjustable hook & loop for placement. Inspired by 90s belly button piercings.

Noor models a large cilice with a flower shaped center jumpring, with a dangling cluster of chains above the belly button in the center of the jumpring.

Close up of straps for the cilice, leather string weaved with stainless steel loops to use for adjusting where the hook clasps

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 19/11/2024

A fav pic of mine from an impact romp in nature during a kinky campout 🌱

Noor kneels on a wooden bench attached to a gazebo, looking out at a field of lush greenery and a near by pond. A large purple bruise is on their right hip, their ass a red color and textured from different impact toys. Noor is wearing a white thong and white and flower print halter top and a black beanie.

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 18/11/2024

I can’t just pick one, this was my last birthday scene. I can’t leave out the bloody pics, that’s my favorite part 🥺

Noor blowing out the candle fixed to the needle that was in the middle of the needle crown on their forehead, blood dripping down

Blood drips down Noor’s face, 4 more needles are in their forehead, as they take a bite of the bloodied cupcake

Noor laughs, their face, neck and chest covered in blood - all the needles are removed from their forehead

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 18/11/2024

It was a meat processing scene with the amazing Handler @serve-marlowe.bsky.social - the nail punctures might be the smallest marks but it is really doing something for me. 🥩 Can you guess what’s under the bandage?

Shot of Noor’s left thigh, 3 day old marks: nail punctures on the hip, the cilice’s hook pattern, and a large bandage

A close up of the nail punctures on the left hip

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 17/11/2024

Last night my cilice got hooked under the skin while we tried to remove it from my thigh 🥵🪝

Close up of a stainless steel cilice laying on a puppy pad, the wire is stained shades of orange as well as blood red

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 11/11/2024

Who says you can’t be freaky and COVID conscious? 😌🪡 I love being a demo bottom cuz I get to have my masochistic fun AND learn something new.

Close up of Noor’s face and forehead, where three gray hub needles lay parallel punctured above their eyebrow. Sterile lube sits below the first needle entrance. Noor’s forehead has an orange hue from betadine. Noor is also wearing a black face mask.

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 01/09/2023

Had an amazing birthday weekend but if I hadn’t been on my period lords knows the damage that could’ve been done

Bruised bum with blood pricks all over and a vampire paddle balanced on their back

Blood drips down from needle punctures on the forehead to the pelvis

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 01/08/2023

Happy I officially deleted Twitter day, look at my bruises more pls 🍇

Noor is on all fours in front of the camera where their bruises cover their butt and upper thighs

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 30/07/2023

Did I ever tell you about the bruise I had that was shaped like a T-Rex? It was a dino-sore.

Noor wears a thong and bends slightly over to show bruises on their butt and thighs that vary in intensity from slight to hard

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 12/07/2023

Okay am I high or does the resin on my lighter make it look like a cat showing it’s belly for pets

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 10/07/2023

Yes I’m a heathen that uses light mode so sue me or don’t cuz I’m cute kneeling in rice

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 03/07/2023

How does bs feel about blud let’s find out - some fav Polaroids

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Noor Tariq @juiceolive.bsky.social · 23/06/2023

What’s up bs, I’m Noor and I’m a disabled masochist who writes about the intersections of disability and BDSM! My latest post is on how to make your own cilice - basically painful chainmail.

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