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if i fucked it up... i wont make it, fuck... i just wanted to be truthful, to be honest! please why people hate me???? please... i dont want to go...

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i fucked it up right? i just wanted to be honest... i fucked it up, i fucked it up, i fucked it up, i fucked it up, i fucked it up!

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i feel my happy and whismy mood went away entirely... it always goes back to the same problems... and i never see it... i might just give up

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🔞 JPKS 🔞 @jpks45.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

i just hope to not get rejected... i'm such a dumbass...

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yes i am weird and love people, can i not be kind? everyone deserves love, except you know... people like jk rowling, trump, elon musk etc, if you're like them? or like them? i hate you ☺️ also, i see you bob. i know what you did in july. you have one more chance... 😤

🔞 JPKS 🔞 @jpks45.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

man, i'm a yapmaster, and i run out of people to yap (they didnt reply yet)

🔞 JPKS 🔞 @jpks45.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

so... when does the curse get lifted?

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🔞 JPKS 🔞 @jpks45.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

yo, i need someone... what? that was it, i need someone.

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🔞 JPKS 🔞 @jpks45.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

no one to talk... its like they forgot me :( what are these curses upon me, and how do i repel them? its not fun, i'm not that boring or annoying, am i? i just want friends, and make them happy, thats it, thats all i want :(

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🔞 JPKS 🔞 @jpks45.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

i think being alone is something bestowed upon me, can't find love at all, when i try, people stop caring after a while, when i dont try... well its obvious what happens. please, someone give this man a little small hug! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 i aint asking for much!

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🔞 JPKS 🔞 @jpks45.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

i think people are starting to dislike me more :( i'm just being silly, come on

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🔞 JPKS 🔞 @jpks45.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

and then, they stop replying... hmmm... yeah, i see the problem 🙋‍♂️

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OMG what does it take to be loved??? please i just a little hug 😔

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its a damn fight for the control of my head, and i dont think i'm winning

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ok asking all people to help my poor loneliness :( who wants to help me out in vrchat? my discord is jpks45/Jpks45 one of these, please gimme love 🥺 #vrchat #vrc #furry #yiff #vrchatlewd #vrchatfurry #lewd #vrlewd #furrynsfw

how do i make woman friends? i'm so lonely

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and all i needed to control myself was love... but it doesnt. no one does, never, alone i am, always alone, no intimacy, no joy, just rejections! just tell me to my face, and stop pretending to be a nice person! you're prolonging the pain, speeding up the corruption! may mercy save you from the pain

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this curse wont haunt me forever, i wont let it, if this is the only way so be it, no one deserves such cruelty, it hurts, it pains, it destroys, but i'll put an end to it, no matter how many people are against it, they just dont know what i went trough, might not be the worst but its a curse still

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blood on the wall, a quick pop! and everything stops, the good, the bad, but most of all, the pain. all in the name of peace, there's no better feeling than a release from the stress

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🔞 JPKS 🔞 @jpks45.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

uh... down of my final days? counting seconds, hopefully for a better tomorrow, i just need the money, slowly as the days go by, i'll achieve inner peace, no matter how horrible it will be

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i hate love, and specially not being noticed, feels like i'm a nobody

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🔞 JPKS 🔞 @jpks45.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

aahhhhhh i need someone to teach me what love is #furry #furrynsfw

🔞 JPKS 🔞 @jpks45.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

took like 4 sleeping meds at a time 🤷‍♂️ lets see how it goes, high hopes for either forever peace, or just take a looooong nap and things get better onxe i wake up

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the funniest part? everything i need to put my life together, is the wild concept of... love. isnt that hilarious? who couldve predicted that

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put on the mask and just pretend everything is ok :) eventually it will right? i just gotta keep pretending...

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i think o'm having a panic attack and theres nobody to talk :( so much anxiety

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i think i need a reset... why's it so goddamn hard? i feel unwanted, unworthy, useless. :( :( :(

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they all end up ignoring me... what am i doing wrong? why is it so hard to be liked, holy fucking shit, i'm so done with trying this shitty social life, how can people do this so easily? i struggle to even give a hi without feeling awkward, i just want friends, please give me a chance...

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i need looooooooooove PLEASE! i'm feeling so invisible right now...

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what do i need to do to get someone to hug me? :3 feeling needy 😩

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