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idk why tonight feels so much worse than last night did even though it's *technically* cooler

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i wish sleep could just smack me upside the head and i could wake up and it's Sunday and below 80°

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ok i put a timer on my ig which means now instead of opening and scrolling i will open and post about my misery

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

ive been frozen all day i hate this why am i struggling so much to do things

my screen time for today showing 6h3m on instagram

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i finally bought horizon fw so i can play it but i won't have time to start it today😭

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Bee 🐝 10/18 🎂 @beepetty.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Both of our birthdays are in October 🎃As a disabled nonbinary lesbian couple who can't work we're requesting mutual aid Please help us pay rent this month and cover modest celebration expenses by sharing and donating if you can 💸💕 venmo.com/u/bee_petty cash.app/$beepetty0 www.paypal.me/anna966

a picture of serana (left) and bee (right). they are holding on to each other and smiling. serana is white and has mid length wavy brunette hair. they are wearing a blue top and dark red lipstick with black winged eyeliner. bee is also white with short curly strawberry blond hair. they are wearing silver round glasses, black lipstick, and a black crop top.

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

im already struggling with this heat and it's only day 1. if im cranky as hell for the next week at least ill know why🙃

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

kinda hate the feeling of finishing music bc then it's like... now what? what do i make next?

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ive been watching a lot of dirty laundry (on dropout) lately and im obsessed with lily du!!!! like she's so hot and weird and also i love her outfits so much

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once again stressed bc i don't like any potential artist names ive come up with but i wanna put music out so badly😭 i just want it to be a name that feels like me and nothing really does idk

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ooooo friend is going to try to throw vocals on top which might make this even cooler

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ok the thing i've been working on today is actually so much cooler than yesterdays and i'm so excited to share it!!! it's very ninajirachi coded and i'm not at all upset about that lmao

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Nano 🏳️‍⚧️ @nanoe.moe · 01/10/2026

in honor of this comment here's some wip music, made not by a white boy or an ai bot but instead a super cool trans woman who should probably be more confident and share things sometimes

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Even worse, there are tons of white boys out there that think they are making music because they prompt an ai bot You should be at least as confident as them, don’t let them win

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the thing that pisses me off the most about feeling this way is that somewhere out there there's a white boy making absolute TRASH and feeling like it's the best thing to ever exist

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sometimes i feel like i should switch to ableton just bc there's so many already made tools for it (and their new extensions is so fucking cool) but ive tried it before and it just pissed me off in ways i couldn't look past. also i want something like max but i fucking hate max🙃

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

finally spent the day working on music and now i just feel worse about myself and like im still so far from where i want to be. this is so fun🙃

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had a dream that i talked to a friend that i haven't heard from in a couple years now (bc ive texted and she just hasn't responded). i know she's more of a phone call person and now i feel like it's a sign i should just call her and see what happens...

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

anyway i made spaghetti today, with the sauce from scratch using the recipe from the stardew valley cookbook and that shit was so good. ive made it a few time now and it's so much work but soooooo worth it🔥

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i got so excited about making/eating the onion dip mix i got earlier but when i went to make it i bought the wrong fucking one. so now my high ass is walking to the grocery store to get the right one because i still fucking want it!!!

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

today someone described some of my music as "cinematic future bass" and honestly? im not mad about that🙂

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

finally cleaned my fucking vape so that i can smoke again, ive been without for too long (5 days)

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

im so good at catastrophizing i don't even need the world to be as shit as it is to feel like everything is collapsing in on me😎

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

please distract me from my woes with the great gift of music

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

back on my silksong bullshit to finally get 100%. the purest form of procrastination tbqh

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

i love coming home and immediately crashing out because the realities of life are selling in🙃

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

and now i get to spend a nice 6 hour flight pondering what effect this is all going to have on my life. along with all the stress of real life coming back into play. i really am not ready for this trip to end for many reasons😭

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

im excited to be home but leaving fucking sucks 😭

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cyran @cyranatlas.com · 24/09/2026

🍁 autumn #promosky 🍁 hi i'm cyran (pronounced siren), 28 ♂️♌🅾️ INFP-T 🍁 animanga [especially romance & slice of life] 🍁 hatsune miku 🍁 eminence in shadow 🍁 gaming [friendslop & noncompetitive] 🍁 going outside sometimes 🍁 poor music production 🍁 casual photography nice to meet you 🙇

a ship on the horizon with the sunset behind it

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

last full day in NJ, what better way to spend it than sleeping in until 1:30

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

when i get home im gonna write an EP or something idk. but im definitely gonna procrastinate on looking for a job by writing music which means ill actually be able to get something done (one can hope)

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

i keep forgetting that all my oomfs that are normally in my time zone are in fact not in my current time zone. they're still in the best coast and im just here like🥺

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✨Madeline✨ @maddieline.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

cute af gals with cute af pokemon plushies ☺️ @josiethemshrm.bsky.social

maddie and josie holding a raichu and marill plushie

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᯽ shae ☾‧₊˚ rat #4 @tacobelle.cc · 18/09/2026

I may be having shitty situations constantly thrown at me but I’m getting hotter by the day and have these big tits so life is good

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

and had a wonderful time doing so😊💚

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✨Madeline✨ @maddieline.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

date with @josiethemshrm.bsky.social! some shopping and texmex ☺️

josie and maddie taking a selfie in a car

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

i got my eyeliner to look good first try today, i feel like im actually getting better at it😊

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josie💚 @josiethemshrm.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

god this time zone change is gonna kill me wdym it's 5am

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✨Madeline✨ @maddieline.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

hey! look who I found in nj! @josiethemshrm.bsky.social ☺️

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this is honestly crazy, im literally at the airport wtf

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guys it's 8:30 and i still have to finish packing and do my nails😭

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also i apparently gained a bit of weight recently and now neither of my two pairs of pants fit me. what the fuck am i supposed to do??? this is what i get for wearing sweats most of the time. i like to be comfy okay fucking sue me

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