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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 16h

I finish writing in my journal and slide it away before getting up and going into the bathroom. I pull out the sleeping pills and the pain pills I don’t usually need very often anymore and I quickly take some before going back to bed and curling up

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 21h

-maybe I’m losing my mind. Maybe that’s why I decided not to tell Negan. I mean, honestly, who can fucking breathe underwater? No one, that’s who. I’m clearly crazy.-

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 21h

After I help Daddy clean up from dinner and I take the dogs out, I retreat to my room with Nani. She curls up on her dog bed and I put on pyjamas before curling up in bed and starting to write in my journal.+

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

After my shower, I dry off and get dressed before grabbing a dry towel and starting to clean up the trail of water. -keep it to myself.-

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

-that voice. Familiar, but not familiar. And soothing. Like some part of me knew it was safe to listen to him…even though the idea of being able to breathe underwater is insane. Keep it to myself or tell Negan and risk him thinking I’ve finally gone batty?-

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I strip, dumping my wet clothes into the hamper, before stepping into the shower. I turn the water to hot to chase out the chill that’s come from walking around in the Fall air in soaking wet clothes and I start washing the salt off my skin and hair.+

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

After getting home and briefly telling Aunty Ari about my shells and rocks, I head to my room. I close the door behind me and head into the bathroom, pushing that door mostly closed since I know Negan will follow the water trail when he gets here and neither of us ever knock on bedroom doors.+

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I nod. “I went for a swim and they were all so pretty I couldn’t leave them behind. Figure I’ll wash them and then do a craft with them.” I look down at the puddle forming beneath me. “But first, I need to change and dry the floors so Mama doesn’t kill me.” I grin and bounce out of the room.

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I come in the back door, dripping water all over the floor and I set down my shells and rocks on the kitchen counter with a grin. “Hey Aunty.”

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

When my hands and pockets are full of stones and shells, I look around the water and quietly say, “Thank you.” I swim to the surface and make my way to the shore, looking up at the cliff with a sigh. -need to get my phone. Stupid cliff.-

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I grin brightly and pet the fish as they swim past before starting to collect the pretty shells and stones I see in the sand. -pretty sure I can’t usually breathe underwater, but I’m not arguing with it.-

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I giggle and continue breathing. -okay…weird. Awesome, but weird.- I dive down deeper and swim along the bottom.

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I look around when I hear a voice and then I take a very small, slow breath, preparing to swim upwards as I’m expecting to choke on water.

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I swim to the surface when I can’t hold my breath any longer and take a deep breath before diving back down. -if I could just live down here, I’d do so happily.-

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I leave my phone on the cliff before jumping off the cliff, taking a deep breath before I hit the water. I let myself sink as my body slowly relaxes. // @carrarohermit.bsky.social - so you see. Fun cliff diving, not suicidal. But still, the gods will likely worry

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

When I get to the lighthouse, I walk past it to the cliff that everyone cliff dives from. -this may be a terrible idea with my pain, but it’ll be fun.- I stand on the edge of the cliff and look down.

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

—Friday Afternoon— I leave the house since I still have time before Mama’s birthday dinner and I slowly walk up the cliff path towards the lighthouse, fidgeting with my bracelets. -you made promises to Negan. You can’t break them. But that doesn’t mean you can’t do stupid things…-

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

“When have I ever let anything stop me?” I call after her before laying on the ground with Neo and giggling as Nani bounces and zooms over us. I whisper, “I think she thinks she’s a bunny.”

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I laugh and set Neo down. “Her name is Nani. She’s a little excitable.” I nod. “The doctor says the pain increase is psychosomatic because of an increase in nightmares, causing me to relive the accident. But physically, all my tests are good.”

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I laugh a little. “We’re very dramatic.”

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I softly say, “I know you would.” I take slow breaths. “I’m not going anywhere. Just need to stay away from the cliffs.”

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I whisper, “I know…that’s why I’m here and not in the ocean…but it is possible that my guardian angel would keep me from dying like they did last time…” I shift and press my face against his chest. “It’s just so much worse lately and I don’t understand why.”

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I whisper barely audibly, “I just spent hours debating jumping from the lighthouse cliff. The pain would stop…the nightmares would stop…it didn’t seem like an unreasonable choice.”

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I eventually make my way to Roman’s house and take off my shoes before going straight to @masterofchaosrp.bsky.social’s room and crawling into bed, pulling the blankets over my head

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

After sitting there for a long time, I slowly get to my feet and walk along the edge of the cliff, humming softly.

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

(Anna Maria) I softly whisper, “You’re not alone.”

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

(Anna Maria) “Oh…yeah, I’m sure they are. We all do it. It’s never right, but brains are stupid sometimes.” I softly say.

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

(Anna Maria) I continue gently scratching his scalp and softly say, “I’ll keep reminding you as long as I need to, but I am certain that not one single girl blames you in any way, shape, or form.”

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I watch the water swirling white around the rocks at the base of the cliff and I pick up a rock from the ground next to me, dropping it into the water. -the pain would stop. The nightmares would stop. Wouldn’t have to keep seeing the light leave Uncle Thomas’ eyes. It would all just stop.-

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

(Anna Maria) I gently scratch his scalp and softly say, “He hid it well, baby. We don’t always know everything about someone. Even someone we’ve known forever and live with. You didn’t miss anything. None of this is your fault. It’s not something you should have seen. He hid it.”

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

(Anna Maria) I get to my feet and very carefully wiggle myself between him and the table, straddling his lap. I gently run my fingers through his hair and softly say, “I understand the urge to hide, baby, but he kept that side from everyone. You didn’t know.”

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I take slow breaths as I eventually reach the cliff top where the old lighthouse stands. I carefully sit on the edge and look out at the water, trying to breathe through the pain radiating through my hips, pelvis and spine. -don’t recommend getting crushed. 0/10 stars.-

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

After dropping my siblings and dogs off with Daddy, I leave the house and slowly start walking up the beach path towards the lighthouse. -doctor says this current pain is psychosomatic…that it feels worse because the anniversary is coming up and the nightmares are back.- +

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

(Anna Maria) Elodie nods. “This is a good place to take a break.” She kisses his cheek before running off. I take his hand and softly say, “Temporary, though, right? Can’t hide forever.”

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

(Anna Maria) Elodie says, “Mama said we wouldn’t see you until New Orleans.” I sigh. “Mama said she didn’t know if we’d see him at all. I don’t think you listen very well.” Elodie nods and shrugs. “Granddad says I get that from you.” I laugh. “Rude.”

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

(Anna Maria) I squeeze his hand before letting go when I hear quick footsteps. Elodie runs in and hugs Cody. “Cody!”

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

(Anna Maria) I laugh. "Why? You planning on provoking me?"

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

(Anna Maria) I roll my eyes. "Asshole." I reach over and gently squeeze Cody's hand. "I don't bite unprovoked. Promise."

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

(Anna Maria) I laugh. “We all wake up early. And we can’t really blame the kids because it’s a lifelong affliction.”

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

(Anna Maria) I smile at Cody. "Morning. So you're the mystery visitor."

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

(Anna Maria) "Oh, he won't. Matty refused to tell him which girls were involved and told him to leave everyone alone. And now Daddy and Laz are focused on figuring out why Auggie is hanging around New Orleans like a bad smell." -he made a very cute child and I'm grateful, but god he's awful- +

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

(Anna Maria) I snort. "My daddy gave me the third degree and I had to be like 'dude, I avoided being in the same room as him. Me and Kins avoided him like the plague.' He didn't believe me at first. It was basically a full day of the third degree."

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

(Anna Maria) "You don't need to be embarrassed about that. You're an adult who made a choice and you didn't know what he was." I sip my drink and look at her. "Besides...you've met my exes and them I actually dated and didn't just fuck, so no need for embarrassment with me."

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

(Anna Maria) I nod and sip my drink. "So how are you handling...everything related to X? I know you were friends."

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

(Anna Maria) I sit down and nod. "Yeah....looking at a few houses here and in New Orleans while I'm here. It's time to move the girls out of Romania. They don't stop being Vasiles here, but everyone else stops caring so much."

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

(Anna Maria) "I went to great extremes. I landed in Idaho and drove from there. I still didn't succeed at surprising him." I pause. "Oh, well, we can go if you need. I didn't realize you had company." Elodie nods. "Yes, Aunty. We had breakfast."

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

(Anna Maria) I laugh. "Oh, I figured. Downside of visiting during the week, but I had to see Uncle Eric first since I wanted to surprise him." I pout as we walk inside. "I was not successful." The girls take off their shoes & quickly hug Nyssa before running into the sitting room to join the boys

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

(Anna Maria) Elodie shrugs. "I'm older." Viola huffs. I sigh. "Girls." // @dreamylittledoverp.bsky.social

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Joey Vasile ---- * Roleplay * @josephinelouiserp.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

(Anna Maria) I sigh as I get out of the car. "Girls, stop acting like feral animals. It reflects badly on Mama." They both giggle and shove each other lightly fighting over who gets to ring the bell before Elodie does so and Viola pouts. "You always do it."+

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