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Man Sunday’s truly are the best reset. Woke up late, cleaned the house a little, worked out. Now I get to spend the rest of the day reading, napping, getting high, playing Fortune’s Weave, and ogling cock. Little me would never have imagined how blessed I’d be. Teehee 🤭

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Being up this early for my yearly physical and to get shots I know are probably going to leave me bed ridden this afternoon is tempered by the fact that: 1. It’s payday 2. Fortune’s Weave will be delivered today 3. A massive bean bag chair I ordered a few weeks ago will also finally be here today. 🤩

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Been doing busy work most of the day outside of meetings and all the while I’ve been listening to Game Changer. I probably won’t sleep until I finish it but I already know that I’m not emotionally ready for Heated Rivalry Season 2 by the way that I’m melting over a story I’ve already watched. 😭

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Experiencing ego death while I watch two hot dudes I’ve never seen before review a tv show I worked on. Fucking 2026 man 🤪✌🏽

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I had Digimon World 4 for GameCube and my brothers and I couldn’t figure out how to move past the first area. The Digimon Story games for PS4 are so dialogue/story heavy that I never finished because it would take hours to get back to actual gameplay just reading through all of the text 😖😵‍💫

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I have always, ALWAYS loved Digimon but I swear their games are usually misses for me. Like I’m playing Digimon Survive right now, and even though I’m annoyed by the story basically being a visual novel, I cannot stand any of these characters. If none of these kids survive, I won’t be upset.

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Back on my boring angle bullshit. Happy Friday.

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Reminding him I want to be more than just someone who gives him attention

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Where are all of the father figures I was put on this earth to pleasure?

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

What happened to Lex Lederman? I feel like I haven’t heard anything about him in a couple of years

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

Also just really missing the UK right now. I know Slough is probably the least interesting place I’ve lived whenever I’ve been there but there’s a certain charm that just reminds me of Atlanta 😅😅

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

Any daddies in need of a good boy they can use today? I’m feeling very 🥺👉🏽👈🏽

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

My therapist’s dog has been having some behavioral issues and as punishment, his dad isn’t allowing him to come back into the office anymore and I never got to say goodbye 😭😭😭😭 He was my friiiiiiiend

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

I’m finally watching HBO’s Watchmen and I know I’m a special kind of damaged because I find James Wolk with his dumb fake country accent annoyingly attractive

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

Watching Project Hail Mary again so I can feel some kind of joy

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

To start replaying Three Houses again before Fortune’s Weave comes out or to dive into my TBR pile? Hmm… decisions, decisions 🤔

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

Typically not attracted to twinks but… there is something about catboys that makes me 👀

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Okay… but I mean… this is the one game I’m getting it for… 😅

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

Rest up bestie!!! Please make sure you’re actually able to enjoy the vacation once the time gets here ❤️

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Once I have the energy to exist outside of the essentials of life again, I’m going to try to integrate one idea a month and shop around. The hardest part will be getting myself out of the door.

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Now that I’m done with school, my therapist tasked me to consider how I’m going to “get a life” again. I made a list today of stuff I can do consistently to get out of the house. Is it sad that I’m not really excited to do any of it? I’m just pumped because I’m gonna win therapy on Wednesday. 🤣

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

And idk maybe it’s also my meds messing with my libido but even masturbation has lost its appeal. If I jerk off it’s more to release the pressure than for pleasure. I used to edge and really enjoy myself and recently I’ve found it to be a waste of time. I just feel weird idk

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

So full vulnerability. I haven’t had sex in a few years. And I’ve been coming to terms with the fact that, sex just really isn’t that appealing to me unless I have an emotional connection with someone. Do I still get horny? Yes. Do I still love cock? Yes. I just don’t want sex without strings 🤷🏽‍♂️

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

I would like one of those mental health nodes from Grace’s ship in Project Hail Mary, please.

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Behind These Crazy Eyes @jonjamin.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

Avatar Aang is a masterpiece in writing and animation. I really wish I could have seen it in theaters but it was definitely worth the wait.

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