iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Reposted by Barbi

Endless Screaming @infinitescream.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

2004, I got Mono from my "first love". Then on 8/24/2018, during a work week I was LOVING, at the peak of my career, in my prime, it ALL changed. I'm missing from my life. I'm one of the Millions Missing. Phuck MEcfs.

161

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

I sure am ridiculously nice for how unlivably angry I am. #mood

000

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 13/02/2026

I am NOT. HEARD. I am MUZZLED. I am ACCUSED and misunderstood by the F R I E N D that I thought could NEVER EVER ACCUSE or muzzle me. E V E R . I WANT to go away. Permanently.

000

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 07/12/2025

I don't want to be here. When does the total hellscape END? (If you're about to tell me the Story Of Job, or say you'll pray, or mention jesus, kindly fk off.)

000

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 29/11/2025

Do you think I'm so shallow to not see the beauty in you?

010

Reposted by Barbi

Fucking Every Word @everyword.bsky.social · 06/11/2025

fucking bombardment

011

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 06/11/2025

Another Disabled woman helped my Senior ma ...'cuz I couldn't myself & I'm more physically incapacitated than them. That's a hell of a bottom line atm. In other news, a guy screamed at me 9 days ago in my driveway for 'not being sick, look at you'! #MECFS #pwME #EBV #LC #Spoonies #ChronicIllness

030

Reposted by Barbi

Endless Screaming @infinitescream.bsky.social · 01/11/2025

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

0225

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 01/11/2025

Hear someone when they first speak softly. I wish we didn't have to scream for help to be heard ...and have even that, not work ...which just brings more screams.

010

Reposted by Barbi

Orcspiration @orcspiration.bsky.social · 17/10/2025

SEIZE JOY FROM THE JAWS OF PAIN. DO YOU HAVE SOMEONE YOU CAN TALK TO?

0246

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 13/10/2025

When ppl say they're in a bad spot, u DON'T leap OFF social media w some complex abt IT & ignore ur friend. You investigate their posts, so that ur neglect doesn't make them worse. Fucking care. #MECFS #pwME #PTSD #cPTSD #ISOLATION #Neglect #Breadcrumbing #Abuse #Spoonies #ChronicIllness #NEIS

010

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 13/10/2025

I wander here, frantically searching. But you see, I am dead already. Without the pleasure of death. . #MECFS #EBV #Mono #IACC #SEID #pwME #PTSD #ChronicIllness #Disability #Disabled #Spoonies #Viral #Death #SI #NEIS #NEISvoid

000

Reposted by Barbi

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 02/10/2025

EXACTLY! It makes some of us Night Owl-y ...or work off something other than a 24-hr rhythm...to lengthen the end of our day. More than subconscious for me. Why would I wanna cut SHORT the BEST time of my day, physically, mentally, emotionally, creatively, productively.......?? #MECFS #Spoonies

021

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 02/10/2025

021

Reposted by Barbi

Orcspiration @orcspiration.bsky.social · 29/09/2025

RELISH IN THE SCREAMS OF YOUR ENEMIES! ARE YOU HYDRATED?

1255

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 28/09/2025

If you think about it hard enough, we're nothing but a collection of trauma responses. Cheers! 🍻

010

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 27/09/2025

Sometimes you don't know HOW fucking badly you need the 'thank you, that's really sweet of you, same!' ...until you're not getting it enough times ...where it used to be, or where you yourself usually often can add it in.

000

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 27/09/2025

*whispers quickly n' softly* I want you

000

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 23/09/2025

Not completing Conversation, being interrupted/ignored = lil' Deaths to me every time

000

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 20/09/2025

I am a HUMAN. I need touch, affection, hugs, eye contact, and in person interaction. Connection. Like everyone else. I've never not deserved that. The more of it you're privileged to have, the more you're annoyed by it. The more you need it, the more out of reach.

100

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 20/09/2025

I feel soooooooo unbelievably fucking SUPPRESSED. And kept... from FULL CONVERSATIONS... daily. 😥 #NEIS #Spoonies

100

Reposted by Barbi

Alt National Park Service @altnps.bsky.social · 19/09/2025

The Daily Show was incredible, thank you, Jon Stewart!

916657775

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 18/09/2025

How do you keep sanity when your most dear connections are mostly just avail online, online landscapes change, closest friends are distant or deprioritize "online", and health makes you stuck at home? Where do you go when a hug is annual at best, invites are none, and messages go...more quiet? 😨

120

Barbi @jksbluewhisper.bsky.social · 18/09/2025