couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 18/11/2025I feel like such a shitty dog owner man. I had money to take care of her but my mom pulled the “i need money pls i will pay you back” and now i have no money and she never paid me back. I have no job she knows this that was money i saved from summer and stretched until now 010
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 01/10/2025I moved in with my boyfriend and have been soso happy tbh ive been offline a lot bc of this and its been really refreshing 100
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 01/10/2025Now im about to do a stress test i am not looking forward to this tbh since ik theyre going to try and get my hr to its max and i cant breathe with cardio stuff (literally a treadmill) 000
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 14/08/2025College is so weird bc wdym i just road in my boss/professors car 000
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 08/08/2025How to explain to people i in fact hate the government and do not support how the military is systemized despite joining [branch] . I am joining for benefits and for a healthcare job. Can we please differentiate 🙏 000
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 31/07/2025Itd be easier if people would scream in my face and tell me “HEY THIS IS EVERYTHING YOU ARE DOING WRONG” 000
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 31/07/2025I think i go to sh in certain scenarios (ive be clean i mean like wanting to) bc its a distractor and gives me something to ground with 000
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 31/07/2025me when i want to cry and spew one billiom things or just explode in a rage room but im like 😐 000
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 31/07/2025i cant even have my esa up here with me bc shes sick and doesnt like to sleep at night atm which keeps me awake. So i am like 🧍🏻♂️ 000
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 31/07/2025Life update. Headoomf signed up for the military bc she got rlly fixated on it. Decided nah no more military. And also i want to relapse rlly bad (all today) 000
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 21/07/2025I think my mom would be not too surprised but i domt see my family seeing me the same anymore 000
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 20/07/2025Around 1 series every 1-2 days. I recommend netkama punch , gmnd , after a meal , hounds of Sisyphus, dangerous convenience store, when the killer falls in love , etc 000
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 20/07/2025Drop BL manhwa recs !!! Rn im reading my darling signed in 110
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 20/07/2025Craving champagne and to be waist pulled into a kiss by a man 000
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 19/07/2025people in my life. im tired i need a break. I’m not going to reach out anymore. It’ll be better this way. I will be grateful for what i have and maybe with enough therapy one day i will feel okay, or maybe with enough courage one day i will leave quietly from this body and be part of the stars again 010
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 19/07/2025in a way i am waiting for my life to finally lean to one of two sides. 1 being surrounded by family 2. Being everyone slowly fades from our life. And i genuinely mean this. Its easier to give up when you have nothing left. 2 has been coming true recently. Im tired of grasping for connections with 110
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 19/07/2025i cant i know that. i just wish so bad sometimes to be at peace. i want to leave when im finally feeling tired and content. thats how i feel now. not entirely content but maybe Atleast melancholy and like im alone enough. 000
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 19/07/2025si but is it from my meds or from genuine content with where i am and how id like to leave -r 100
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 19/07/2025haven’t felt this itch for awhile but it seems like its all i can think of 000
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 19/07/2025Instead of venting ill list stuff out -i miss my friends / feel like my friends have better friends and thats why we dont interact - miss our psys - feel like everyone is distancing from me 010
couououou @ji9star.shy.cat · 19/07/2025Once again past 9pm j need to ignore everything about my thoughts 010
