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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

mmnn i like these more, he looks better when hes more cartoony JKHGFD

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if i posted a small segment of what im writing would you guys be nice to me,

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EEEEEEEEEEEEAUEGUUFHJJEHJGJEJKJEKG

several friends encouraging me to share my writing and the furst thing i attempt to write thats more than 200 words is a . That Guy x reader omo fic JUST RIDICULOUS.

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im gonna attempt to write my Own omo thing. i usually get. to embarrassed to do so. but i will Try. i probably wont post it bc im a freak and a weirdo but

GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

im getting too bold with my thoughts im embarrassed i need priv acct so bad,

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

i need to be shot. dont talk to me, im so sorrykjhjKJKGHLDFJKHL ITS BAD ITS BAD, ITS BAD.

GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

💭characters who suck at being loved being loved by someone patient and full of it

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

💭 asshole characters calling me a good girl bc i am so well behaved and obedient to their demands

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

REALISTICALLY I NEED TO PROBABLY MAKE A DIRTY OLD MAN OC TO SHOVE IWTH CUPID BC THIS CHARACTER IS LIKE. FAR TOO HUMILIATING TO EVER ACTUALLY TALK ABOUT SO I NEED A REPLACEMENT SO IM NOT AS EMBARRASSEDKJH

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

i love x reader fanfic so much but so many are written with a more confident/cockier/brattier reader in mind and i just I JUST WANT A SHY ONE,, I WANT A BLUBBERING SHY MESS READER INSERT BC THATS ME I WOULD NOT HAVE QUIPS AND WIT LIKE THIS HELP BUT IM SO BAD AT WRITING FUUUUCK

GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

ive been reading fanfic of an old yume bc i keep getting edits on m y fyp and its killing me bc its so embarrassing but hdkjfghkjdfh FUCK I MISS IT FUCK FUCK ITS SO STUPID EVERYONE WOULD HATE ME

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

liking omo but not liking diapers is a fucking prison its all i see bro esp on this site it is fine btw its just not smth i like like at all

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

my stuff is so ass dogshit garbage its not even funny FUCK FUUUUUUUUCK FUCK WHY AM I BAD AT THE ONLY THING I THOUGHT IW AS OK AT FUCK

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

everyone get more into omorashi right now so i stop being scared.

GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

why did ppl ever try to convince ppl that panty lines thru pants is ugly and unsightly i think its so hot sorry !!

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

my huge ass is so wasted on the rest of my body my legs are misshapen and ugly, my face is ugly, my arms are way too big, i have very strange marks all over my body, my body hair is dark compared to my skin so it sticks out but i hate shaving, my boobs are ugly, like it sucks so bad LOL

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

WHEN UR MOM BUYS YOU REALLY CUTE UNDIES AND THEY DONT FUCKING FIT I AM GOING TO BLOW MY HEAD OFF IM SO SERIOUS i love being completely and utterly disgusted by my body !!!!

GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

i wish some of you people would stop ignoring that the main cast of deltarune is kids. these are People Under 18. These are Children Still.

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

i Genuinely think about this every day

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

im at the point in my Fat life where when i see a ‘fat’ character with very thin arms i just block the person im so serious

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

EVERYONR AND MY YUMES CALLING ME SWEET PEA NOW NOWNOW

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

its awesome tha spamtenna is the ship bc i think both of them are very desirable i want them Bad they should keep me in a cage or something

GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

i Forgot. that tenna says. ‘once the show starts there will be NO bathroom breaks’ so now i have to explode bc of how that makes me feel

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

its been a year and tennas Fucking Grin still gives me butterflies thats so cringe help me.

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

no xiv tonight means i will think unsavory thoughts with no outlet broken heart emoji

GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

my old sun and moon art was so FUCKING SHIT but i miss it bc i still love them, when i can i wanna make a caine ita bag and a sun and moon ita bag these ones are Passable. compared to everything else being a yume is so embarrassing but i love it so much omg

this shit is so humiliatindkjfgh i wish i had a better outlet for this kind of stuff but im just never comofrtable telling it to anyone like, one on one, unless im like. Asked or encouraged

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i guess i need to tap in to the hunter/prey potential of zenos/cupid bc there isnt rly anyone else who would be like that with her and she Cant be a physical fighter, so if he catches her alone it would absolutely be a running and hiding situation

I NEED TO GET CHASED AND SCARED AND TEASED AND PATRONIZED BY A MYSTERIOUS EVIL ENTITY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

today i am thinking abot a couple who is in love both falling in love with me and spoiling me all the time

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whatever i just saw the most beautiful pov art of tenna i lov e having eyes

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

i think saying emet can only clearly be gay is ridiculous bc i personally kno 'flamboyant' theater loving feminine cis men who are bi or even straight, loving the feminine doesnt automatically mean you like men idk. like it often does but going 'HES CLEARLY GAY.' is reductive of being gay. TO ME.

GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 29/05/2026

moving wont fix me, dying would, but im not allowed to do that and its frustrating. i just wanna go

GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 26/05/2026

i had an nsfw dream and ive never had those before and it was humiliating i gotta die

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GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 21/05/2026

im so angry im gonna think about service top ryland grace 💭

GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

i hate being 25+ online bc i feel like a predator just for interacting with anyone younger than me even when everyone is an adult

GET SILLAY @jestertoy.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

i cant decide if i want zero to be lowkey a pervert or not maybe she kinda turns into one but i want her to just never be able to get enough of touching cupid cuz shes so soft and warm and plush and smells good