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Jess 🕊️

@jesslaurc.bsky.social

35 followers 21 following 1.2K posts

🌤️ love is the only thing that matters to me, shut up 🤍 mental health | drink water bestie 🤍 31 in Tucson 🤠

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

I think too much and I can’t make it stop

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

I wanna punch something.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

The thing is, I just wanna scream and be heard.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

Im so checked out rn ugh

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

How many stamps to send a letter to Denver?

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

Maybe I should write a letter

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

Man, fuck a will-they-won’t-they ass storyline. Literally my life.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

A try is a try. So proud of me for trying.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

If we get through this summer, it’ll be two years since we last had a conversation

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 29/05/2026

I’m not going to do that because I’m better than that but GOD I am bored and alone.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 29/05/2026

Terrible news for me: I’m attention deprived and am thinking about stirring the pot.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

Miss my dingus 🥀

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

Sometimes I think about reaching out to camera boy…but he has his girlfriend and I’m not selfish enough to steal someone’s man.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

You know, I’ve dated enough people to know what I like and don’t like. And I wish I could just Frankenstein all my likes from each potential boyfriend and mush them together into a husband. I should write that story.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

It’s not the end of the world, I just wish people didn’t make it so easy for me to leave.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

At any rate I’m just too much for new people.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

Didn’t sleep much last night

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

“it takes ZERO courage to love you” oh Anne Hathaway, the woman that you areeee

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

I don’t even know where to go from here honestly

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

I can only seek it from myself because I know better. I can do it myself. I can and I will.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

I think it best to just not try that again. Like, who’s really gonna love me the way I’m asking to be loved?

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

and I’m right back where I started. Sigh.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

God I miss them.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

My other account has notifications on it but I’m terrified to open it

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

My hair dryer just died on me 😭 she was a good one…replacement on the way.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

Still anxious avoidant as fuck I guess :(

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

Of course he got scared you stupid psycho bitch 🙄

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

I feel like such an idiot

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

I’m about to eat my feelings again

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

my heart hurts fuck

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

WHY AM I LIKE THIS

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

great. I scared him. Great. I fucked it up.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

All the people that have been in and out of my life have taught me how to run a strict program. And I’m happy my feet land every time I fall for the bullshit.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

I know what I want and how I want to be treated, and it was not that.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

haha it’s my fault for even attempting to accept an apology

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

I compared myself to too many people and now I feel I’m not good enough anymore.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

Nooo my self-esteem. There it goes, plummeting again.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

I’m so depressed wtf

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

It’s so frustrating knowing how I’m supposed to be treated and getting the complete opposite every time.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

oh boy here I go cryin again

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

I’ve been thinking about camera boy so much recently. Why?

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

And I want to cry and let it out but I’m just pissed off

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

I have abandonment wounds so deep I’m convinced the void will never end

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

I’m pretty sick of everything

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

Unbelievable.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

Why am I even crying over this? It’s not worth my time 🙄

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

All I’m left with is this ache in my heart and the pit of my stomach. I really liked him, you know?

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

What was the point of being open to trust anyone anyway??

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

The double standard? Even crazier.

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Jess 🕊️ @jesslaurc.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

Ugh my head is spinning. The disrespect is crazy.

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