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Truly 😅 Yeah I hope this wuold pretty much be it..

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What caused the sudden crippling fatique in the first place? Who knows! Is something else going to come up in the future? Who knows that either!

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Get depression: Get meds which help, and bonus(!), they help a bit with the fatigue but I'm still tired. Now that those are taken care of I'm pretty sure it's just burn out (for now). Did that also partly help cause the depression? Did an undiagnosed ADD get me on track to burn out?

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I desperately try different supplements, different doses of meds, exercise like weights etc. Results vary but nothing really helps. Another set of blood tests: Low iron again. Maybe it's an absorption issue? Try liquids. Iron goes up again, above recommendations. But fatique is still there.

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I get super lucky and switch to a position where I can work 50% and I don't need to get up as early. This makes life a bit easier and working more manageable. I'm able to do some things on my free time.

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Went to have blood tests after a year of not "getting used to" it: Severe anemia, eating iron for 6 months. Fatique is no longer painful but still there. Next get an ADD diagnosis and meds: Bonus! ADD meds help me stay awake after work and on weekends, fatigue is a bit better but still there.

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Merryallnighter @jesmo.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

I realise that it sounds like I've had a bunch of different health issues going on one after the other, so I wanted to write down a simple timeline here. Started an 8-4: immidiate painful and crippling fatique. Expected it to be a "getting used to waking up early" issue.

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(*I read the symptoms, of which I have almost all of them, and made the test, in which I scored in the upper third making it to the "serious burn out" section. Also I've known it for a long time, I just didn't think it could be actual Burn out - burn out and not just some general weariness.)

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Merryallnighter @jesmo.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

I think I'm in a burn out.* Not like from something that's happened recently, just as in what's left after medicating the other things, and having kind of struggled for so long with no sick leaves when I def. would've needed it. Now I just need to figure out what to do about it 🤔

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Merryallnighter @jesmo.bsky.social · 28/06/2025

I have so many nice summer clothes I'd love to wear 😌 If only we'd have summer

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M @miunvika.bsky.social · 07/06/2025

Huutelen täälläki et ois yks ylimääränen Desulippu myynnissä alkuperäseen hintaan! Jos jonkun kaverin koiran tuttu on vielä ilman

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Merryallnighter @jesmo.bsky.social · 07/06/2025

I have so many little things that needs to be taken care of my brain feels like one of those lotto machines where is spits out a random item every now and then while the others keep rattling in the background

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a lottery machine that says lotto on the bottom

ALT: a lottery machine that says lotto on the bottom

Merryallnighter @jesmo.bsky.social · 06/06/2025

How I feel whenever I emerge back to the public eye from a freelance project

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Merryallnighter @jesmo.bsky.social · 25/05/2025

Just heard my favorite ramen place went bankrupt and I'm inconsolable 🥲

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Merryallnighter @jesmo.bsky.social · 22/05/2025

Ah we are in that "two weeks of summer in May" period. Let's enjoy it because you never know if we get an actual summer at all or not 👍

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Riikka @riisikirahvi.bsky.social · 18/05/2025

I fully support YLE withdrawing from the competition if that country is participating next year #Eurovision #Euroviisut

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By refusing to take any action EBU is actually creating an even bigger divide when people just keeping getting more and more frustrated with them. 'United by music' is a joke at this point.

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Last year I did boycott Eurovision, this year I wanted to see & support Erika. I will most likely boycott next year again, until certain something is kicked out. The double standard is baffling and the results this year felt incredibly disingenuous. It wasn't enjoyable.

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I ain't mad, because I like Austria, I think it's a worthy winner 👌 Erika did us proud, and her performance will surely be remembered 🎤 But to quote the Disney fates: What The Hell Just Happened?

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I have never. Been. This confused about the points. But thank heck Austria saved Eurovision.

I have some questions for the juries

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And here's one that we really didn't need.

Well this is a collab I didn't know we needed.

Vanhainkodit voidaan laskea kans kohderyhmäks

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Torn on Albania, I love her dress, love her song. The red visuals look really good. Hate the guy talking and I don't get the blocks that make no sense and cover half of them. The banging is odd, it seems to serve no other purpose than give him something to do.

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San Marino will most likely hoover a bunch of straight man votes. I find it good fun, but in a way where it's not competing for the win.

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Riikka @riisikirahvi.bsky.social · 17/05/2025

France sounds really good and the song is lovely, but it's a bit repetitive and Switzerland was just a bit better. Also reminds me of Voilà which was miles better. But I can see it appealing to a lot of people. Sadly, her dress looks terrible.

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Unpopular opinion, but here goes: Could I please get just a single solitary Eurovision year without Abba? #Eurovision #Euroviisut

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Nåjaa! I've loved Sweden from the start and still do! The song is hella catchy, the singing is good (every time) and the perforfance is a slick production. It grinds my gears every time someone says it's a joke entry. Joke and fun are completely different genres.

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And Denmark brings to mind the collection CD's I used to listen to as a teen. It's nice, but also a little dated? She has impressive vocals.

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I even forgot to mention that it was Portugal :--)

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This reminds me of Paradise Oscar. I can recognize that it's nicely made and they deliver it well, but it's not for me.

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Malta is serving chorus, other wise I don't think I would listen to this several times. I like the camp, the vocals but not all parts of the song. It was a little messy but felt like that was the point so it doesn't bother as much.

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