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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 20h

going out to replace these jeans, and burn more of my stomach off. im so sick of this

JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

thinking abt getting a pair of black tights to wear under everything so i can get a better idea of how fat i rly am instead of hiding under baggy clothes

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

thinking abt how i accidentally found luc1nd4s tiktok randomly one morning

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

im gna shave my legs when i get home these things look disgusting with hair rn

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I think instead of eating to avoid being a bitch i think i will just be a bitch

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

i found some iqos cigs shld i get the device for them??? ive been rly curious but ive heard they smell really bad 😭

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

waiting for work to start with a creatine shake in my bloodstream feeling like a border collie who can see the sheep thru the fence

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

also whats ur guys' longest plank im curious mines 2 mins ~_~

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

i gotta get back in2 doing sit ups those were my life for like a month i got up to doing so many bro

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

i cant tell if im losing leg fat or not but i bought my first xs shirt that actually fits in every direction , now to make it baggy lol

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

breakfast was a 255ml sugarfree redbull, lunch is a bag of trail mix that's mostly chocolate, dinner is whatever treats i serve at my friends bday

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

upkeeping my blood sugar is so annoying bro just respond to orange juice why do you specifically need a Sweet Little Treat

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

now im at work agonizing on my break, i cant even drink water ive just been trying to eat tiny pieces of candy to keep myself conscious but the pain is fucking insane

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

breakfast was the same today, though i finished some popcorn i had and had some edemame before my mouth swelled too much

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

i have failed and lied to you all i actually had SEVEN whole swedish fish before work bc i was feeling low blood sugar can u believe it

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

the things that happen to ur body when u start actually using ur diaphragm properly is crazy

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

also my stomachs getting taught again finally i thought id have this fuckass gut forever

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

didnt pick up any snacks !! only got some necessities and a few regression things as a small reward for not breaking down at work

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

400+ posts and not a singular like across them god i need to post better content than just whining my little wannarexic heart out

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

me eating is as much a waste of food as actually wasting food

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

anyway blah blah my mac n cheese was yummy but i wont finish it the first bite tastes the same as the rest anyways

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

"beginning" i say this every other minute

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

at least its safe now i guess ? im allowed to lock myself away im allowed to do things "at my own pace" at this point ive worried them into submission, thats what i wanted ? beginning to believe i wont ever be happy

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

and also what do i do with that revelation besides . go to work tomorrow or something there is no justice there is no fixing it im in the house it happened and because it happened im too sick to leave its funny

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

its ironic that i believe i had a fine childhood yet my two ways of regression is to violently hurt myself or waste money on sparkly shiny new things to distract from the agony

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

lord knows my boss will grill me about why i missed work and why i keep being sick,, ill blame it on something chronic

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

ive never felt more disgusted with my masculinity in my life.

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

thank god im single at leasr LMAOOO

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i have lost all sense of time i dont remember eating or making this at all ,, i think i did

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i love how many steps i get in at work, i dont want to change getting paid to burn cals, but its making me so depressed that im still just fucking fat that all i do is drink which makes me fatter

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i missed work because of this bullshit again. i dont even know what i could do without interacting with people i need to be hospitalized. i need help. i really Really need help but i'm too sick to understand what to do, my head is too cloudy to make sense of it, so i drown it in whatever

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

im doing the worst ive ever done snd im not even underweight

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

my scalp is bruised and theres glass on the floor . my blankets all have vomit on them and i chewed another hole in my lip . i cant even see the floor ^~^

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i dont even think i like alcohol itself. i think i like how it mixes with my meds

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

tried to drink myself 'asleep' the other day, finally recovered mostly i should have gone to the hospital for it but i didn't bother. i didnt want to worry them im finally empty though. idont remember anything but the worst parts of it ^_^

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

making a big Phat seafood dish to fill up on nutrients bc im fucking sick of being sick

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

its just a cheap tablet my friends boss gave him for free... and i might be able to get it to work if its just the screen..

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

i broke my aac and only found out now that i need it ☹️☹️☹️☹️

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

too drunk to text my friends not drunk enough to not worry abt the consequences online lalalal

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JEKYLL🐾 @jekyllisonline.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

im always convinced im About to become homeless so my brain keeps stacking like 3 extra pounds to lose onto me and its making me Insane

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