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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I draw so much romance n shit because I'm so alone 🚶 mannnn

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

It's this loneliness. One day it'll be over.

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

At the end of the day, I still have a deep DEEP sadness within me. I wish I knew how to make friends.

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I have a terrible. TERRIBLE. Urge to smoke again. I haven't in 10 years but damn. Catching a whiff of smoke always makes my heart race 🥲 FUCK

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Guhhh my anxiety has been so terrible lately. It spikes so easier!!! Fuck!!!

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

I want to isolate myself so bad again because I feel like I'm just being a bummer to be around or to talk to. I won't. I won't do it. But damn I want to.

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Wish I knew how to make friends irl I'm so alone bro

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

I think I'm lonely... as much as I don't think I am, I really am

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

I think I know what's happening 🤨 hate this fr

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

I feel really sad lately and that's ok I need to remember that

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

Need.... Kizapunk yapping partner.......fuck

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

I'm so horny again I'm gonna hop on anyone rn

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

Also had another evil ass idea Saint Saturn watching Vegapunk and Borsalino fucking and he keeps the footage bro is a sicko HE'S JORKING IT!!!!!

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

Ok ok Borsalino fucking Shaka and somehow having it only in tune with Vegapunk so none of the other satellites know what's happening AND VEGAPUNK CAN FEEL EVERYTHING FUCK GRRR

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

IM HAVING HORNY ASS THOUGHTS RN IM HIDING OVER HERE RN HAHA

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Reading up on enmeshment HAAAA I'm crying non-stop because that's pretty much it I think I found it fellas

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Ok I'm fine now I think tired but ok 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Bro idk how to handle rejection well especially if it's from my own family feel like I'm dying rn it hurts all over

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

🥴 and now I'm being ignored hmm I will cry later haha

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

It's reactions like these that remind me I'm still very much ill bro this is gonna exhaust me today FUCK

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

TRYING NOT TO FEEL LIKE SHIT WHEN IM NOT ASKED TO DO SOMETHING HELP HELP HELP I'm so used to being the one being asked to do something and now that I wasn't asked today my body went into panic mode haha help???? Fuck dud e I hate this dumbass body and my reactions

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

But anyway I've been so horny it's making me nauseous how is everyone doing

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

I feel bad for this account I barely use it now

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

Just remembered something that scared the SHIT out of me when I was 17. I remember I had this mutual on there and she was infatuated with me but it got to a point where she straight up sent me nudes and I was horrified I literally threw up 😭 cuz it was so uncalled for

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

I guess I took a screenshot when I meant to stop my alarm I forgot I had that shit set to this video 😭

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

Not again 😭 I figured out why I felt insane fellas

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

I just want to be silly but this is how life has me rn

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

Thought about ending it today fr but then I was like how am I gonna look at Stella if I'm fucking dead 😐

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

Well this fucking sucks I didn't think it would ever happen again but I got a really bad anxiety attack at work I had to get the fuck out of there I don't want to go anywhere I want to be away from everything

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

My niece is going back to her dad's :( I'm going to miss her

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

Can life stop fucking me so I can draw my faves fucking instead

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

I just want stability God fucking damn it fuck

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

Big sobbing session done in bathroom because things are probably going to change again I'm tired fellas

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

Hears my manager on the phone just outside the bathroom entrance and I just fart louder

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

I'm so useless when it comes to comforting others sometimes I try my best but I feel like I revert into a fucking child I just feel so small

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

Just had a terrible fuckin anxiety attack right now due to more personal stuff going on at home I wish my family wasn't like this I am unable to help only myself right now and I had to cry it out because it was too much for me to handle

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

READY to get my ass chewed out by customers today as I cancel their orders :3

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

Wait what if...Kizaru was being controlled....holy shit 🫪 hmm who knows I'm still mad at him

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

I'm sorry but being 30 is the best shit that ever happened to me actually I finally feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be age wise cuz I ALWAYS felt like an old fart 😭 like I was already happy when I turned 25 and the older I get, the BETTER

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

Dude I cannot shut up about Vegapunk

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 11/05/2026

I have been getting awfully dizzy lately and yes I know it's because I haven't been eating but I am not hungry ☹️

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 11/05/2026

Wtf do you mean I lost 10lbs NOW that I'm off my weight loss meds kys

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

How the fuck do people handle existing lmao I feel too much all the time or absolutely nothing at all and it's really annoying

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

I find myself happily saying I can't wait to die fr I'm a prisoner in this body and in this planet I didn't ask to be born 😭 and I'm forced to work to survive? Come on bro

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Ok 🫪 @jealousmingo.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

Bought some cinnamon rolls and they were so disappointing now I'm mad 😭

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