iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 25/04/2025

"Same…" he nods, looking at her softly. "Wanna get a coffee together?" He asks, maybe the caffeine will help with his headache.

000

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 26/03/2025

„No problem-“ he says and looks her in the eyes. „Are you okay?“ Bucky asks carefully and gently places a hand on her shoulder.

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

For him, Crystal was clearly real, since all of his friends saw her and talked to her. On one side, the therapist was right, he still had nightmares and hears voices when he‘s stressed. He stayed another moment, waiting for Crystal. Maybe she wants to talk a little.

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

Bucky smiled back at her, but he got called into the doctors office so he couldn’t talk to her. The session was harder and longer than usual, the therapist convinced him to take some kind of pills, one every morning for precaution, and one if his hallucinations spike up. Bucky felt weird after. +

110

Reposted by Buck Buck

Blaze 🔥🌺 @blazewitchdemon.bsky.social · 13/11/2024

⚔ Xandria Blaze Firelight ⚔ Nephilim and Witch ⚔ Independent Portrayal ⚔ OC Character ⚔ No minors ⚔ Ships with Chemistry ⚔ Pansexual ⚔ Seeking mains, SLs, DM to plot ⚔ 21+ ⚔ Banter friendly ♡ & 🔄

144

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

He pulls her in a soft hug, but let go off of her quickly. "Oh before I forget." He pulls out his phone. "Would you mind giving me your number?"

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

// being on RP bsky feels so weird when you wrote RP on twt for so long everything feels different lmao

010

Reposted by Buck Buck

ＴｏｎｙＳｔａｒｋ [Hiatus] @forgedheart.bsky.social · 18/03/2025

“Wake up! Daddy’s home!” 🎬 by rimed.1 on TikTok

4347346

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Steve waved and Bucky lead her down to the door. "It must be a lot to take in and I’m so thankful you did that for me. For someone who you‘ve last seen centuries ago." He says while carefully placing both his hands on her shoulders, looking her in the eyes. "You really helped me."

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Bucky loves that. // and I do too, we need that kind of ending 🥲

010

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

+ "You are not frostbite anymore, you‘re Crystal." She adds.

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

"Of course. I will do that." Bucky nods, "I’ll lead you to the door, okay?" Bucky got up and offers her a hand. Natasha looked at her for a moment. "I mean, it kinda creeps me out that there are three old people now that look younger than me." She chuckles. "But it’s okay, I’ll get used to it." +

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Bucky accepted the hug. "You were greeted with hope and trust. I was greeted with mistrust, hate and… other stuff. It does make sense. You had the chance to get over it." Bucky leaned back and looked at Crystal. "You don’t have to leave, only if you want to." He smiles lightly.

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

That I have a problem with hallucinations or a personality disorder. It was easier for you to blame it on that instead of believing me." Bucky says. His voice a little shaken. "We both have ptsd and I had to sit it out and you had the chance to move on."

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

"As you said a while ago, you got along with the amnesia thing and tried to continue living, I mean, you had a purpose somehow, you are Captain America. People relied on you and there was no time to think of the past. And me? I was trapped in a personality I was forced to have. It’s not unlikely +

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

"I only know I got every stomach flu ever existed and even the ones that didn’t." Steve chuckles and sits down opposite from them. "I‘m sorry I didn’t believed you Buck." Bucky just nods, his heart hurting. "It’s okay."

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Bucky nods, no sore throats while Tony whines like a baby because his pain is so painful." Bucky laughs and Steve nods. "God I remember me lying in bed like every other week, sick like crazy and now I can do whatever I want. Go out in a shirt when it’s cold."

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

+ Jarvis asks if he should read out the article but Steve said no and sighs. "That’s heavy." Bucky again takes crystals hand and lures her over to the couch.

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

"God I miss getting drunk!" He laughs lightly. "Do you want to sit down for a moment?" He asks pointing at the couch. Jarvis had browsed through his informations and couldn’t find a thing except "one article about Frostbite, where her death was titled as 'female Hydra Soldier burned alive'" +

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Bucky pulled up his sleeve as well and showed her the C. "Why did we do that?“ he asks, looking at the B on her wrist. In the meantime Steve asked Jarvis to look for a Sergeant Youngblood and watched them, looking over to Nat who had let down her attack mode and watched them as well.

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

+ Bucky carefully takes Crystals hand and looks at her. "I don’t remember any of the bad stuff you did so." He shrugged with a light smile. "It’s okay now."

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

"Certainly you are." Natasha says, feeling the slight cold creeping up. "I- I mean I do remember you but only as the soldier. I‘m deeply sorry. I should‘ve believed you Bucky but since Tony couldn’t find anything- Crystal, your name isn’t in any history book. Even Jarvis couldn’t sort things out." +

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Natasha looked at her up and down, calming down a little but really confused. "How‘s it possible?" Steve wiped his face and looked at her, really trying to recognize a thing. "I- I’m sorry it seems like we are supposed to know each other but- I don’t."

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Natasha frowned "what are you talking about?" She gets up, one hand already in position to grab her knife. "That’s Crystal." Bucky says. Looking at Cryssie and then at Steve, then back to Nat. Steve almost suffocated on his drink, spiting it out into the sink, coughing.

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Natasha looked up, only expecting Bucky to stand there but it’s- a woman? And she recognizes the face. "Thought you‘re dead" Nat says, already in attack mode. But before she could do anything Bucky intervenes. "So you do see her!" He says louder, anger on his face. "But why should she be dead?!"

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Bucky nods and takes her to the base. The whole walk Bucky didn’t said anything. Trying to stop his crying and calming his breath was enough. "Okay here we are…" he opens the door with his key card and lets Crystal in. "They should be upstairs in the living area."

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

to tell if this is true. If you could come with me and prove them wrong it would be- really, really helpful." He says and looks her in the eyes.

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Bucky nods, a lonely tear runs down his cheek. "Sorry, didn’t meant to cry." He swallows again and takes a deep breath. "It just hurts you know? All of them want me to take some stupid medication. And here you are, right in front of me, as real as someone can be and I’m still- I’m still struggling

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

+ He put his phone away again and wiped over his eyes. Tears shot up and he tried to swallow them down. Natasha was talking to him like he was a child. It was hurting and degrading.

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Still sceptical, he nods. His phone buzzed, Nat was calling. He picked up and talked to her. "I‘m on my way." - "No- no I did not." - "I’m talking to Crystal." - "No- she‘s real. Tasha, I told you." - "I’m not imagining things." - "it’s- no it’s not getting worse." - "yes I’ll be home in 15'." +

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

"Oh- no thanks I know it should be on the same day at 10:30 am I believe." He says and looks at the woman and then back at Crystal. "Okay, that’s fair. She has your name in the computer thingie."

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

"What’s the idea?" He says and looks at her curiously with a smile on his lips.

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

"But maybeeee my imagination lures me into a trap and then I’m sitting in an empty loft, talking to myself." He says, shaking his head a little.

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

"Die…" he sighs, shaking his head. "But yes, you‘re right. I loved the books." He smiled. "Let’s get going. The other are waiting for me, I think." He says and starts walking again. "Where do you have to go?"

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

„You do?“ he asks, „What do you know?“ he was less nervous now and his hand stopped shaking. „i forgot a lot about myself, honestly.“

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

+ Like 110!“ he had a small smile on his lips, listening to his own words made him realize how stupid he must sound. „And maybe you‘re so much into history that you studied me and Steve.“

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

He twitched lightly when she touched him, listening to her words, he calmed down a little. „Maybe…“ he chuckles and wipes over his eyes. „But what if there’s nothing anyways? And then we go to them together and they will think you‘re from this time like everyone else because you don‘t look +

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

+ "or not!" Tears filled his eyes, his hand shaking uncontrollably. He looked at her, his eyes red, biting his lip nervously. "I‘m close to an edge I thought I’d never get close to again."

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

+ "I- I don’t know if you‘re real because no one knows what I’m talking about and Steve says he doesn’t remember a Crystal and Tony can’t find any evidence of you existing and now we‘re standing here, talking and you could literally say anything and I don’t know if it’s me and my stupid brain +

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

"It’s just.. words now, isn’t it?" That’s surprising, Bucky Stopps walking aswell and looks at her. "Okay, look, this is all very confusing and I’m not myself lately, because- you and your pretty face are everywhere in my dreams, and in the park, and at the doctors' and-" he takes a deep breath +

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

+ with the Wintersoldier know those words? If she knows them, what should he do? He takes a deep breath and clenches his teeth, he was nervous.

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

"Hm" he hums, could be his brain playing games. Could be real. There was one question left to maybe find out. "What’s the codewords?" He looks at her, walking a little slower. No one knows them, at least that’s what he thought. Why would someone from the past, that hadn’t had anything to do +

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

He nods, trying not to question too much. What if it’s real? Everybody else was wrong? He has to prove them but how? Maybe she doesn’t want them to see her. He wouldn’t know. "You… do you remember Steve?" He asks carefully.

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

+ between reality and imagination. Bucky wasn’t so sure, Crystal was the only person he sees. Hydra only occurred in his dreams or when he‘s stressed or anxious. Then he hears their voices but other than that… Cryssie was the only one, the only person that reoccurs in his dreams, his reality.

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Bucky’s lips formed a light smile and they both made their way out of the building. "It’s… Crystal right?" He asks, not sure how he should start a conversation properly, her face has been haunting him for months now. The Therapist even wants him to take some pills now, to ease the confusion +

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

+ He walks up to her, once she stepped out of the room. "Hi, uh… I’ve got a feeling, that I know you a lot longer than anyone else, is there a chance… you might walk with me for a moment?"

120

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

+ One Thursday morning, he sits down in the waiting room of his therapist and Crystal was there too. There‘s no wonder the therapist wouldn’t believe him, she visits a different doctor. Today, James walks home by himself so he decides to ask her if she wants to go with him. +

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

+ experiencing. For a few weeks it went well but then Crystal started showing up, wether in reallife or imagination, James couldn’t tell. Everytime he wanted to show someone that she‘s actually there, she disappeared. He couldn’t sleep or eat regularly anymore. Everything felt weird. +

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

+ where Tony browses through his network trying to find anything. "He‘s right, there‘s nothing. No DNA, nor birth- or death certificate. No pictures, family trees, anything." Tony says and looks at Bucky with worry. They convinced him to go to therapy and talk to someone about what he‘s +

110

Buck Buck @jbb1703.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

+ In a new dream he caught her name, finally something to hold on to. "Crystal." He said to Tony. "That’s her name, that’s where the C comes from." He points on his inner wrist, a small tattooed C can be seen on his skin. "I don’t think there’s anyone." Steve says, looking up at the screen +

110