Never understood the concept of spite as a motivator until now
September was probably the worst i've been mentally due to circumstances largely out of my control but the moment its a person who harms me, i feel motivated
I'm gonna keep being who I really am.
No matter what people say.
![A scout results page on umamusume.
6 umas were pulled using scout tickets meaning no carats were used. The pulled umas in question wereL
1. [fanatic<3Jiangshi] Agnes Digital
2. [King of Emeralds] King Halo
3. [Get to Winning!] Winning Ticket
4. [King of Emeralds] King Halo
5. [fanatic<3Jiangshi] Agnes Digital
6. [tach-nology] Agnes Tachyon](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:lkix57a65yyy7gzfeewl74xn/bafkreidzy43lemvrlwvihp2ki5jfqqn3xe2ljggle7u2ykq3nw55i4vxai)
![A screenshot of javasript code that reads as follows:
var conArray = [
[], [], [], [], [], []
];](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:lkix57a65yyy7gzfeewl74xn/bafkreiamszswuy2huechaotult4o6vc7r7pn3ifc25cpk32agevgdux7dm)
![A screenshot of a set of balatro jokers for my first run of the day, featuring:
Ice cream: +100 chips, -5 chips for every played hand
blueprint: copies joker to the right
Hanging Chad [eternal | holographic]: retriggers first played card 2 times
smiley face [eternal]: played face cards give +5 mult
triboulet: played queens and kings grant x2 mult
photograph: first played face card grants x2 mult](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:lkix57a65yyy7gzfeewl74xn/bafkreiaapijycq6na2oldwzg67c45kg4wuga32vo3oxey3d7hq4eifoopu)
![Game over screen for my first balatro run of the day:
best hand: 186,601,140
Most played hand: pair [61]
cards played: 190
cards discarded: 66
cards purchased: 74
times rerolled: 78
new discoveries: 3
Seed: 9B79LGAE
ante: 12
Round: 36 (high score)
defeated by: small blind](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:lkix57a65yyy7gzfeewl74xn/bafkreihxso5w3j77h4j6efacrbz5ptlbbdgih5ku62a5rsqssllym5247u)
![a screenshot of a set of jokers for the second run of balatro for the day:
Wee Joker: gains +8 chips when each played 2 is scored [+848]
hanging chad [eternal]: retriggers first played 2 additional times
onyx agate: played clubs give +7 mult
gros Mischel: grants +15 mutl, 1/6 chance to go extinct at the end of a round
brainstorm [eternal]: copies the leftmost joker
note: gros mischel isn't in the screenshot because it was sold in the ante 8 boss, which debuffs all cards until a joker is sold.](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:lkix57a65yyy7gzfeewl74xn/bafkreigbkwt43r3fvcypcmkqcyww6vf7wjm3m5pxs6pbakmpr7qcwnuufe)
![A set of Jokers from balatro, these jokers include (from left to right)
[negative] delayed gratification
[negative] banner
[negative] blue joker
[negative] scholar
[negative] misprint
[negative[ abstract joker
Swashbuckler
[Holographic] hologram
Throwback
Card Sharp
Acrobat](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:lkix57a65yyy7gzfeewl74xn/bafkreidwmyimqfwqlfb4adpkfcux2e3o4fiwp4ljtfvel5ayhibi76c4hi)
![A screenshot of text on a google doc. text surrounded by [] is highlighted in yellow, and text highlighted in () is highlighted in orange
screen is because really, it doesn’t matter. So given this is a VERY similar situation, I can infer that something similar could also happen. [Other people could probably also infer this, but choose not to because this is Starforce two and not the golden boy starforce one-]
(Might remove this bit, mostly because it feels really salty - Jay)](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:lkix57a65yyy7gzfeewl74xn/bafkreihag5j3ap4jlv7pu2elekgrg7g25nrf7ydhxqxfptrflkvuudcrhy)
