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yeah i know! thats why I commissioned it and I am absolutely in love with it, but the indecisiveness is still soo strong and such a strong source of anxiety and stress >m<

Am I waifu material? 🎶6'2" 🎶will excitedly talk through media 🎶will get in the way in the kitchen 🎶random outbursts of joy and whimsy 🎶music jargon and other hyperfixations 🎶is a cat and wants attention but only the right amount at the 🎶right time 🎶sensitive emotionally and physically 🎶light mode

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idk if its because im autistic or what but this is why as a child, i grew up in the fandom but never interacted because i couldnt draw and wasnt able to choose an identity within the fandom, and why it took me so long even as an adult ahhhhh there is tooo much creative potential in this fandom qwq

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but like do i just keep my personal and brand sonas the same or different? should the brand sona be something that makes sense musically? My ideas have always been possum, bat, and snow leopard, but like i love ALL furry species and want wayyy too many sonas... I even want another poss sona already

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Ratstopher @jaystopher.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

mini rant it took so long to commission art because i cant decide what species i want to portray as indefinetely i know i can have multiple sonas and suits and all that but where i want to go down the content creator path i want to have one mascot that doesnt change to confuse branding and stuff so

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Unironically made me lose focus and became thoughtless

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Ratstopher @jaystopher.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

Huh, I need to try that! I love chili

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Just got home and bro decided my bag was his bed now

FUDJGKYSOGLAGKW I’VE BEEN SO OBSESSED WITH MY PFP SINCE I RECEIVED HIM i literally can’t stop looking at him he’s so PRETTY i can’t thank olive_cow enough she did a FANTASTIC job working with the fucked up refs and shit I gave her LMAO AHHHHHHHHHDJSJJSJS

Honestly slay. I love manga do much and want to expand my collection. Unfortunately, $$

Oh I see hahaha I unfortunately know what you mean 😅

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Wrapped isn’t really accurate for me because i don’t listen to a lot of music so if i listen to a song like three times it goes on my repeat and gets streamed hundreds of times, also i listen mostly to different classical recordings which dont show on wrapped So here’s my recently liked too

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I only own the first five volumes unfortunately, then i got broke. Maybe I’ll try and read the rest are the library this winter break lol There is a certain episode late season 3 that brought the tears though. So good..

I am autistic and attend a school of music, my taste is beyond yeen comprehension (bad)

I also desperately need a new internet friend group lmao i feel ya

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I rarely cry and it kinda sucks because my eyes always wanna cry so I feel ya I cried to Beastars Season 3 though

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I haven’t heard of a single one of those songs and have never listened to a single one of those musicians!!

Ratstopher @jaystopher.bsky.social · 09/12/2024

Now that I can’t want to go to MFF, I want to go to ANE! But I would need to find a roommate and maybe someone willing to drive there with me because I’m afraid of planes

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Rennie♡Kingsley @dearstarling.bsky.social · 08/12/2024

Movin right along 🎵🍃

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Ratstopher @jaystopher.bsky.social · 02/12/2024

That's okay! I still got yearrrssss before I do dma interviews (i am an undergrad), so I can't imagine how stressful it is, but just keep practicing and I guarantee you got it!