Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 06/10/2026www.youtube.com/live/FZWE0z9...youtube.comCaves of Qud - Aberration Time!YouTube video by Jarr 030
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 05/10/2026Putting it another way: There's lots of movies about 'joining the team' or 'winning the tournament' and 'never giving up', But like, do the organizers of tournaments endure the same thing? Those offering prizes and social incentives to win, do they suffer? Or do they get what they want regardless? 020
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 05/10/2026It seems if someone is humiliated, say, even to the point of self-destructive behavior, when's the last time a 'grace period' is given to recover instead of 'pushing forward' and 'remaining productive'? Sometimes I wonder why certain subject matter, despite relevance, remains obscure. 120
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 05/10/2026Kind of an odd tangent, but it's brought on 'cause I keep learning about how certain subject matter can't be breached outside of adult work, but... I get the feeling in this perseverance-oriented world that the idea of being 'too embarrassed' to do something is often downplayed. No movies about it. 131
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 05/10/2026Even after saying that, I still feel like I shouldn't do it unless I have art prepared for an eventual thumbnail or announcement picture. It would beat seeing no interest if I just 'did it suddenly'. But then the cycle of needing to produce more begins again, and defeats doing it in the first place. 020
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 05/10/2026I feel the need to focus on 'relaxing online' AKA not obsess over how 'I could be making money for drawings instead of...' etc. It feels sorta 'wrong' to just spontaneously stream a game, feels like I need to ask permission to post non-fetish work. Uh that being said, I wanna stream Caves of Qud.. 130
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 04/10/2026I'd really like to discuss, say, 'Mouthwashing', a masterclass in both pessimistic sentiment as well as anti-capitalist blah-blah. With one character that seems an easy lay-up for me to draw fanart of, but I find him so evil that I don't even want to. Cute, sure, but so insidious and corrupting. 020
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 04/10/2026The difficulty in portraying a pessimistic view that brings a rewarding outcome is that it challenges established 'rules of how to portray a rewarding outcome'. Many stories do not sincerely portray giving up as a worthwhile thing to do, even when persevering leads to suffering or even a bad ending. 220
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 03/10/2026I think of Hayao Miyazaki, who from what I gather seems to be legendarily pessimistic. "I don't feel the joy of being finished. Making a film just makes me suffer. The period of completion brings no happiness..." and other sentiments. If not him, then think of Eeyore. Everyone loves him! 130
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 03/10/2026One thing that I think would help in trying to 'get going again' creatively would be to be able to be true to myself and how I'm a pessimistic person, which is not to say 'negative'. I would say a pessimist could identify negativity and avoid it in ways that an optimist would probably try to ignore. 140
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Maybe that's just the way I remember it ;w; That movie ends with the narrator talking about god and other deep stuff that gallileo said, and donald's looking through a buncha doors... I imagine he peeks into one after the credits roll that shows a traumatic scene, just off camera ; w ; 020
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Does anyone remember in Disney's "Donald in Mathmagic Land", the part where the narrator goes to clean up Donald's mind, and there's this sign saying "DONALD'S EXTREMELY HUGE PILE OF EROTIC MANGA" and the narrator just starts opening up all the magazines against Donald's protesting? 363
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 26/09/2026The anime was originally called "Oyayubi Monogatari" I believe, I recently found all the episodes on youtube. I'll watch this one properly later, but I'm very pleased there's a lot more material to see from this series hehe: www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbxI...youtube.comThumbelina - Episode 13 - Dragon of Flower Light (English Sub CC)YouTube video by Cartoon's Planet 132
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 26/09/2026So it looks like we got a cute dragon alert going on. They cut the anime adapted from Thumbelina down to a single VHS in the 90's, and they cut stuff like THIS out!? Yeah so I'm gonna have to stream all of this while drawing, then. It's decided. A 90's vhs movie was actually a 26 episode series! 165
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 26/09/2026I'd love to somehow just karaoke it somehow, and usually I'd like to listen to it raw and explain what I can get from it, and my process of looking up words, and correct myself with the lyrics later. But this one's words are really hard to make out, and are pretty complicated words so idk xDD 120
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 25/09/2026*bung-dances* www.youtube.com/watch?v=6UF_...youtube.comアニメ『スティール・ボール・ラン ジョジョの奇妙な冒険』ノンクレジットオープニング映像｜Kroi 『SPIN』YouTube video by Warner Bros. Japan Anime 040
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 25/09/2026The new steel ball run intro came out and I want to drop everything and like, learn to make a video about learning the lyrics and karaoke (the lyrics sound pretty 'slurry/very accented' to me) I just dunno who'd benefit! 240
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 22/09/2026Starting to get the feeling that it really will just be whoever showing up to my hangouts, it's just going to be what it is... Well, felt like chilling out, might find SOMETHING to play, and uh....Mmhm! picarto.tv/JarrCCB in 30 mins or so.picarto.tvPicarto: The World's Best Creative Live Streaming Service 020
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 20/09/2026gonna hang out and stream case closed and maybe draw again owo picarto.tv/JarrCCB In 1 hour! 7 PM EST. 121
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 20/09/2026Just thought I'd do whatever tonight OwO VERY slow drawing and Case Closed cause why not .w. Midnight Stream :D picarto.tv/JarrCCB (wants to get better at streaming spontaneously) (and keeping them up)picarto.tvPicarto: The World's Best Creative Live Streaming Service 121
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 12/09/2026eh fuck it *cough* mood www.youtube.com/watch?v=tNcq...youtube.comWhy Gen Z has no faith in the future. (And how to avoid the doomer mindset).YouTube video by Downward Diary 021
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 12/09/2026A certain someone (bsky.app/profile/four...) found a new game to play :3c (btw the game is store.steampowered.com/app/4739660/... 154
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 06/09/2026(Damn it, I forgot to link Youtube also. Try here, just doing game streams for now but who knows what else later?) www.youtube.com/@jarrccb/str...youtube.comJarrStreaming and recording games and videos. 010
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 06/09/2026It's me! Shapeshifting forms, wanting to weeb out and draw and play games and hang out and, yeah. www.furaffinity.net/user/jarrccb x.com/JarrCCB picarto.tv/JarrCCB 171
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 14/08/2026Almost done with profiles and got to sing Komm Susser Todd at the end, sounds good to me owo 000
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 14/08/2026picarto.tv/JarrCCB Gonna get these profiles done one way or another, hopefully tonight! Owed commissions after, but only if I can get done with these profile illustrations. Might play videos but feel more like music tonight. Starting sometime within 30 minutes or so.picarto.tvPicarto: The World's Best Creative Live Streaming Service 120
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 09/08/2026picarto.tv/JarrCCB I think I'll try to get going on those profiles again in one hour, 9 PM EST.picarto.tvPicarto: The World's Best Creative Live Streaming Service 110
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 05/08/2026That's mainly because Maria is playable in that version and that version only (not counting a PSP re-release I think) I'm used to the PS1 version but the Saturn one would be new for me, and cool if I could play as her after x3 I have a specific playstyle for Alucard in the meantime :3 110
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 05/08/2026I wanna play Symphony of the Night on stream ;w; maybe the saturn version if I can figure it out ;w; 110
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Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 24/07/2026Birthday today, was half thinking of maybe trying to stream something like Rimworld or maybe the PS2 Golden Wind game .w. Or maybe even start that Bloodborne one if I'm in a really good mood .w. 000
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 01/07/2026Traveling for two weeks starting today, so I'll be away for a while but I'll be back in a bit. Solving the 'art for money' dilemma is the best case scenario, and beyond that, I just want to come back able to enjoy things again, to feel like it's worth hosting things or delivering things for others. 000
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 18/06/2026www.furaffinity.net/user/jarrccb picarto.tv/JarrCCB www.youtube.com/@jarrccb x.com/JarrCCB 000
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 24/05/2026I've got a lot of ideas for games I could stream, but I feel like showing this one some love, the first time you play is special so I think it'd be cool for others to go give this one a try, it's free either way. store.steampowered.com/app/3450750/... A cross between Alien Soldier and Star Fox ^^store.steampowered.comA Whole Wolfrush on SteamFour friends battle their way across space to claim a once-in-a-lifetime wish. Their lives are in your hands. 000
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 23/05/2026www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5gK...youtube.comYoake No MarikoYouTube video by Jarr 010
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 09/05/2026I find 'Dark Playroom' to be a bit generic and kind of lame but it does describe an environment I want. I want a subscribestar so I named it that and can't change the url ( can change display name) "Dark Playroom Monitor" sounds cumbersome...But I like the idea of games playing on a daycare monitor. 000
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 21/04/2026I don't have a lot of PS4 games to play, the disc drive doesn't work so it's only games I've downloaded, only interested in Bloodborne, Mad Rat Dead, and...Well, not 'in spite of', but 'because of' me being a die-hard Jojo purist, I sort of just hate Eyes of Heaven. Only if others wanted to see it. 000
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 21/04/2026When I use the PS4 it gives me the option to show the chat and an on-screen message, shown on the right. On the left it's just the game and no chat. I considered the chat on-screen could be distracting. Do you have a preference? 100
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 20/04/2026Singing weeb stuff would be pretty cool...Heh. I mean come on, I can't be the only one in my circle who does weeb karaoke. 020
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 20/04/2026Sometimes I stop and think about how much I didn't like Persona 4's story, heh... 000
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 18/04/2026I'm just so glad to hear you, or anyone say it. I know others feel that way, I know my work and I am appreciated, but I am a nervous wreck, I do compare myself, and something I do seems to turn people away. I really am glad to hear you say it, and glad for others to think it. I'm glad to be here 010
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 18/04/2026Just dying to know who un-watched, to be honest. No feedback, comments, faves or watches, but someone felt the need to leave in just one day? I want to know what I should have done. I want to know if what I did was the right thing, but it feels like no one can tell me and the answer won't come. 010
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 18/04/2026As Diavolo said, "この世には結果だけが残る". As my audience says to me, "俺のそばに近寄るなーーー！！” And as I think about art going forward, ”真実に到達する事は決して” 110
Jarr @jarrccb.bsky.social · 18/04/2026come to think of it, the last un-watch was when I went from the other account to Jarr. This next one was when I went back. This has been the most feedback I've gotten in a long time. Ah well, the fetish art is about to start again. Feedback doesn't matter anymore, just productivity and results. 110
