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Existence is Futile

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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 11h
She’s bought a ring camera apparently so they should be able to access it remotely and hear the abuse she’s been putting me and the upstairs neighbour through. Bit of course that would require actual police work and then they’d have to go against the cult of misandry and tell a female to behave
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 12h
You’ve summoned a fucking dark storm.
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 14h
You’ve not only lost my trust you’ve gained an enemy.
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 14h
Did big bertha try to set up two officers because of her misandrist pedo mindset?
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 15h
Big Bertha just went to the crime bosses paying her and asked them to kill me and they are shocked and appalled that she is so delusional they think that’s what they are about. They think she is psycho
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 20h
Sick to death of her abusive tantrums
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 21h
She’s continuing her tantrums
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 12/10/2026
She’s never going to stop.
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 12/10/2026
She didn’t bang the floor last night but did it all day including slamming something on the floor suddenly to try and frighten me twice. Now it’s got to this time she’s started dropping things on the floor above me because she thinks I’m trying to sleep
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 12/10/2026
She won’t stop. Everyone I try to nap she starts banging the floor
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
This week has crawled by. Had a bad cold, then I had to withdraw from the painkillers I was taking for the cold suddenly because I had no money to buy more and wean myself so that was days of illness worse than the cold. Ran out of weed a week ago too so it’s been boring af. Still got tomorrow to
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
I think one of the neighbours had a word with the abusive troll upstairs and told her they won’t protect her anymore if she continues her abusive behaviour tonight. I can’t describe how evil she accuratly because it’s right up there with the worst of them but just my luck there are a number
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
Phone hotspot has been working really well but the last few days it’s constantly freezing when the connection is good and needs to be reset. Annoying af
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
So relieved to have my strength back after injuring myself. It's was song recovering I thought I was done and had to accept I was too old. Landed hard on my side where I had a kidney operation 30 years ago and ripped all the scar tissue. Four months of recovery which is the third year in a row
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
In two separate incidents when I was watching a murder investigation about a woman who killed a young girl when they were a teenager getting caught by dna decades later she freaked out and threw a tantrum worse than usual. All her friends were there and she shocked them all by getting up and
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
When I spoke to my neighbour about her abuse he told me he’d told the housing officer and she had lied and said everyone said they couldn’t hear anything. So he said to by a sound bar and put music on loud because that is what he would do. I’ve not done it until now but I will from now on
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
Stayed up all night again screaming and slamming the floor and arguing with her boyfriend and I had to put white noise on full blast to drown her out through 80 watt speakers yet today when I tried to nap she was waiting and listening and banged the floor and woke me up again. So I put music on
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
I was tired but then the memory was g them gaslighting me came into my head as I was laying down and now I feel like I could do with hitting a punching bag
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
Right on cue the mad abusive shit for brains has started her bullshit as I’m going to sleep. Completely quiet right up until I’m trying to sleep and then repeated loud bangs right above where I’m sleeping until 3am. It went on until 6:30 this morning and stopped because I got up for the day
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
Thinking back to the visit from the police and the housing officer the other day they came here trying to gaslight me and tell me it’s normal noise and she doesn’t have a boyfriend when I’ve heard them screaming arguing and banging the floor all night because the housing officer is so toxic she t
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
She’s gone back to sleeping until 9 or ten at night so she can stay up all night banging the floor to harass me like she did for over a year before
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
How do you sit without hurting your knees ?
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
I’ve been struggling to eat this past week but a couple of bike rides and now I’m starving all of a sudden. Ate two boiled eggs in brioche buns with mayo and barbecue sauce and it’s like I’ve taken the best drug in the world.
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
I feel better today than I have in four months. Lost loads of weight though and feel a lack of stamina
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
Asda security yet again
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
Lost all my photos from my hiking days. Finally got a computer that has an sd slot after eight years and they are corrupted or something
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
So tired I fell into a deep sleep with heavy metal playing loud
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
The despicable act of blaming a diagnoses for their antisocial behaviour despite it not being documented as causing it is a clear sign of antisocial personality
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
Everytime there is good weather for a bike ride the troll keeps me awake and I feel to tired to go anywhere. I hate it here and I hate the staff who’ve failed to protect me from a mentally ill abusive narcissist psychopath
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
I’ll join the Russians if they don’t do something about this mad cunt harassing me
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
She banged the floor all night again like a demented lunatic but couldn’t wake me up most of the time because of the white noise. Since 5/30 she’s woken me up repeatedly. She’ll sleep all day no and do it again tomorrow and won’t stop even though the police are involved. #insanity
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
It’s uncanny, everytime I start to drift off she somehow knows and bangs the floor to wake me up. She must be listening to every single move I make waiting. Two years of this mad abusive cow harassing me for no reason just because they can’t think of anything better to do.
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
The troll has started her abuse already. She won’t stop. I think her boyfriend is gone because the past week she’s been worse and there’s no arguments from him trying to stop her. They’ve done nothing but argue since Christmas so maybe he got fed up of her because session with me
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
I found ten quid a few months back and had money so I stashed it in a book and forgot about it. It’s the end of the month and I have almost no food for the next four days and I just remembered it was there. It’s funny how this tenner has more value than the hundreds i spent
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Almost got hit by a car because they seemed to be turning one way and then suddenly changed direction so I hit the brakes and would have stopped but it had started raining a bit causing me to lock up. If I hadn’t braked I would have missed them but I came to a stop right in her path and she had to b
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Tried to have a nap but the mad bitch was stalking me and started banging the floor to wake up
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Almost wish my tooth would just fall out now. Front right is broken in two and the gum barely holds it in. It wobbles about and if I catch it with food it flaps right back exposing underneath. Fml
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
My side still feels bruised and sore from an accident four months ago
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Minecraft is really doing my head in now. First they did something dodgy and distant horizons disappeared from my mod lists and won't work and now trying to set up voxy on a 1.21.11 instance is really annoying as I've gone through the entire list of downloads twice to set it up and its messed up
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Horrible, nasty pos
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Tired af again. Got more sleep than yesterday but still nowhere near enough. I hate this woman so much. I was homeless for ten years and getting this flat was supposed to be the best thing to happen but she has made it a living hell worse than being homeless by far.
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
She doesn’t seem to enjoy being kept awake all night which is ironic because she has really enjoyed keeping me awake for the last two years.
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
I normally hate the idea of violence to a living creature but I’m starting to have some really dark thoughts about hurting this troll badly.
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
I sincerely and wholeheartedly despise this woman with a passion.
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
The troll woke me up again and now I can’t get back to sleep because I’m anticipating the next time it bangs the floor. Took until gone 4am to get to sleep and kept on banging the floor. I’ve moved my bed into the living room to get away from her but she follows me. She isn’t sane enough to be
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
Anxiety is killing me rn
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I’m dreading trying to sleep tonight with that troll upstairs. I’ve lost so much sleep the last two years it’s had a terrible effect on me. She keeps me up all night and then sleeps all day so she’s fine and I’m suffering badly
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
Started drifting off to sleep so of course there’s something being thrown around just as I do
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
Got a bit worked up talking to the police earlier but I think it was a combination of very little sleep for days and the toxic housing officer showing up which made my blood boil a bit
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Existence is Futile @jamesmillman3113.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I don’t know what material they made the kitchen out of but it’s like they chose the cheapest nastiest stuff designed to always look dirty no matter how you try and clean it.
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