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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂

@jaejae2go.bsky.social
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🏳️‍⚧️ Apache in AZ. Belly dancer, pow wow dancer, actor . Heartstopper fan and fic author. 🍂 archiveofourown.org/users/JaeJae2Go…

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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 4h
Was asked out on a date at the beginning of the week. We planned for it to be last night. I was so excited for it. He didn’t show. Once again, I was stood up. Took this pic right before I’d burst into tears. Just going to put on Heartstopper all weekend and wish for a love like that.
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Two days of rain and dank. It’s almost foreign to me here. Phoenix is mostly sunshine year round so this is a welcomed change.
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Felt kinda pretty today. 🙃
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Just checking in. Been feeling very lost these days. I’m I’m still here. Hope you’re all in a better place than I am. ❤️
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
It was 23°C this morning and I was freezing! 🤣🤣 Autumn is on its way here in Phoenix! 😍😎🌵🌴🪶
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Last night was a blast! Got to see my siblings and I’m so glad I was able to get out of the flat for awhile. I hate living so far away from them. But I’ll get to see them again next month. 🥹🥰
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
So.. 26 months on estrogen. I still can’t believe I’ve passed the 2 year mark. It’s been a journey and I’ve seen amazing results! Here’s to forever more. 💪🏽🏳️‍⚧️🪶
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
Tonto Apache Pow Wow was a blast! I danced hard, cheered way too much and am now so very sore. 😭😭😭 Worth it. 😎🌲🏳️‍⚧️🪶
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
Feeling a little better today. Looking forward to tomorrow as I’ll be dancing in this special. I’m excited to see friends as it’s been awhile. I hope you all have an amazing weekend #heartsky ❤️🏳️‍⚧️🪶
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
I’m tired of trying. I’m tired of existing. I’m tired of this all consuming loneliness. I’m tired of crying all the time. I’m tired of being alone. I’m this much closer of just seeing myself out of this world. I’m tired of living. Bring on death.
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
The last pic we took together yesterday. I wish we had taken more pix but we spent the day in the pool and grilling out with his family. So many laughs and a few tears. Ok, it’s me, a lot of tears. Until next time, my boy. ❤️
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
Time flew by.. I had so much fun with Eddy these past couple days. Today he’s spending with his mum and sis and I can’t help how empty I feel without him. He flies out tomorrow and who knows how long before I see him again. 😞💔
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
My boy is back!!! 😭😭 Even if only for a few days. Tonight is his 20th year high school reunion so we’ll be getting ready for that soon. Happy weekend all!! ❤️
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
I swear my family is cursed. My parents divorced when I was young, I got divorced 11 years ago and now my brother’s going through a divorce. 😞
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
Good morning! It’s been a very active monsoon week, but I’m just happy we’re getting very much needed rain here in Phoenix! Also stupid happy Eddy flies back for a visit in 3 weeks! He’s taking me to his 20 year high school reunion. 😍😍
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
One of the many cool lightning shots I got from last nights insane storm. It’s been years since I’ve experienced a storm that intense! 70+mph winds, dust wall, horizontal rain, constant lightning. Lasted over an hour! Temps dropped almost 40°. Meant to get more storms this week.. 😎🌵
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
So happy Kit is joining me and Joe in the MCU!! I’m gonna say it. Kitclops. You’re welcome. 🤭
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
ITS THE FREAKING WEEKEND!!! Have fun you lot, I’ll be poolside, in the pool and in the aircon all weekend working on my story. Were meant to hit really high temps of 48°C/118°F come Sunday.
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
I’m not sure how I feel about the rush of felons flooding my dating inbox. 😶
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
OMGGGGGG…. I think I just had an epiphany… is Eddy my Michael Holden?? Am I Tori Spring???? Eddy was never my boyfriend but he spent almost all of his time with me after his breakup until he moved half way across the world. I just broke my brain. 😶
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
When Heartstopper is your life because no one has shown you any interest so you’re just perpetuating single despite putting yourself out there. 😭 Apparently a loving, supportive partner isn’t something anyone wants anymore. 💔
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
New record for me today #heartsky. Watched the movie, Heartstopper Forever four times. Not sorry. 😋
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
Well, this certainly was not on my bingo card today. 🙈
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
Oh yeah, almost forgot. Happy Two Years on estrogen to meeeee! 🏳️‍⚧️🪶
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
Two nights in a row of dust walls! 😍😍
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
#heartsky! Leave it to me to be flat broke for the next week and Heartstopperless. Netflix couldn’t process my payment because, there’s nothing in my account. There goes my marathon. No food, no petrol, no HS for a week. Gutted. 😭😭
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
I was up on my tippy toes and he’s still taller than me. 🫠
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
We both cried on the phone this morning. We’re both such emotional people and it totally makes sense as we’re both Pisces. I don’t know how I always forget that. Miss our almost nightly cuddles lol
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 06/07/2026
So, A1C is still in the prediabetic range but it’s now at the bottom of that range. Even though I’m technically 100lbs overweight (I don’t see how), I want to lose at least 50 more lbs. I think if I lost 100lbs (which would make me 130lbs), I’d look sickly. So, putting the work in. 😎💪🏽🎧
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
So.. Blast from the past!! I was going though my old photo box and found a pic of me and Eddy about a month after we first met! He invited me to his alumni formal! 16 years ago, we were babies! 😭😭
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 02/07/2026
I think this is my favourite pic I took with Eddy before he left. He’s loving Sydney though. I’m glad he’s happy there, even if it’s without me. ❤️
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
Surprised my local B&N already have the display already up #heartsky!! EEEEE! It was tucked away in a corner but I found it and purchased! I know what I’m doing tonight. 🤭
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 29/06/2026
These last few days have been absolute gobshite. I’m not coping very well at all. 😞
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 26/06/2026
Shit on a stick… it really hit the fan today and I don’t know how to feel. I’m so overwhelmed right now. I really need a hug. 🥺
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
Can I have him back please?
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
#heartsky He’s got that Charlie Spring tan going on. 🤩
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
#heartsky, I CANNOT!!!!!!! He’s too adorable for this world and we do not deserve him!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
Alice is going on a book tour #heartsky!!!!! I’m so stoked!!! More locations and dates may be added later on but for now, I’m banking on Los Angeles! I’ll make the 6 hour drive just to meet her. But also hoping Phoenix may be added on… happy weekend!! ❤️
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
Can I just go one day without crying into my cereal bowl, please? That’s be great, thanks.
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
Oh yeah, almost forgot! Today is my 23 month on estrogen!! Here’s a before and after! Happy Pride month!!
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
Eddy’s been gone almost two weeks now and I genuinely feel half of me was ripped away. I’m handling it very hard. 😞
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
Yesterday was fun. Got to dance with many others on the Chase Field baseball field for Native American Recognition Day. It’s my third year doing it. Always a good time. #whitemountainapache
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
Happy Friday #heartsky!! My date didn’t happen, he picked up a gig. Not mad about it, I’d have done the same. Maybe tomorrow? Who knows. Got some other errands done and am missing Eddy like crazy. He’s well, starts work next week! Have a great weekend y’all!! ❤️
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
Still alive and still cute. Have a date tomorrow, let’s see if they show up, eeeeeee! 🫣
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
Omgggggg!!!!! Goodbye Echo.. thank you for being our Nellie.. 😭😭 #heartsky
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
On a more positive note, I’m fucking cute and deserve so much better than I’ve been treated. Happy Sunday. ❤️
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
I will never understand how I always get treated absolute shit. My friends are all in happy, healthy relationships yet I’m always disrespected, called names and looked at as lesser than. What have I ever done to the universe? Why me? Why do I even exist then? 🥺😭💔
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 30/05/2026
It’s the weekend #heartsky! I can’t believe I’m almost 2 years on HRT! Like, I haz boobacles now! It’s so freeing to see my body how I’ve always wanted to see it. To align it to how I’ve always felt from the inside. Celebrating myself this weekend. (Also hopefully seeing Eddy before he leaves.)
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 28/05/2026
Really have had a rough go of it (mentally) but am trying to keep positive. ❤️
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JaeJae 🏳️‍⚧️🪶❤️🌵😎🍂 @jaejae2go.bsky.social · 26/05/2026
Forced myself out of the flat today. Could have easily sat about stewing in my emotions. But I’m glad I went out and did something, lol. Picked up a facial oil and cough drops lol. Love you, #heartsky ❤️
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