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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

while i personally do not forgive him, its important to form your own opinions on this situation. - admin 1

Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I’ve always loved how the OSC can be a scene where we geek over object shows no matter what background, and I'll keep doing my part to show that.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

To the people I hurt, I seriously apologize. I’m committed to making sure this can’t happen again, and I’ll keep working on the changes I started last year.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

who we celebrate at the tour, and more. My past year has been about making things right behind the scenes. If you met me at the 2026 Tour, you met the “me” who made the change and worked at it for 1 year. I’m the same person as this summer, on the same mission.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

People who know me in person know where I stand with people from marginalized communities, which is the same as ever. I think my actions should speak louder than words, and I’ll continue this past year with how I use my time in education, my platform, events I attend IRL,

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I’m going to keep doing what I’ve been doing in that time, which include talking to the victims, therapy, and getting educated. To the many people my inappropriate posts reached, I’m sorry for my hurtful and misguided words, and hope that the effort I’ve put in shows how strongly I believe this.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I can’t undo the damage done and I will live with the consequences, but what I can do is continue the therapy and work I’ve done to ensure it never happens again. I haven’t been reading Twitter for the past year.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I couldn’t see the difference between the noise that exists on the internet and noise posted by me. I found myself cynically copying online comment sections, out of pain rather than hatred. I was wrong.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

These were the impulsive replies of an unhealthy person, not based in belief but tasteless edginess and impulsive outbursts. I wasn’t taking responsibility that it was still me, and these were real people.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Looking back at these harmful posts after a year of changes, I don’t agree with them. It’s seriously my bad to have shocked and hurt people, and for folks wondering what I was thinking, this is best as I can describe it.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I changed focus in May by enrolling in ethnic studies, sociology, and the social effects of media so I can learn to do better by my audience. I started this plan in July 2025, with no one requiring me to, and I plan to continue.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Getting confirmation again on ASD has made things I’d struggled with privately make so much more sense. Therapy has helped me understand those struggles and handle it the right way. 5. This is why I’m continuing to educate myself. While I already meant to come back to Berkeley

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Since therapy in childhood, I’ve always lived as someone on the spectrum, even if I never revealed it. When I wrote about autism, I always identified with it. It reflected my own insecurities, pride, self-image, and difficulty at the time to ask for help.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

It was my responsibility to confront my issues like emotional regulation and context blindness, but I also needed to be better educated by neurodivergence experts. 4. I was deemed a candidate for ASD testing in the process.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

At our first August 2025 meeting back in office, I apologized to our crew to describe how I regretted what I’d done and my mission to do better. 3. Importantly, I’ve been going to therapy, because how I used social media meant my social behaviors needed to be addressed.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I don’t think anyone deserves to feel that way and wish the best for anyone else quitting a substance. 2. After the summer of 2025, I spent half a year directly calling victims I had written about, driving across states, and flying to their hometowns to apologize in person.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

This was a wake-up call. I went cold-turkey in 2025, though allowing drinking at events. When I crossed 14 months for the first time in my life, I felt I proved I could quit when I wasn’t sure before.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

To show how seriously I’ve taken this, I can finally reveal how I’ve worked to do better for the past 14 months: 1. I committed to my first full year of sobriety. I had become dependent and posted like this through the drug withdrawals.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

It was absolutely wrong and I’m fully responsible, so I knew a major effort was owed. I had hit a deeply unhealthy place with dependency and addiction, which is why since July 2025 I’ve stayed committed to addressing what kind of condition I was in to post like this, so that it never happens again.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

The day I learned of the damage I had done, I deleted my account and vowed to serious life changes so I never reach that state again.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Until 14 months ago, I used social media wildly irresponsibly, using the name Oddcard and others. I posted ragebait I don’t believe in, insulted literal fans, showed ignorance, and acted incredibly antisocially to people close to me who I love.

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Jacknjellify @jacknjellify.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

pasting his response here, bluesky character limit SUCKS btw so sorry if its odd Hello! Yesterday, I got confirmation I’ve been diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder. It’s one of many steps I’ve taken over the past 14 months, when I first faced my Twitter mistakes and started working to do better.