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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I'm back home, its gonna take a while before i continue looking into missing folks. its not easy moving around with a leg that's constantly spasming. I'm going to post a video as soon as I'm done cobbling together the footage i got from before Redlight got to me. So much on my plate.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

I've been in the hospital for 2 months, there's a lot that has happened. I'm still recuperating from some asshole in a red hoodie smashing my leg into fucking pieces with a hammer. I haven't had my phone in a while, hopefully I'll be more active with updates soon. I'm going to get some sleep.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

After the IV We shall meet again. Until then, avoid the red light. -Avis

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

I think I might have made a breakthrough, I've been recording stuff here and there, but until I know more. I won't be that active online, other than connecting with friends and sharing anything important. Wish me luck everyone.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

Walls.... Upon Walls. I need to do something rather than fucking around with this computer. It's frustrating. I hate when people are cryptic and vague. That's most people I know from the coven, they want you to come up with solutions. They feed you the basic Intel and leave you to play detective.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 16/01/2026

I hate search engines, you can't find shit. It seems pointless. I was given an address to that fellow Hills Parker and no one was there. I decided to head back home and track down any social media presence. I found a private Instagram so I've hit a wall. I need to go back to the drawing board.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

Just a little compilation I put together of the last few months youtu.be/-s5dewiXFgo?...

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Changing Seasons

YouTube video by Ivy's Memoirs

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

I get to see Avery again on the 1st. Folks may ask why I don't just "Walk" to her. Truth is traveling like that isn't viable for the long term. It adds up resulting in me getting sick. My best advice for folks as weird as me is if you develop an ability, don't misuse, or over do it. Happy Holidays.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 13/12/2025

I would be frostbit if I did what he did.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 11/12/2025

It has a hat now..... A fucking hat... I just finished taking a shower. After I left the bathroom I went to grab a cup of water. Ozma was meowing wildly, I ran to see what she was meowing at and he was inside my house again. I grabbed Ozma, ran to my room and called Avery. I recall it wearing a Hat.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 15/10/2025

Sorry for the lack of updates. I've been rebuilding my relationship with Avery and doing therapy with Serena. Slowly but surely despite everything feeling like it's against me and Chernabogs presence, I've been doing better. I've been filming here and there, nothing that constitutes a vid though.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

Changed my banner, it reminded me of Avis, I'd rather not think of her right now. I'm happy and I don't want that streak to stop. I've been given the opportunity to rest and enjoy life. I have no idea when I'm going to leave again, the CoTWE has yet to tell me anything about that timey wimey shit.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

@redredhat.bsky.social thanks for getting me in touch with Serena. She's been absolutely lovely with getting me ready for future sessions. It's a nice change of pace to have a therapist who can actually listen to me and doesn't see me as unhinged. Lol

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 31/08/2025

What I'm comfortable showing from my meeting with Avery. Truth is she's staying with me for a few days. youtu.be/rmLY9SMZw7k?...

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Unexpected Butterflies

YouTube video by Ivy's Memoirs

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 27/08/2025

I got a hold of Avery, I'm meeting her on Friday. I don't even know what to say or do or how to act. I just want to break down but I can't meet her and be a mess after all that's happened. Wish me luck.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 20/08/2025

Thank you to everyone I reached out to, it means a lot that you all think kindly of me.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 20/08/2025

I'm moving the Qna to sometime in the future. Write here or in the comments of my last video if there's anything you want to ask me.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 17/08/2025

I'm going to be answering any questions given to me. If you have one write it in the comments. If I see it as interesting and not stepping over boundaries I'd be happy to answer.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 13/08/2025

Well I got confirmation that the ward that I entered near my home on that lone tree was fixed. I was looking outside today and it's gone. I asked my dad where it went and he responded with "what tree", like it never existed at all. I called up T and he said that it's normal.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 11/08/2025

I caught up with Miles last night, we went to a sushi place and drank a whole bottle of sake. It was a fun night. I felt normal for once. We talked a bit about job prospects and such. I'm proud of my lil bro getting his life together. In return I told him I was working as a private courier.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 30/07/2025

I plan on eventually updating you folks again. Though Im going to reach out to some friends I haven't talked to in a long time, well at least on my end. I've been picking up the pieces of myself for a while. I don't think I'll ever feel whole but i do think I'm ready to share a lot of things. Soon.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

I had another encounter with Chernabog last night, he just watched me while I was sleeping. I woke up and we both stared at each other until I got interrupted by the remnants of my dinner. I have gotten used to how he looks but the way he makes me feel never changes. I need to set up master wards.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 20/07/2025

There are a few things I'm not ready to discuss, for now I'm gonna take a rest. youtu.be/uHTo2o7Rb3w?...

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Through Hills and Hollers

YouTube video by Ivy's Memoirs

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 24/06/2025

Alright, I don't know when my next update will be, but I'm leaving again. I got to fulfill the role I was given by the Coven. I knew I would have to do this at some point.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 18/06/2025

I got interviewed a few weeks back before I returned home, I learned a lot and realized a bit about myself but also this guy is an asshole. I don't recommend going on this podcast. youtu.be/m333MWef7qw?...

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Podcast Unknown - Ivy's Memoirs

YouTube video by Darren Wright

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 09/06/2025

I just arrived back and unpacked my bags. My dad's out on the road, my mom's busy with her job and Miles is living with Bri. I don't think anyone knows I returned yet. It's different being alone after 5 months of living underground with about 50 people coming and going.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 29/05/2025

I get to go home soon, though I will only be back a week or two before I leave again. Mother and the Archivists said I'm ready to leave. I learned a lot of things here. I can somewhat confidently take precautions to protect myself against Chernabog, though I've been told he's still a threat to me.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 15/05/2025

I keep thinking about the reason I was majoring in English lit. I wanted to be a librarian... After I dropped out, I actually applied for an assistant job at the Haven Hills library. I was turned down because I couldn't drive between Haven Hills and its neighboring towns.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 02/05/2025

Last night I took part in a vote. It was a split on whether S should continue their duty as an arc. Her lively hood was placed in my hands. As I stared down an audience awaiting an answer. My response. I didn't have one. I told them to let me think about it. I've got a few days to decide....

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

Everybody seems busy today. I wonder what's going on. It's like everyone's eyes are on me. It's anxiety inducing.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

I'm making faster progress than anyone thought. Grasping these abstract ideas. Everything involves more math and science than I ever thought I'd use on top of steeling some sort of resolve in my mind. This ability I have is something else.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 12/04/2025

I'm still frustrated, I can't even focus on meditation. This bothers me and oversteps my boundaries by miles. You're lucky T and M have calmed my senses. I can't believe somebody is as insensitive as you and can be considered a leader.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 08/04/2025

I'm not fucking around..... I don't want to see you for a good while. Not after last night S.. Your "pranks" are getting out of hand. How could you do that to me..... You said you were getting rid of dead weight. That's messed up, fucking up my personal life.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 31/03/2025

The only day where I want to be seen. No selfies sadly I haven't taken one since July.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

This is a bit embarrassing but it's the first time i recorded music with other people. Sorry about the bad recording it was all done on a cellphone. I wasn't ever really a singer.

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The Rocket Girls: Go To Space Ep

YouTube video by Ivy's Memoirs

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

I forgot to mention a week ago I was given a test. I just learned of my results... I passed... I'm ready to begin learning to use my ability. Which is still confusing in so many ways, especially since I'm not sure where to start. In other news.....

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 28/02/2025

There are things I've kept hidden from you all. Maybe I'll talk about it one day. For now I think I need to process it. I wish there was a therapist in here, one that would believe me when I talk about this stuff.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 16/02/2025

It's almost been a month since my last post. I've been busier than usual. These seminars I've been attending are boring. Sometimes there's something I find very interesting. Such as a safety guide that T and M put together for me. I think they are starting to like me, hopefully.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 21/01/2025

It's still surreal that I'm not at home anymore. I feel a bit out of place. Everyone seems happy and is smiling despite all odds and especially after what happened on the solstice.... I'm still a bit skeptical on whether these people can help. I mean they helped me once. I'm still holding out hope.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 19/01/2025

Classes are going well. I've yet to start learning to control these abilities. M tells me "before you fly, you have to learn how to run". Today's lesson was on the man in the suit. So much darkness and hate wrapped up into an entity. With no goals other than causing hurt to those most vulnerable.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 09/01/2025

Wake up... Back hurts because that damn mattress... Eat oatmeal... It tastes funny because it's made with water... Head to the atrium for the first day of lessons... All I hear is Aleister Crowley this, Nema Andahadna that..... I'm confused.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 29/12/2024

Quis ego hoc facio pro ea aut ego. Non certus sum, si super caput venero. Longum tempus fuit ...... Res nota est, sed distans.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 25/12/2024

The Aspect Ratios are never the same. What is up with this girl's phone camera.

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Ivy McClaire @ivysmemoirs.bsky.social · 23/12/2024

Volo eam optimum in eius itinere Truly

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