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Ivy

@ivybeans.bsky.social
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18 y/o transfem | railfan, weather, and art she/they/it

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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 25/11/2025
end.
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 06/11/2025
oops
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 02/11/2025
small update: im going insane
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 29/10/2025
post something random or no obligation to post anything November will be ok regardless
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 29/10/2025
is this acct dead?
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 29/10/2025
scratch that, they were being stalked and had to go offline
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 26/10/2025
officially been ghosted, so far 0/2 for dating
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 16/10/2025
I've never cried like this
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 16/10/2025
i've been panicking non-stop for 5 days now, my partner has been just gone, not online, or responding to texts, just nothing
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 14/10/2025
im worried, its been a few days of nothing from someone, i'm hoping theyre okay
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 11/10/2025
holy hell i found smth cool the St. Louis and Hannibal had a custom mack model AD railbus streamlined and numbered 55. The railroad went bankrupt in 1945, and i discorvered its fate!
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 03/10/2025
older now almost 20 lol
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 03/10/2025
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 21/09/2025
i need to cry but i cant and it hurts
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 20/09/2025
My dream AFT 250 excursion, wont happen but i can dream Starts in the Northeast, Boston area. Pulled by two AFT 250 livery engines to NYC. ACS-64 in AFT wrap takes over to Washington DC. Reading 2100 and 2102 doublehead to Roanoke until the 611 takes over between Roanoke to Savannha VIA Norfolk.
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 16/09/2025
I FELL IN LOVE AGAIN YAY
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 15/09/2025
pronoun update i use she/her, they/them, and it/its now, all 3 sets feel right
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 14/09/2025
forgot how fun railroader can be when not forcing myself with a challenge
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 13/09/2025
well im excited ill be getting an HO scale AC-11 on my b-day as a nice gift from family
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 12/09/2025
ngl seeing how ive changed in the past 5 years is wild I went from a homophobic and transphobic straight guy who hated furries and anything not in the bible to a transfem puppygirl whos existance is not in the bible at all
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FlareRune @flarechess.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
BLUESKY GIVEAWAY: - 1 Bigscreen Beyond 2e: @vrchat.com Edition (no 10 years of VRC+, sorry). As long as Bigscreen can ship to you, you're eligible. RULES: - must be following me on Bluesky - must RT this post you must be comfortable with me ordering it for you!
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
i just wanna NOT live though historical events almost daily, i feel like shit rn from stress/panicking
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 10/09/2025
i just realized ive seen all the 2-8-8-2s left in the world, all two of them
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 09/09/2025
haven't even worked a day at my job and i might quit, its been constant panic attacks
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 08/09/2025
h e l p
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 05/09/2025
so fucking tired
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 04/09/2025
over 24 hours of panic attacks, lonliness, suicidal ideation, and overstimulation its been hell
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 04/09/2025
i am so overstimulated i just want affirmations i just want to be accepted i just wanna feel loved maybe held too
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 04/09/2025
itll just pass itll just pass ItlL Just PSAs ITlL JuST PASS ITLL JUST PASS PLEASE FUCK WHY
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 03/09/2025
why's it feel like ending it's the only option sometimes
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 01/09/2025
is it bad i cant look in a mirror or i can do almost nothing for the rest of the day?
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 30/08/2025
back home after the vacation, feels nice
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 27/08/2025
Video is a little bad but the audio is an eargasm Reading 2102, White Haven, PA August 23rd, 2025
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 27/08/2025
Same job as yesterday
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 25/08/2025
Hotels pretty cool
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 24/08/2025
Gotta say, the EBT is one of my favorite railroads now, even more than ever
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 24/08/2025
Well I own a part of a steam loco now Turn out the EBT sells old/useless parts, so i now have a part of 16s old pilot
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 24/08/2025
Loud ass train
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 23/08/2025
While waiting for the 2102, the OCS gave us a visit
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 23/08/2025
Big fucker
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 22/08/2025
5 hours of driving, one train A NS AC44C6M serving a general mills factory
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 22/08/2025
Today's the day
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 20/08/2025
well, i miss love
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 18/08/2025
The puppybrain thoughts are only stronger now Its so much more than little thoughts now I just wanna be pampered and pet and smothered with attention
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 17/08/2025
Feelin puppy brained at 4am So fuckin eepy but do much energy and so attention hungry
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 11/08/2025
thinkin abt gettin the BLI 2-8-8-0 once i start gettin paid
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 11/08/2025
12 days
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 09/08/2025
wplace is real neat ngl
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 08/08/2025
2 weeks
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Ivy @ivybeans.bsky.social · 07/08/2025
15 days...
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