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All of the times, opportunities, chances, beliefs, good intentions, benefit of the doubts, the potential: squandered. And for what? And for why? I just don’t understand. It’s all so fucked up.

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Milkdudd @itsmilkdudd.bsky.social · 19h

What if I don’t want to get over it? Or get over you? Or give up? Its too painful of a thought. My feelings have never felt so visceral about anything/anyone before. Ever. What if I just let it fade slowly away on its own? If that’s even possible. What if I let myself fade away from everything, too?

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Milkdudd @itsmilkdudd.bsky.social · 19h

I’m shaking. I need to stop thinking about this. It’s affecting my mood and constantly triggering the waterworks in me. How can I think about anything or anyone else when all I can think about is her? When who I want to cross my mind is her? But now it’s a painful reminder of what, and who, was lost

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Milkdudd @itsmilkdudd.bsky.social · 19h

The worst part about all of this, besides the constant sadness and overwhelming feelings, is that I would still be open to giving it another chance. To really wipe the slate clean and start anew. But I think this is beyond salvageable now. How could I ever recover from this for either of our sakes?

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Milkdudd @itsmilkdudd.bsky.social · 20h

I haven’t allowed myself to feel angry about things regarding this, but I am. I’m frustrated, pissed off, sad, hurt. I would’ve preferred silence or any other delivery method over how you chose to go about it. You could’ve handled so many things better, or differently. I was too damn understanding.

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Milkdudd @itsmilkdudd.bsky.social · 20h

I failed to heed the warnings. Because that showed me the kind of person that you were for this. That you’d rather be a wounded, caged up animal not living for itself to not bite the hand that fed than stand up for what you wanted out of life. I wanted to believe in you, but now I’m paying the price

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Milkdudd @itsmilkdudd.bsky.social · 20h

How badly I wanted to believe in you, in us. To hope and have your reassurance. But it never came. I put my faith, my love, in the wrong person. I thought you could stomp the worry out and show me it would be okay cuz it would’ve been. Cuz you believed and we kept believing. But I guess I was wrong

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Milkdudd @itsmilkdudd.bsky.social · 21h

I was still left in the dark. And in the end, no matter how hard we tried to hang on, I guess none of it was enough for you, it seems. Neither was I. I wasn’t worth it, wasn’t worth the effort, and neither was anything else between us apparently. I gave it all the benefit of the doubt. You, and me.

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Milkdudd @itsmilkdudd.bsky.social · 21h

Guess that’s it then? After everything, it wasn’t worth it in the end for you, and worse, that’s all you had to say, despite all the words said to you and that were previously exchanged, both verbally and textually. I don’t think I deserved that, deserved the bare minimum. So much for communication.

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Milkdudd @itsmilkdudd.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

Definitely the vibes like you said lend itself to feeling so cozy and comfortable :) but yes! The worlds are so amazing! I totally agree :3

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Onyx @advantage87.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

the love you're looking for holds everything you're afraid to feel

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Syd nye the science guy @forbiddentaako.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

a quick pirate captain vaggi because I love her dearly #hazbinhotel #vaggi

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Milkdudd @itsmilkdudd.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

Oh I totally get what you mean. That’s what I meant about cozy vibes. Spyro 1 is more focused on what it wanted to achieve in terms of gameplay rather than the added ideas of the sequels.

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pumpkin pi 🎃👻 @puddingandp1.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

day 9: swing at least he has his bee children for company #art #tadc #digitaltober2026

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🦇Sorawolfkiba🎃👑 @sorawolfkiba.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

For the Gaaaamess - So anyway I started blasting 🤣 #KingdomHeartsFinalMix

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CaineSimp57 @cainesimp57.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

DAY 9 OF #Cainetober: TRAPPED Annd I actually love this one :D ah yes, ✨claustrophobia✨

Ima be so real how tf do I alt text this

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CaineSimp57 @cainesimp57.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

DAY 6 AND 7 OF #Cainetober: BEHIND THE CURTAIN & GLITCH I decided to combine two prompts into one bc Im lazy idk I feel like this one isn't as good sry guys

Caine, sitting at his desk, as seen in the show. Bubble is floating next to him, grinning, presumably mocking Caine. Caine's eyes are red and blue, and he's glitching red, blue, and neon green.

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Milkdudd @itsmilkdudd.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Holy moly, the place I’m staying at is swanky as hell lol an interesting layout, for sure, but quite nice, nonetheless

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Milkdudd @itsmilkdudd.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Spyro 1 is a cozy game in a way that Spyro 2 and 3 aren’t but that’s what I love about it so much ❤️ the sequels are still good, but I’ve always preferred the first one too

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dinoeggnog🎃 @dinoeggnog.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I've played through the Hollow Knight games recently; 💯percented both and drew Hornet to celebrate! #Art #HollowKnight #HollowKnight:Silksong #Hornet

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Milkdudd @itsmilkdudd.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Pyro loves Pikmin :3 they’re just neat lil critters <3 #Pyro #PyroniousGnoll

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Onyx @advantage87.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

some days you forget, but your next chapter respects effort more than talent

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🌸Danidraws🌸🔞 @danidraws666.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Niffty and Baxter have fallen in love and become inseparable without having any sort of subplot in the show and that is literally the best think ever, I love them so much 🥰💕

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Twiggie THE ROACH 🔞 @twiggietime.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Good day to love Hazbin Hotel

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Red & Flynn || Shiloh & Nevermore @rednflynn.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

PLUSHIES HAVE DROPPED! Lenore and Annabel are now available for pre-order from @youtooz! As you might expect, they are a package deal, even in death. The girls come as a set with magnets in their hands so they can hold each onto other (and never ever ever ever let go, ever).

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Onyx @advantage87.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

the truth is, being gentle with yourself is the bravest, quietest thing a person can do

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🔞Bambi~📺✨Grippers Enthusiast✨📺 @bambixthebeast.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Babygirl Melissa is so stressed 😭😭 BE NICE TO HER

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Aerie ✨🪽 @aerieren.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

OH IM SO FUCKING GAY

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Onyx @advantage87.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

gentle reminder, the mind's fear loop is lighter to hold once you stop clutching it

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Sophie @sophiebluestar.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

SHE IS SO GORGEOUS HOLY FUCK WHAT????

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Hazbin Hotel @hazbin-hotel.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Lol #HazbinHotel fans there's still more... hazbinhotel.com/products/hal... hazbinhotel.com/products/hal... hazbinhotel.com/products/hal... hazbinhotel.com/products/hal...

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🦇Sorawolfkiba🎃👑 @sorawolfkiba.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Real friends are happy with you being you. Don't use you to only get something or to change you into their way. They especially don't treat you like dirt, you are not a punching bag. No, those who encourage you. Talk to you when they can and respectful you. Those are true friends. 🩷

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Hazbin Hotel @hazbin-hotel.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Ppppssssst- #HazbinHotel fans.... hazbinhotel.com

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🌸Danidraws🌸🔞 @danidraws666.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Poor Baxter getting cockblocked by his future father in law 💔

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CaineSimp57 @cainesimp57.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

DAY 8 OF #Cainetober: JAX forgot to post yesterday sorry guyssss on today's episode of 'caine simp never draws backgrounds' it's just fucking purple not too proud of this one but I do like how I drew jax :)

Caine sitting next to a sleeping abstracted jax. Caine's top hat lies beside him, while Jax is wearing a cute pink bow. Some pillows surround them.

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