. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 12/09/2026I fucked up life real bad I don't know how to put it back together 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 11/09/2026I always try to do everything right. Why at the one time I laid back, I give myself a break, things went wrong. I get punished so hard. 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 24/08/2026I will never forgive myself for what I done to you. I don't deserve it 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 24/08/20261 year after your death. Part of me haven't recovered. And I don't think it will. I still grieve for you. You're in my mind constantly. I'm so sorry I push you to your death I'm not okay and I don't deserve to be. I'm sorry 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 23/06/2026Listing my to do list for things that I'll leave behin... There's a lot to do 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 28/05/2026Dulu pas SMA.. Kepikiran gk bakal lanjut hidup setelah 18 tahun. Saat itu aku dikawal sama kry sama srr. Aku terlena. Aku naif. Aku terlalu nikmatin dunia sampai lupa.. Ini semua gk worth it. Aku terlalu naif bakal ketemu org yg genuinely peduli. Org banyak yg ketemu sahabat karib pas kuliah. 100
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 07/04/2026Takut.. Takut banget mati. Tp gw takut hidup juga. Gw terlalu cacat untuk jadi manusia 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 07/04/2026Astaga gw gk mau hidup.... Gk mau lanjut. Maaf gw manja... Gw tau gw manja, maaf kapasitas gw cetek. Mati aja 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 07/04/2026Selalu jadi temen cadangan. Temen kasian. Lahir aja gk sengaia. Emg kalo gw gk ada gk bakal ngaruh. Gk bakal ada yg cari 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 07/04/2026Makin sini hasrat untuk mati makin kenceng. Gk ada apa2 disini buat gw 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 22/03/2026Lebaran ini bikin gw sadar se gk sehat apa keluarga gw. Mungkin gw doang yg toxic. Mungkin gw yg cacat sampe gk sanggup ngehabisin waktu sama keluarga sendiri. Emg paling bener gw diaborsi aja 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 26/01/2026I'm too scared to reach out to my friends.. If I can even call them that.. Idk how to talk to new people.. I rlly shouldn't be alive 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 26/01/2026Dam.. Im actually so miserable these days. Been thinking of kms a lot 000
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. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 06/01/2026Finding out your kamioshi is racist is really gut wrenching.. I mean, I don't know for sure.. But it sounds like it, and tbh the chance is never zero My whole life I use "I'll watch his live one day" As a motivation, and now I'm just scared he'll be disgusted when there's a foreigner attending 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 24/12/2025Please... I just want to see my cat again.. Please I miss her 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 24/12/2025Please take the tragedy tag away from my life.. I can't take it 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 22/12/2025Gw se gk penting itu kah ketika lu sadar gw melenceng gk pernah lu koreksi?? I know I'm not your favorite. But at least do your responsibility... 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 22/12/2025Makin sini makin mikir, makin ngeh se fucked up apa didikan gw Gw sebuah gedung tingkat dngn pondasi awal kokoh, dpantau oleh profesional. Trs d lantai 2 dsuruh bangun sendiri dengan ilmu 0. Hidup trial error sendiri tanpa tau yang benar 100
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 21/12/2025Oh.. The surge of energy I get after I look at kiryu is just divine. I love kiryu. 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 20/12/2025The urge to join my cat is really strong lately I feel so empty 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 14/12/2025I think.. This is the first time I choose food over mercari Im healing🎊(??) 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 11/12/2025I saw you in my dream. I was so relieved, I thought you were alive. I miss you, love 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 07/12/2025Dulu heran banget kok org bisa gk sengaja punya dupe, soalnya tiap beli merch pasti mikir lama dulu. +every merch is a big deal for me Now I kinda lost the spark and it's just my brain telling me I "have" to complete the collection. I often forget which I have or haven't bought yet 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 29/11/2025I still can't help but hope for something can't I? I hope and wish and ofc get disappointed all over again Fuck this shit. Fuck everything. I hate this 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 26/11/2025Trying to write down about that day and ended up bawling my eyes. Journaling is hard.. 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 18/11/2025Gosh.. Looking at qifry seiyuu gives me physical pain. I'm so disappointed. I've been waiting for so long.. 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 17/11/2025I just want to be normal... I can barely talk to people. I'm too scared to do things alone. I'm lost. I wish I never exist 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 15/11/2025Everything is my fault... I'm sorry.. Please I'll do better, come back... I'll die in your stead 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 15/11/2025Please, I just want to die and see you again. I miss you so much 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 15/11/2025I'm always that pity friend. I shouldn't have hope for more. I should know my place. I'm so sorry for wanting more 000
. @ispitmymind.bsky.social · 15/11/2025I keep hoping for genuine connection, but I guess I'm too defective for that. Everyone ends up leaving. 000
