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@ismolbeani.bsky.social
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 06/07/2026
"I have friends over, let me toss my partner aside like he means nothing" Of course. Anyways time to cut till I bleed out.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 26/06/2026
Yeowch..
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
Just use me, call me your dog and fuck me till I know nothing but your name and my position in this world
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
Im sick of people venting to me without asking if its okay first Like... You only want me arounf whn you want something from me...
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
Starving myself until she looks at me with the same pity youd look at a starving dog with.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
ive come to notice people only like me when im submissive and agreeable, maybe ill stop fighting.. ill wear that collar and ill be everyone's little pet.. i know thats what you want from me, i know thats what i deserve... puppy will slice himself open for you all..
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
Great.. Now even my partner hates me.. Why cant I just be fucking normal...
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
Augh im getting worse again, I feel like none of my friends actually like me.. Like all of their vent posts r about me Maybe I should js kms so im not such a burden on them anymore
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
I WANNA SEE THE SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
Im genuinely so sick of this. "They said sorry" They also caused the last 6 months of my life to be fucking HELL I tried to kms over and over because of them And im just meant to forgive that?. I appreciate what theyre doing but im also allowed to be fucking upset.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
I hate ur assumptions about me.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
"I may not be a 10 but the boys say i clean up good"
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 01/06/2026
Im so over this. Ykw i give up. I tried to be good enough.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 26/05/2026
Mmh.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 25/05/2026
Never telling yo anything again. Genuinely so fucking upset rn.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 25/05/2026
Im so fucking stupid.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 11/05/2026
Nothing like no after care, no talking through it, no praise, no water to get me through the post nut clarity...
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 11/05/2026
I lowkee do call out her name when im doing it, only to cry after... gulp...
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 11/05/2026
How I feel whimpering and whining, only to start crying when I do cum....
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 02/05/2026
Smart with math but stupid with love.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 30/04/2026
I kept going until I was shaking and crying. Sniffling as my legs shook, trying to walk to the bathroom on weak knees, legs and torso aching
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 30/04/2026
"I didnt get you anything" "you gave me everything"
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 29/04/2026
What y’all know about #projecthailmary ?
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 27/04/2026
“Mutt”
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 27/04/2026
Just let it happen…
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 24/04/2026
when you get a message mid attempt
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 22/04/2026
Cutting tonight and its her fault
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 21/04/2026
PLEASE CALL ME A GOOD BOY PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 20/04/2026
I should just cut it off fr this time, s not like it'll be used.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 19/04/2026
Feels great knowing a literal fucking game is more important than me.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 17/04/2026
Masterbation actually terrifies me when someone isn't talking me through it.. I haven't done it in months..
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 10/04/2026
Pressing his paw, hoping you say it to me instead..
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 07/04/2026
WHAT DO YOU FUCKING WANT FROM ME?! YOU DONT WANT MY BODY, YOU CLEARLY DONT WANT ME. I SHOULD JUST FUCKING OFF MYSELF AND FINISH THE JOB BECAUSE IM CLEARLY DOING NOTHING RIGHT HERE.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 07/04/2026
Just tell me you hate me. Its pretty obvious. Im trying my fucking hardest.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 07/04/2026
Who would have thought starving makes you skinny ☆
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 07/04/2026
looking at my phone screen and feeling nothing because I feel like i mean nothing. whatever. ill vanish. you won't miss me when im gone.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
I miss you.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 05/04/2026
TW. SA + SH
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 05/04/2026
from this point forwards i will be addressing and communicating with people in a respectful, professional manner. i do not wish to cause any more mental or physical strain for anyone and i have been educated on how my words and actions have affected others. i apologise for my behaviour. -Bean
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 05/04/2026
Acceptance.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 05/04/2026
sitting in my room bawling my eyes out because my partner won't message me, all day ive been getting lectured and now ive been given steak for dinner. I dont eat steak. I hate this..
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 05/04/2026
seems every word that comes out of my mouth is wrong.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 04/04/2026
Trying to go 1 night without cutting myself.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 04/04/2026
My problems dont matter do they? Its never about what I want.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 03/04/2026
Stupid idiot.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 03/04/2026
Attempted to slit my throat. Didn't work. Now I have to act like it never happened. No one cares how im feeling, no one asks if im okay. No one stops and listens. And when I voice my problems I get abandoned. Ill just keep cutting. Pretend im fine.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 03/04/2026
Worthless mutt waits pathetically
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 03/04/2026
Checking my phone every 5 minutes with no text knowing they probably hate me. Maybe I’ll stop texting first..
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 03/04/2026
Maybe im too clingy.
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Bean 🫘 @ismolbeani.bsky.social · 02/04/2026
My legs hurt..
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