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rrrrrrr ☾‎

@isitfate.bsky.social
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this is my alt I might not TW everything, sorry NO REPOSTS PLEASE UNINVITED FOLLOWS WILL BE BLOCKED 26 || it/its/mirrored pronouns

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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
me when everyone is fighting to drive the van because it's stress city
3 fucked up looking tuxedo kitten and the words "the council is shocked"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 12/06/2026
mmmm breakfast
two ibuprofen and two paracetamol pills in my hand
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 11/05/2026
no context
discord messages from me:
hello
what is it giving if I go to family dinner about dead brother wearing a shirt that says "beat death" in the back
asking for a friend who doesn't wanna change
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 18/04/2026
me when the unidentified disability disables
Barbapapa saying "je suis dans la barbanerde" aka "I'm in the barbashit"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
this is so funny to me for some reason
another graphic of my moods. this time, you can see each day's fluctuations
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
please keep your hands and feet inside the rollercoaster at all times
a graphic of my moods going up and down and then drastically way down yesterday lol
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 23/03/2026
I have a moldy clementine to offer you
a moldy clementine on the kitchen counter in the sunsame thing but the moldy face is facing the camera
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 18/03/2026
yami yugi saying "hey guys"
a drawing of a person is pointing at him and going "yaoi yuri"
yami says "NOT WHAT I'M CALLED"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 18/03/2026
this is exactly what it feels like (will not elaborate)
yami yuri hunched over looking shocked next to regular yuri looking blurry and transparent being even more shocked
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 24/02/2026
ily ocd verse in Mother I care about you ocd verse in Mother you are so short but you are important ily
Then at once 
I'm checking the doors and my weight
I can't keep my hands from my face
I said, "Mom, I'm so sorry"
She smiled and said, "Darling don't want you to worry, 'cause
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 23/02/2026
would you look at the prettiest girl on earth
pepper the tabby and white kitty lying on the couch staring straight at the camera with her big yellowy eyes
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 22/02/2026
meep :3
a picrew of whats in my bag: grey bag with no binary and pride pins, fish key chain, plamts book, music and science book, pencil, meds, hand sanitizer, tangle, band aids, caprisun, 2 redbulls, phone, DS, pokemon cards, teddy bear, a pouch with a leaf, a daisy and a mossy rock
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 21/02/2026
hidden for the arachnophobes but look at those fangs !!!! vampires !!!!!
closeup of a tarantula's fresh white and red fangssomebody holding a brown tarantula's black fangs over their finger
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 21/02/2026
call me peculiar but this is the most gender porter robinson picture I've ever seen I want to be him when i grow up
black and white grainy picture of porter robinson crouching on top of something cubic, holding it with his hands. he has long half bleached hair, is wearing a flowery long sleeve cardigan, shorts (I guess...you can't see them) and boots with laces. he is staring at the camera with a blank expression on his face. he looks bonita i need to become him.
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
WAIT upgraded relationship dorito
a graph with romantic on the top left corner, sexual on the bottom left corner and platonic* on the middle right. a solid red line and a scribbled green line goes from platonic up to a third of the image and then separated into two to join "romantic" and "sexual".
a third solid red line branches out and is labelled "secret 4th thing" with a purple circle.
there is a dotted red line between romantic and sexual, romantic and platonic, sexual and platonic and romantic and secret 4th thing.
under the graph, it says:
* as in friendship to varying degrees of intensity (green line)
[dotted line] = can be connected
[purple circle] = I am here a lot
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
I made graph !!!!!!!! (they help me figure myself out I'm a visual person)
a graph with romantic on the top left corner, sexual on the bottom left corner and platonic* on the middle right. a solid red line and a scribbled green line goes from platonic up to a third of the image and then separated into two to join "romantic" and "sexual". there is a dotted red line between romantic and sexual.
a third solid red line branches out and is labelled "secret 4th thing (I am here a lot)"
under the graph, it says:
* as in friendship to varying degrees of intensity (green line)
[dotted line] = can be connected
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 16/02/2026
save me, depression rabbit plushie....save me (he is so cute)
the depression rabbit v2 blue bunny plushie from plushie dreadfuls; it has sad eyes, a black broken heart on its belly, a semicolon under one of his feet and white "scars"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 15/02/2026
wowza
a coloured pencil drawing of a yellow and orange 5-branch star and entangled loops of brown, blue and green roots
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 15/02/2026
reunited with his favourite purple blankie <3
patate the white and grey cow cat lying under a purple and white blanket. his head and a small part of his body is poking out
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
anyway. he is SO FINE, I will kms in front of him to prove it.
kaeya alberich; tan character with blue hair, and eyepatch on his right eye, wearing fur and dusting off his gloved handskaeya alberich leaning against a hypothetical bar or whatever, flipping a coin in the air and looking mighty fine in the process.
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 24/12/2025
MY HEART IS EXPLODED INTO A BILLION PIECESSSSS
selfie of rika and porter robinson skating at the ice rink. rika is smiling and looking at the camera. porter is kissing her cheek. I am literally screaming typing this. they are the cutest and I am their number 1 cheerleader I'm insane please save me this hurts me.
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 06/12/2025
someone who calls a person with they/them pronouns "a they/them" when said person is not nonbinary:
low poly mr bean making a skrunchy confused face in the streets
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 06/12/2025
me when someone refers to me as "a they/them"
emo person curled up on a pink cutsie bed with their hands to their head
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 01/12/2025
me when I don't stfu and it makes me hate myself
edit of a dinosaur with a cat head and captioned "les voix sont fortes sa mere" which basically translates to "the voices are motherfucking loud"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 23/11/2025
in conclusion:
"even the road don't fwm 💔" and it's an image of a road with the marking edited to say "LOAD LEAGUE"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 20/11/2025
me when booboos that are entirely my fault get weird because of my own inaction:
a woman sitting and holding her forehead with one hand, crying. she has a very bleached blonde wig on. bottom text reads (dramatic crying) in yellow
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 15/11/2025
by the way showing support to your mentally ill loved ones goes beyond trying to play therapists. yesterday, my manager thought of me and gifted me this little potato and that alone has improved my day by 50%...my MANAGER...
a closeup of my hand holding a tiny crocheted brown potato with two beaded eyes and a mouth in the shape of a v holding a sign that says: "cheerful potato. small potatoes can still make a big impact! keep pushing forward you got this!"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 01/11/2025
crying while you're walking core
a road at night. its pitch black but the camera flash reflects on the road paint
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 29/10/2025
you are perfect please don't break :<
a white coffee cup with no handle and a dragonfly print on it. it's handmade. there is a slight crack from the edge of the cup down to the middle
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 27/10/2025
health anxiety has you doing some BULLLSHITTTTT!!!!
broccoli in a sauce that looks slightly fucked up, captioned "I just made some BULLLLLLSHITTTT!!!!!"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 22/10/2025
life sucks, but there's latte in my fucking ace mug, so it's alright
a mug of latte coffee. the mug is white with a spades Ace card on it that says "fucking ace mug"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 26/09/2025
this is from my loner server but upon re reading, it made me fucking giggle so have it
discord message from me: "schedule: eat tomato salad, cry, cave, cry, fix make-up, go to work"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 20/09/2025
or whatever
lyrics to Tourniquet by Evanescence: "my wounds cry for the grave. my soul cries for deliverance."
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 19/09/2025
a skeleton wearing a coat and big sunglasses, smoking a cigarette. caption says "yes i would like one die please. Just kidding you fucking idiot I would like two die please"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 18/09/2025
me every day waiting for ranch to drive home after work:
squished image of a tan cat sitting on wooden floor and captioned "[ PONDERING ] Pondreing ."
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 18/09/2025
gay posting this, gay posting that, what about
lyrics to The Jaws Of Life by Pierce The Veil 
"I live in the vacant and the dark spaces in between beats of your heart, hiding in the places that you thought were empty"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 01/09/2025
having my little coffee in the empty kitchen :3
an empty professional kitchen in the background, my coffee on a wooden table in the forefront
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 26/08/2025
me when physical contact: 🤢🤮🤢🤮🤢🤢🤢🤮😵 me when physical contact with a person I love and cherish:
a sylvanian families angel cat in a glowing seashell with caption "i have many unidentifiable feelings"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 21/07/2025
I feel brave enough to share this thing i wrote a couple of months back when things were very, very bad in the family department... this is vulnerable...pls be nice also, there are typos and errors because icba to proofread.
I feel stuck

on all levels, I feel stuck.
She's keeping me put, chained down, glued to where I'm at. my feet stay right where they're put because if I move, I'm not even sure what I would endure.
I long for Her to just hold me. Be the one She was designed to be in my mind. the one everyone make Her out to be.

instead She pretends She wants to be this figure or nurture and care, when all She's ever done is Hurt, Shame, Scare and cripple with Guilt. 
Guilt is an emotion which destroys. It eats you alive, slowly, painfully, gripping your every cells with it's burning cold claws. Guilt wraps your heart so tight in opaque tape, so much so it can't see or feel the light outside. 
Guilt transformed me into an extension of Her. Out of my will, Guilt links me to Her and every time I get too far, She pulls at the strings and at every atom of my being. I feel it unravel as if every nerves in my body are coming undone like knitted fabric.
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 06/07/2025
I want to rest in the ferns
green pretty fernsa closeup of ferns
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 27/06/2025
oh she's so mother
ethel cain taking a mirror selfie wearing a stripped light and dark grey sweater, a white kne length skirt with ruffles and delicate black shoes
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 22/06/2025
would you look at that sweet little face i am going to explode into a billion pieces
a tabby(?) and white little kitty sitting behind a couch
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 20/06/2025
people with no whimsy in their heart won't know what that is
me holding a glass of white-ish liquid with ice in it + a strawsame thing but in front of the view from my balcony because why not
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 19/06/2025
glowing blue cat captioned "pspspsps (with aura)"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 18/06/2025
me casse les couilles lui là c'est pas possible
WhatsApp messages

dad: Hello tous, pour le 3 août, il faudrait me dire qui préfère le miam-miam végétarien.
A bientôt ☀️

moi: moi 🖐🏻

dad: donc, une seule végétarienne ;)

l'oncle imbécile: C c'est quoi végétarien

dad: c'est pas pour toi...😂

l'oncle imbécile: 🤮
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 18/06/2025
lyrics from Hard Times by ethel cain
"I thought good guys get to be happy
Im not happy
I am poison in the water and unhappy
Little girl who needs her daddy real bad"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 15/06/2025
and now.....(cat for reference)
my hand in front of my cat
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 22/05/2025
ugh DONT CENSOR ME BSKY this is important matter and I need to know if other people experience that
"it's crazy how PMS and hormones influence my depressive symptoms and stuff because somehow it makes my brain go "you're a fraud and an imposter and you only ever wanna k y s when you're near or on your periods haha lame" and I just ????"
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 21/05/2025
bought these for art cause posca pens were too expensive so fingers crossed they are alright and work on fabric otherwise I die
me holding a pack of neon yono paint pen
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rrrrrrr ☾‎ @isitfate.bsky.social · 19/05/2025
a wonky yellow smiley with big sparkly eyes holding its little hands together saying "please..........."
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