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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Is Reiko Yoshihara still alive? What's she up to these days? Ai No Kusabi isn't the only BL she's written. She's done more stuff and want to read that next. See her journey as a writer.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
BL now I feel is more underground but still vibrant, messy, and complicated. I do wish zines were still a thing. I couldn't imagine submitting a short story or draft to a zine, it get popular with readers, and now I'm a novelist. That's so fucking inspiring and beautiful.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
The author's note at the end was insightful. Even during the edit of the final volume, Reiko Yoshihara talks about how Ai No Kusabi wouldn't be able to exist in its current form if she'd started it now. At least not in the original publishing landscape. She found another space for that.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Anyways, here I am ranting about a 20+ year old BL. It's nice revisiting old classics to where the genre has been what of it in the past still influences now.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
We needed development of Riki's messy feelings towards Iason MUCH earlier for me to believe Riki's decision in the end. Katze finally crying though, fuck me that hit hard. Katze is my baby.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
But the story waits until the last half of the 8th volume to make hints of Riki liking any of the sex with Iason and having any affection for him. Earlier novels talked about his body being trained to respond, but he's never said or hinted at liking any of it until the end.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
But even still, all Riki can think about is hurting Guy's feelings and Guy's safety from Iason's wrath. So Riki choosing to stay with Iason at the end feels...OOC. I would've believed it more if it was from his fear of living in Ceres again after being castrated.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Hell, before Riki is kidnapped, he's complaining to Katze about Iason and Katze has to spell out to Riki that Iason is weird as fuck because he LOVES you. That emotion is unheard of for a Blondie.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Even Riki staying behind with Iason was because of Iason saving Guy. When Iason and Riki are reunited, Iason embraces him and Riki only looks to Guy. He begs for Guy to be saved, Iason get injured in the process.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
The last two books are absolutely the strongest. I have some major notes on the story because from beginning to end, I never felt love from Riki to Iason. Iason to Riki, abso-fucking-lutely. But I never felt even an unhealthy love from Riki. There was no love and that's my biggest critique.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
I've finally read the Ai No Kusabi novels myself. I've watched the OVA and the doomed 4 episode cancelled anime so many times through the years and never read the novels.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
Y'all will remove that post but not all the comments calling Corlys Rhaenyra's "little black" or misgendering Emma.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
r/HOTDGreens subreddit is zionist A fellow green pointed out the ugly optics of having a Zionist actress kill a brown man on screen. I pointed out the right ain tendencies of the sub that goes unchecked by mods. My comment was removed and then the whole post.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
Can you fight, Rui? Credit: @toothless on x cancel #xlov #hyun #rui #lavenderz
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
Sauce cuz I'm not an asshole: xcancel.com/syat_tt/stat...
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
Anyone else wanna lick Hyun or is it just me? #xlov #hyun
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 11/07/2026
Kind of wanna just 👅 up his arm. #xlov #hyun
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 11/07/2026
About to revive this account to lose my mind about XLOV Hyun.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 12/03/2026
I might be too woke but something about Resident Evil Requiem doesn't sit right with me. Watching let's plays and there are way too many black zombies. Grace was clearly written by a man. And there's a pedo fume around the whole game that makes me... uncomfortable.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 23/01/2026
Matt and Taylor feeling the need to platform Ashley St. Clair sits like a stone in my gut. I wish people with larger platforms weren't so excited to redeem fascists.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 25/12/2025
Ooh, could you imagine an XLOV song that claps back at all the people who didn't believe in them. Under layers upon layers of cover to keep it vague as hell of course. It could be an anthem for people who've been rejected by the powers that be.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 25/12/2025
Also Wumuti's voice is perfect for punk. His first line in Rizz I was like...ugh, please give me a rebellious song. Baby girl, I'm on my knees.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 25/12/2025
Good Punk is political and they could make such meaningful music about gender, sexuality, and authenticity.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 25/12/2025
Idk how long I have to push my "XLOV do pop/punk" agenda on Reddit but every second people there ask about future comebacks, I'm gonna be loud about it.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 01/12/2025
Is Idolchamp out of date? Ain't no way I'm the second most votes for XLOV Best Rookie. What are y'all doing?
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 29/11/2025
Also, being comfortable with all pronouns doesn't speak to any members gender expression or sexuality. Can y'all just enjoy the music and leave these people alone?
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 29/11/2025
Genderless doesn't mean feminine. The fuck is wrong with people? Hyun fits the concept because he's in XLOV. Full stop.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 21/11/2025
Listening to communist audiobooks is making me more and more annoyed with Democrats. Just saw a Democrat post about how Republicans do this but we don't and immediately rolled my eyes.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 18/11/2025
I almost puked. And he's been in Congress for how long?
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 15/11/2025
Lavenderz is feeding me well this comeback. #xlov
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 04/11/2025
I love how the wikipedia article for the finger wave will rightfully credit it to black people but all the pictures are of white people. Make it make sense.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 02/11/2025
This makes the claim that Cavill left for creative differences even clearer that it wasn't the case (he left because he thought he'd return as Superman). This season so far has been a pleasant surprise.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 02/11/2025
This season is legit good. Hopefully season 5 as at least as good. I could easily rewatch starting from season 4.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 02/11/2025
Episode 2 of Witcher Season 4. Better than the last which was also a good episode. Hemsralt has this tenderness to Geralt that is just... fucking perfect. Fishburne's also an amazing Regis. I love the cadence of his delivery, it's mesmerizing.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 31/10/2025
He feels like Geralt! I wish he'd been Geralt from the start.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 31/10/2025
I'm just genuinely surprised the show seems to have found its footing. From other redditors, each episode this season is better than the last so we shall see. It's a good start though. I was surprised that I wasn't experiencing bored or annoyance. I was always pleasantly surprised.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 31/10/2025
I actually appreciated it because it was more of an in universe "previously on The Witcher". It's been 2 years and I was so disengaged by season 3 that it was a nice refresher. It also makes this season feel like a soft...not reboot but landing. I could easily rewatch the show starting from season 4
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 31/10/2025
But Geralt and Ciri's storylines were the highlights of the first episode. And I was worried about the "in universe explaining the recast". But they didn't do that.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 31/10/2025
Hemsralt feels like the sensitive Geralt I came to love from Witcher 3. Ciri is finally feeling like Ciri. Yennefer has always had the strongest characterization of the trio. Some dialogue in her storyline felt generic as hell though.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 31/10/2025
Watched the first episode of Witcher season 4 and it was...good actually? My husband and I felt like season 3 was a downgrade. Felt like a cold adaptation with no emotion behind it. Just a series of "and thens". But I'm feeling compassion for the characters again.
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Kat Abughazaleh @katmabu.bsky.social · 29/10/2025
I have been charged in a federal indictment sought by the Department of Justice. This political prosecution is an attack on all of our First Amendment rights. I’m not backing down, and we’re going to win.
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Kat Abughazaleh @katmabu.bsky.social · 23/10/2025
I’ve been thinking about how hard the founding fathers cooked with the Third Amendment. Imagine being forced to house ICE. I can’t imagine they wash their hands. They’ve never done laundry in their lives. They’d break your stuff if you didn’t cut the crusts off their sandwiches.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 14/10/2025
Oh hell no, why is Hyun and Rui crying on stage?! Who the fuck?? This better be tears of joy and not sadness. I'll fight somebody.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 14/10/2025
Oof...so there's apparently another issue of pride flags being confiscated at an XLOV concert. Wumuti just did a statement before the show yesterday or day before. I don't buy all of these venues being homophobic. The common thread here is 257.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 14/10/2025
The XLOV Highlight Medley for their next album was fun, ngl. Scent is the one I'm most excited about. I'll stream the music but I'm not going to buy this album while it has AI art. I'll also have to keep my ear out for any AI music tells. I wish I could just listen to them sing without worry.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 07/10/2025
I wonder how long until my husband realizes I've just stopped talking about XLOV.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 07/10/2025
I'm just ranting to the ether now but this genuinely sucks. I told myself, at least there's the older XLOV songs I can enjoy but now I can't because that AI question is in my head now. It's so easy to just not use something. Sigh.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 07/10/2025
There is no creativity, talent, or hard work when using AI. I got into KPop for the first time since TVXQ as 5 because of XLOV. I'm about to leave again because XLOV is comfortable using AI.
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Internal Organ Explosion @internalorgan.bsky.social · 07/10/2025
It's completely diffused my excitement for their next mini album. They've shown their comfortable with AI. Will they use it for their music too? To enhance vocals? Now that question is there.
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