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InfiniteEclipse

@infiniteeclipse.bsky.social
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Friendly 32 Y.O Furry looking for connection and fulfillment.

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InfiniteEclipse @infiniteeclipse.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
Pt. 8 - This is just what I'm trying now since I don't have access to therapy atm because of course, the Veterans Affairs office is being difficult as usual. Until I talk with you next, I wish the best for you all. Thank you if you read the whole thing. I'll be seeing you soon enough. <3
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InfiniteEclipse @infiniteeclipse.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
Pt. 7 - What I'll be doing in the meantime is grinding out temporary events on RA. I'm improving my skills a lot and actually finding happiness from it again. I love you all, but I hope you can understand. This has to be done. And I need to break this cycle somehow.
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InfiniteEclipse @infiniteeclipse.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
Pt. 6 - I'm not expecting that to go away from this break. The break is being done so I can create self worth without "I must be online at all times and respond to everyone as soon as they message me." I must be there to help people, might be the worst lesson I've forced myself to learn.
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InfiniteEclipse @infiniteeclipse.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
Pt. 5 - "No matter how long has passed since we last talked, I will value you all the same." That's what I used to say to people worried about how long it took for them to respond to my messages. So why can't I apply that to myself? Because I've had a lot of self-loathing for most of my life.
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InfiniteEclipse @infiniteeclipse.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
Pt. 4 ...all the time, it really made me think. Am I here "because" I care about them, or because I feel like they're obligated to take claim over my time. And it turned out to be the latter. Friendships as obligation, unlike it used to be for me when others were worried about this same thing.
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InfiniteEclipse @infiniteeclipse.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
Pt. 3 - I'm wanting to spend time offline to really test my skills with Retroachievements. I've never really just, set everything I can aside to really try and test myself. At least not recently. I care about my friends, but after talking with folks who pointed out they didn't "need" me around...
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InfiniteEclipse @infiniteeclipse.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
Pt. 2 - The main reason is I'm really trying to squash this whole thing of I "must" respond or reach out to friends or it makes me a bad friend. I've done this a lot lately and after all the structuring, and saying I'll be there once per week, friendship became... forced. Synthetic. Unnatural.
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InfiniteEclipse @infiniteeclipse.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
Normally I don't use this place for actual posts, but this I think is best linked to rather than put into a small status. I will temporarily be off Discord and Telegram fully. With the exception of one day I know I'll be on for a friendo's birthday, who knows who they are. <3
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InfiniteEclipse @infiniteeclipse.bsky.social · 27/11/2025
Quickly changing my icon and username! This is a very horny on main account with my follows and bookmarks so don't want it tracking from my twitch or youtube. x3
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InfiniteEclipse @infiniteeclipse.bsky.social · 21/11/2024
We'll find you together. I wish I had been doing so more fervently sooner.
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InfiniteEclipse @infiniteeclipse.bsky.social · 21/11/2024
Good thing you're handsome as a dragon AND as a human right~? :3
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InfiniteEclipse @infiniteeclipse.bsky.social · 21/11/2024
Feeling like this represents how I feel now. Like a moon who's been redeemed and become better and brighter. <3
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InfiniteEclipse @infiniteeclipse.bsky.social · 21/11/2024
Or they would use it to save the people they never could. That's what I'd use that for aces. Heck, I could use on to spend more time with you x3
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