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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

Also have been charged monthly for medicaid which I didn't realize & now owe a combined sum for missed months. I hope this pre-made sells fast so I can clear all this up at once. I can feel the effects this stress is having on my body and its not fun 😩 I hope things turn around real soon.

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

Finally finished up taxes. Took a few days. Had to set up a payment plan with the IRS which I hate. I prefer to pay taxes all at once upon filing. But I have only $21 in my bank account after paying my very late car tag renewal (forgot about it with all the stress going on..) And I discovered I-

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

Woah chill. I said "I feel" as in I was just sharing my personal opinion/experience. You yourself said "my theory".. just sharing my personal thoughts since you shared yours. I'm not at all interested in some kind of debate or argument 😅 my opinions are not facts, its okay to disagree and move on.

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

My sleep schedule is absolutely fudged again. Going to bed when its light out.. does not help the bad feels in the brain. Even if im super tired its automatically harder to fall asleep because of the light coming in the window.

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

I meant that the stories/themes of Pixar films appeal to any gender, regardless if the lead is male or female. Especially since its animation with all different types of characters & interesting/fun ideas. I grew up(as a young girl) loving all Pixar films. I never felt they were only meant for boys.

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

True, though I consider their films a bit more gender neutral especially modern Pixar. Its usually more socially acceptable for young girls to be into "boy things" vs the opposite. So most Pixar films still appeal to young girls at least & more have female leads now.

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

Most Disney animated films are princess movies or feature female leads, Frozen being one of their most successful. So I'm confused why they suddenly care what little boys can see themselves in lol It'd make more sense if they scrapped it like they did Newt, since it was too similar to another film.

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

Usual bills. I really want to help! Especially since his car is dead, he can't save for a new one covering everything like this. And it'll be harder for me to find a job sharing a car so Im def VERY stressed. Even one little art commission a day would help my brain out. But there's been nothing 😓

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

Been getting daily headaches for awhile. Most likely from stress 😩 but it won't be going away anytime soon. Not until I am in a better financial spot and can resume my share of living costs. We've been living paycheck to paycheck on my bfs income & he has $100s in medical stuff on top of the-

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

If I had the knowledge, money, time, etc.. Id make my own art community site. I have dreamed of it for years now lol I already know the theme, mascot, etc. It will never happen, but I still dream about it.

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

I was able to get my refill earlier & finally took a regular dose for the first time in over a week 😅 no im hoping the symptoms will start easing up but as of tonight theyre persisting. I have bad allergy symptoms right now. My right eye is so puffy cos its been watering all day.

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

I'm in the lobby waiting for my refill and two random kids, presumably strangers to one another, just 6-7'd at each other lmaoo One said it and the other excitedly turned and responded with it and the hand movement 🤣

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

And I did try requesting a refill via the two methods available but no refills got approved during the past week and a half. Boo.. I want to stay on sertraline because off it I get very depressed easily.. my brain is too broken lol

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

Well shoot.. my symptoms are making it difficult to sleep. But my appointment is in about 6 hours.. If I dont fall asleep in the next hour Im gonna have to just stay up. I cant risk missing this appointment. I need my refill and then I can nap when i get back 😅

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

Experienced it as a passenger which I rarely am nowadays. I prefer to be the driver(to avoid motion sickness lol) When I'm driving I guess my brain expects it so I dont feel it as much. Also random thought but I miss bike riding. Haven't even owned a bike now for over a decade 😢

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

It feels like my brain is on a roller coaster but my body isn't lol anytime I get a cold, flu, or withdrawal I get this stupid weird-feeling symptom. Best way to compare it is that weird floaty feeling when driving down a short steep hill. Idk if anyone knows what im talking about lol I only really-

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

The wooziness has hit me. I now must lay in bed for an unknown amount of time. I really feel like I'm getting the flu but I know its just the medication withdrawal. I always hate having to lay down & wait out feeling dizzy. Sometimes it lasts hours 😭 boooo

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

True! I just dont have the same following here atm 😅 I believe I will, my psychiatrist is really cool & I can usually go grab it straight after my appointment^^ I did sorta wean off it to help so I dont feel as sick as last time whew!

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

The flu-like symptoms of sertraline withdrawl have begun.. I have an appointment this Friday tho so hopefully I'll be back on it then 🤞 Unrelated but social media algorithms SUCK. If you dont post daily you get buried & never seen. Its hard to remember to post once every 24hrs since time is wonky.

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

Actively working at that exact time but the mental energy to socialize is usually already taken up by suitwork/financial/future stress. Big huge sigh..

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

Holy shit I just realized. I last spoke to my sister on the phone DECEMBER 2024. It doesn't feel like it was THAT long ago. I need to finish my suit queue ASAP. I need to have an actual life again 🥴 99% of the social opportunities I turn down cos my brain goes "no u have suitwork" even if im not-

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

You never realize how isolated & socially deprived you are til you talk with a sibling on the phone after a long while.. I have spent almost 6 years now away from home, no friends here & have made no new ones. No online friends, either. SIGH

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

Last night was rough. I hate throwing up so much I'll lay there and try to wait it out. Even though I know if I get it over with I'll feel better. Nah I laid there feeling sick to my stomach for hours waiting for it to go away or I fall asleep. Thankfully both happened but geeze I'm tired now.

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

Out what I can do & how to make it work. I just want to work on suits, art, and be okay financially during it all 🙏 I dont care to make extra money for fun/luxury stuff. As long as I can cover bills again and have an emergency savings built back up I'll be happy!

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

Hoping I'll get some interest in my art now that I'll be giving away free suits as rewards. If that isn't enough then I have no idea what is 😅 Crossing my fingers cos I've been too behind for months and that financial stress is really distracting & slowing me down trying to browse jobs & figure-

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

Drive 3+ hours to get to the nearest avian vet Ughh Im so eager to finish my queue so we can move to a better area closer to a good vet. My queue is the main reason we're still here ;w; I need to work harder, for my birbs!

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

Milo has been showing signs of being ill, nothing too serious just mildly worrying. I did set up a vet appointment but earliest they can see him is wed & they informed me they dont actually do any tests for birds. Its the only vet here that will see birds 🥲 no actual avian vets here.. Id have to-

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Sam @sambeawesome.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

So Ko-Fi has confirmed they're not bringing back the search/marketplace feature. All discovery has to be done on your own, which super sucks. For any fans of Ko-Fi creators, now more than ever, word of mouth would really help! It's free to do and can make a big difference for those creators.

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

When I went off them last year or so it felt like I had a flu & food poisoning at the same time it was SO awful 😖 my psychiatrist has no issue prescribing them thankfully, I just didn't realize I had no refills last min & ofc now its the weekend(office is closed) 😅

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

About to run out of my sertraline and have to wait til Monday to call to get a quick refill 😅 I know its not ideal but Im literally breaking the pills in half to last me the weekend.. better than being without cos I got really sick last time I went off it a few days. 🤞

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

Bf: sends me screenshot of shiny ditto he caught in pkmn go Me: Melted new Bf: toothpaste Me: lol name it colgate Bf: Something nicer. I read it in Spanish and that's slang for "hang yourself" Me: oh god Learning new things everyday lmao

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

I do like rain on a car which I've listened to before. I love how chill and nice the comments always are in the sleepy sounds/music videos too. Im gonna try different ones to see if I can find one to stick with.

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

I try those ad-free sleep music/sound videos on YouTube but nothing has been quite right. There's a Playlist I found on Spotify that became my go-to sleep music but I canceled my premium a bit ago & haven't been able to use it since ads are too disruptive. Anyway I've developed insomnia yay 😮‍💨

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

I was trying to remember yesterday but realized I was thinking of like 2 days ago 🥴 my sense of time is atrocious right now & I think stress makes it worse. Also running on 3hrs of sleep so that prob doesn't help lol I would try adhd meds but I'm too afraid of side effects right now.

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 06/03/2026

Working on suits during the day, art at night. I wish I didn't have to sleep so I could get more done lol

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

Car. Really stuck between a rock & a hard place rn ;w; Its not emergency level but def urgent. I have to make money to reclaim my financial responsibility so my bf can save again and get a car. Then I can have reliable transportation for a job.. being stuck feels paralyzing in a way I hate it.

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

Really struggling since I dont know what I can do to make money now. I dont have full free use of my car since my bf needs it to get to work. And now because Im not adding suits/making money he has taken over my share of living costs. Which has now made it impossible for him to save up for a new-

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

The point costs. Maybe ranks instead? Or level up? I think making it like a sorta game would be fun. Spinning reward wheels and unlocking perks may be better than saving points til the end.. hmm I'll brainstorm while I work on some house chores. If anyone wants to give input I'd love to hear!

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

Its been difficult to draw since I'm still feeling like a sad blobfish but I would like to try & make daily sketches again. Maybe daily adopt concepts. I also might rework the reward system since it doesn't seem to be of interest enough to commission/buy art and I do worry ppl will be deterred by-

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 28/02/2026

Really need to make some money so Im okay for taxes & so my bf isn't paying for everything. Im sorta a mess atm between everything. Im going to try and design a bunch of adopts but they havent sold well for years so I am a little anxious I'm just wasting time. But its the best thing to try atm.

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 28/02/2026

Finally logged back in here after two months. I didn't mean to be away so long but I was auto-logged-out and never had the spoons to remember my password. Im all sad-brained since a pet just passed away yesterday. Its made me kind spaced out. Pet deaths always hit hard for me ;w; Right now tho I-

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

To getting a retail job. PLUS drawing helps fuel or boost my creative energy which fursuit work then benefits from. Whereas retail will break my squishy very-out-of-shape body and make everything else difficult 😅

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

Decent amount of extra points to help you get bigger stuff. I will officially announce comms open & link stuff later I just want to throw it out there for now! After crimmis I will start accepting and working on art comms. Suit queue will still be the priority, art comms is a better alternative-

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

Its open & active. You earn 1 reward point for every $3 you spend. There's a few ways to earn bonus points, too! I also have most rewards up with their point cost. Including fursuits in case a crazy person wants a million pieces of art lol Though with the bonus point stuff you could def get a-

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

My internal clock packed up and left. Its given up lol Anyway. I'll be posting again soon. I spent the past week updating my carrd cos I need moneys and I want to open art commissions. THERES A REWARD STSTEM. I am finally gonna give it a try! My brain is tired from all the setting up of it but-

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

I've been very uber mega absent. Time flies especially when you got sleepy disorders 😭👍 Some days I slept 12hrs then 5 then 10 then 3.. and the times I go to bed/get up are widly different each day. Its only been recently, prob cos of the darker days messing up my internal clock. Actually I think-

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 28/11/2025

(I lived in Florida at one point when I was a kid & been to Texas one summer so I actually have seen a variety of wild lizards lol)

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indomidodorex.bsky.social @indomidodorex.bsky.social · 28/11/2025

Introduce yourself with five animals you have seen in the wild: Lizard Lizard Lizard Lizard Lizard

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