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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 2h

Today is 6 years of estrogen for me, and every year I do my makeup and try to recreate the selfie I took on Day 0. Same full face of makeup (I hadn't learned lipstick yet). Same dress. Estrogen is a hell of a drug.

With long brown hair clipped back, the poster, still looking masculine with rough facial skin and a slightly-visible beard shadow, smiles gently at the camera. She's wearing a white butterfly dress.

With a red undercut swept to the size, the poster, smiles gently at the camera. She's wearing a white butterfly dress. Her features have softened.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Anyway, since I'm hanging out with bimbos on audio now, I feel like I should provide evidence of my expertise to speak on the matters that the podcast discusses *Ahem* boobs

A selfie in garb with a really serious set of honkers. Real badonkers. Packin some dobonhonkeros.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

*Turns a big dial labeled "gay" more and more towards the max while looking to see if the audience starts booing*

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Oh shit, I just noticed this. Perfect for spoopy season

A screenshot of my profileprofile. I have 6600 followers and am following 666 accounts.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

To all the cis guys out there who are having some really big feelings about hair loss, have you considered ✨Estrogen✨? Emerging research in hair loss is suggesting that estrogen plays a huge role in the long-term health of hair follicles, and can even help reverse hair loss!*

When the poster started estrogen. She had a deeply receding hairline, advanced Norwood 3

The poster after several years of estrogen and hair transplants (which helped a lot, but estrogen recovered a whole lot too).

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Jfc these are the best tacos al pastor I've ever had 😋

Three tacos al pastor with red onions on top.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Aaaaand tacos al pastor to actually eat tonight

A tray of marinaded tacos al pastor with pineapples on top, ready for the oven.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Saucing out the tomatoes from the garden is probably my favorite summer chore.

Two sheet pans of halved San maranzano tomatoes, ready for roasting.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Sonic the Hedgehog was my first game, but FF3/FF6 was the game that grabbed my brain and made me hunger for more. Chrono Trigger happened almost immediately after and that was that. Story-rich games are non-negotiable for me. 🤷🏻‍♀️

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Got tired of the dual screen from the DS version on my Anbernic being so small, so I started over with the PS1 version

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

If you want to, you should. ESPECIALLY with everything.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Feels good to be out, posting pics about it 🥰

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

No, Mia, that's a serval, not a leopard. She's fully-grown. www.catster.com/lifestyle/ex...

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

L: Yeah... When Zoe was having her crisis and I went silent for a few days, what I was doing was sorting out why I felt like I should have been included as B-- was. Once I made that comparison I realized that all of the ways we had made space in each others lives were all things I'd do with a --

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Z: honestly? Not really, because I only ever did it by accident. Sorry! L: Yeah, that's tough. I also have no personal experience in looking. I would maybe encourage engaging in aroace spaces to find community and then go from there.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

L: Wait, there are other people that would be interested in me?

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Z: Connecting with the gender group at your local LGBT center/gay bar/queer coffee shop is the way to go. Showing up to places and being obviously trans goes a long way. L: Zoe is the social butterfly and I'm the introvert, so for me: know Zoe. Less than helpful, I know

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

L: Excellent question. There are just things that Zoe understands on a fundamental level because we're both trans that a cis partner can't. There's a connection over shared joy and shared pain that feels deeply fulfilling. Its hard to compare for me, comparing relationships is like apples and chairs

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Both, unanimously: That's just roller coasters, right?

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

L: Oh no, OH NO... you're asking me to choose? All the games? Maybe? I like a lot of games and a lot of genres. Zelda, Final Fantasy, Horizon: ZD and FW, Control... I'm a sucker for anything with a strong female protagonist. Worst would be like anything Call of Duty, etc. Z: FFT, next question.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Z: the first two years just kinda... Suck, in that way. It's a marathon, but when you're jogging in the first quarter and your feet already hurt, the remaining 3/4 sound horrible, you know? For me, monthly selfies in the exact same position helped me track changes, with enough time that I could--

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

L: Both of my partners will say that I am a more well rounded, dynamic, open person the more I've accepted the various parts of myself. Z: I'm on the record repeatedly as saying if you hate part of yourself, you just plain hate yourself, so 100%. Self-acceptance opens you like a flower.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

L: We are ABSOLUTELY useless lesbians, so mostly the accidental thing. I can barely handle 2 people so I have not looked for any new partners. Z: Seconded on the useless lesbians part, big time. There may or may not be a gal I've been flirting with, but no, no other partners.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

L: There seem to be typos (or I'm out of touch). Happy to answer if you want to resubmit and clarify.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

L: I feel like that's a trick question: as a trans gal anything but metamorphic just feels wrong. Although - I'm lazy so sede... Oh wait, that's sedentary. Z: oh my god you fucking dork 🤣🤣🤣

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

L: That's an excellent question. 1 - its going to depend heavily on the people involved. 2 - I don't actually know any polycules where everyone cohabitates, so I'm not sure how common that is. Z: Yeah, I know ONE throuple where everyone lives together. There are MANY ways to do poly, and you can--

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

L: As a therapist-in-training: it 100% could be and it's something I would encourage exploration in therapy about. Also - I may recommend therapy a lot, a good therapist can make worlds of difference. Z: As y'all know, I defer to experts. My girl is a smartie. 💛

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Z: oooof that's a tough one. I guess, the first thing, is that mono/poly relationships are A Thing, and just because one partner is poly, the other doesn't have to be. But maybe the second part I'd offer to that is: it's fair for any partner to not want to do polyamory for any reason. I wouldn't--

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Both: I CANNOT WIN!!! What is this, Game Changer?

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Z: You should know by now that I have a bad habit of leaping before I look 🤣🤣🤣 More seriously, Polysecure was a massive help to me. Can't recommend it enough. L: If anything I'm worse than Z about cliff diving so same on that account. Also - I'm the one that opened this box so... +1 on Polysecure

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Z: We apologize for NOTHING!!! L: Absolutely NOTHING!!! 10/10 no notes.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Tl;DR: I'm poly and madly in love. In other shocking news, fork found in kitchen and water is wet.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Just so you know, the discount code isn't working for me. Still ordered it, but I figured you'd want to know it's not working.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Building an index is inherently a problem where human judgment is necessary. .....and also, doing it by hand means we get to put little jokes in the index (the book is 242 pages long).

The index entry for "trans" for Dreaming. It lists pages 1-242, the entire length of the book.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Oh gosh, no, not tabulating a list! I spent all day working on thr index for my book! You know, finding which pages any given word appears on? Like, this? And I said I was just short-tempered because of 4 hours of tedious Ctrl+f-ing, so I was giving her the benefit of the doubt instead of blocking?

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

My favorite page in the whole book. To say the least, yes, it's discussed in detail.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Yeesh, the cishet boys were staring on my morning skate today. Usually they at least *try* to hide it when their partners are present, but not today. And not a single cute girl staring. Ratios are way off today. 😤

The poster, in trans pride workout gear, grins at the camera. She's showing lots of cleavage.

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I mean..... Your call. Youre obviously thr expert

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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

So I made a bookcase this summer as a hobby project. Pretty pleased with it.

A close-up of the shaker-style inset paneling.

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