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Tal Lavin @swordsjew.bsky.social · 11/11/2024
consider making yourself or obtaining a grilled cheese sandwich today all grilled cheeses are equally pleasing before god's sight, they are the angels of small joy
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 11/11/2024
BYE apparently my teachers know that my dad died this is so awkward how am i gonna face them now 💀💀
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 11/11/2024
IM GONNA KMS I DIDN'T DO MY HOMEWORK AND NOW IM ANXIOUS AS FUCK ARGHHHHHHHHHH WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 11/11/2024
#missing my dad....kind of mad he died before I could graduate HS but it's okay ig at least he found peace
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 11/11/2024
currently #STUCK in a procrastination cycle that will inevitably end in a lose-lose conclusion but yolo or whatever ig
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 10/11/2024
japanese breakfast save me
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 09/11/2024
currently obsessed with tea, cookies, and cake 🤤
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 05/11/2024
me when everyone was having fun on halloween but I've been in the hospice facility tryna gauge if my dad's breaths r his last 😫 my mom thinks he's probably gonna pass sometime these next few days since his breathing and pulse have been slowing down a lot
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 02/11/2024
wait wtf i have back dimples how have i never noticed this until today
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 01/11/2024
currently craving poutine...😣 ugh i want some so bad rn
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 01/11/2024
I hate my fatass family bruh they just bought a SHIT TON of pastries which are my #1 binge food but i literally cant b/p at any point because of all the people in my house #overit
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 31/10/2024
ok im done being a whiny piece of shit I'll stfu
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 31/10/2024
FUCKING FAT AND USELESS AND STUPID AND DISGUSTING
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 31/10/2024
im so hungry but theres literally like a billion family members staying in my house since my dad is probably gonna die soon or whatever so i cant b/p nd there's no way in hell im keeping food down when im as OBESE as i am
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 31/10/2024
I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 31/10/2024
super tempted to take a bunch of hydromorphone tonight for funzies... but i will refrain and do my homework instead 🤓☝️
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 30/10/2024
my mom is making me take the next few weeks off from work cuz of my dad's rlly bad condition and i understand she just wants me available so i can be there when he eventually passes but bro im gonna be depressed as fuck cause there'll be nothing to keep my mind occupied after school
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 27/10/2024
thinking thoughts about my hot coworker 💭💭
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 25/10/2024
I WANT TO DYE MY HAIR but my #STUPID job's dresscode forbids any "unnatural" hair colors. it's so lame 😡😡 i need this color so baddddd ughhhh
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byun ➡️ Anime Boston AA243 @arlecchumi.bsky.social · 25/10/2024
Good morning bsky!! ☀️☀️ heres my cat lumi shes giving u the stink eye
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 25/10/2024
cheese....yum...
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 25/10/2024
craving grilled cheese very strongly
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 25/10/2024
im actually so fat and stupid and ugly that it makes me want to hide in a hole and never come out🤓 like damn how tf am i supposed to function in society when i know i look like shit snd therefore feel like shit
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 25/10/2024
feeling #romantic who wants to stargaze while listening to the hamilton soundtrack with me
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 25/10/2024
i love chicken... you sre the love of my life.... grilled chicken save me....🤤🤤
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 25/10/2024
MY EDIBLES R IN MY PURSE I FORGOT AT WORK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
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★ Kari | Salem • looking for oomfs !! 🍩 @n1ghtw1ngz.bsky.social · 25/10/2024
Forgot abt this app uhm hi please follow me
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 25/10/2024
do i....have a valley girl accent????💀
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 25/10/2024
with how absolutely ginormous my binges ar i genuinely think i may have a future in competitive eating.... like this shit aint normal even for a bulimic 😣
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 23/10/2024
I DONT WANNA GO TO SCHOOL 😢😢😢😢💔💔💔💔💔💔
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 23/10/2024
some kid OD'd on fentanyl in my school yesterday and had to be transported to the hospital... i dont even go to a big school it's scary how prevalent laced shit is
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 22/10/2024
im so cooked i have 3 assignments due today and none of them done what if i kms
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
i cried many tears and was successfully excused from class #Win
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lele !! ⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ (-2/10kg) @lelekcal.bsky.social · 07/09/2024
🧵 filmes sobre t.a para assitir ao invés de comer 🍓 | #subtwt | #edsky
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
planning a mental breakdown at school so i dont have to take the Spanish assessment 🤓
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
just got flashbacks to the taste of kraft mac n cheese wtaf
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
i. hate myself😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
i am beautiful and well-adjusted. i am deserving of love. if someone does not reciprocate my feelings it was simply not meant to be. i am a loving happy joyful person who sparkles in the sunlight and nothing else
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
binge eating on caesar salad drowned in dressing coz there's nothing else in my kitchen that wouldn't require cooking 😊
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
oXy makes me so chatty im so sorry for being obnoxious
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
i dream 💭 of panera creamy tomato soup and freshly baked baguettes ....
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
currently fucked up on pain meds instead of doing my homework im so cooked 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
obsessed w this BC from 2 days ago..... i look so toned 😢 ughstop why do i keep binging i cluld have this and more all the time
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
missing my old thigh gap 💔 i rlly need to start fasting again bro
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
im so lame i have no personality anymore 😣😣
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
ngl in the context of my relationship w God, i think my bulimia is a false idol. but i am genuinely incapable of recovering anytime soon so my soul is just a slave to the eating disorder and it sucks balls but i cant do anything abt it because im a weak pathetic fucked up loser
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ria ☆ (⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠) 🧀 @ilovealpha101.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
54hrs i think? I could've gone longer but i got freaked out by the prospect of refeeding syndrome
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