iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 6h

oh boy the anticipation sure is killing meeee I've been anticipating this for over a year

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 12h

MADEON TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY HELL YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 13h

"How can we remove, how can we be aware of some of the voices we have within us that come from systems of collapse."

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What the version of you LIVING your DREAM already KNOWS.

YouTube video by ayandastood

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

The afterimage of my usual thursday mental state lurks in the periphery like a california-state-mandated cancer warning on a plastic bag

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I'm getting into cortado as my new fav genre of coffee. I love milk 😋

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Found a new coffee shop(opened 2 months ago) like 3 minutes from my job so I can have better coffee than gas station coffee and maintain the starbucks boycott woo.

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Hmmmmmmm... "how to manage my normal energy/focus level fluctuations when not actively depressed?" seems to be the new question.

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I have so much sculpey clay and kandi making supplies and it's only now occuring to me I could do crafts so much more often if I stayed off my damn phone.

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

thank you for all your hard work and your messages! You are a legend. 🌠

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

The curse of... ever putting the word "final" in your filename (it was not the final)

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I feel more equipped for it than ever considering I'm able to fall asleep without running any audio interference a lot more lately. I'm 4 months into really focusing on retraining my body/brain(with my propanelol) to stop pumping myself with adrenaline every day also.

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

As of last week, my backlog has died down a bit and I've been able to attempt to let myself rest more/stop forcing myself to be up late working on things as much. So considering this the most serious attempt at moving myself to a more normal human sleep schedule in the history of my life.

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Idk it was a slow process. Collecting little things that moved me. Making photo albums or collections on apps. Thinking about all I ever was and what actually matters to me in the end vs what we are conditioned to value by others/society.

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Funny how actually hitting the worst anhedonic depression of my life forced me into figuring this shit out because I basically had to reclaim and advocate for my personality against my own brain trying to start 100% over from nothing.

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

youtu.be/VWktnnPa8Xs Being on the other side of this process post-figuring myself out but oof that was a doozy.

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

This the exact type of vid I been looking for more insight on chinese philosophies that haven’t been watered down and reinterpreted through a western lens. 🤌🤌🤌 Algorithm win.

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Yin-Yang Is Not About "Balance"｜What the Original Actually Says

YouTube video by TangSaying

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I remain delusional in a very grounded and pragmatic way. 😌

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

gonna continue being a power loner that is selectively social for the foreseeable future. enjoy me when you got me

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

there's a frailty to kindness that's a natural byproduct of only good times. hard to trust character and capacity of a person who has not had to deal with anything real. I would also stress them out just by existing the way I normally do too ngl.

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I have no desire to share my prospective future peace with anyone that's had the privilege to take peace for granted. deeply unrelatable and I don't want to resent someone for lucking into having a chronically-not-bad-time of existing so if those types can stay away from me that'd be cool thanks.

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

"Use your body to show your brain that you are safe. When we have tense muscles, it sends a message to our brain that we're in danger. Rushing, multitasking and keeping busy all the time, sends messages that there's a fire when there isn't."

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

More notes from the vid: "To our nervous system, the perception of danger triggers the exact same physiological reaction as physical, present, danger." "Your brain over-predicts danger."

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

"Or your body just seems to alternate between being high-strung and exhausted." "You can gradually re-wire your nervous system to feel more safe and to relax" I have been making hugeeee progress in this area lately but it took a lot of attempts/time outside my comfort zone that didn't end badly ;3;

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Hypervigilance and Trauma- How to get your brain to quiet down

YouTube video by Therapy in a Nutshell

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Yupppp "normal" is a deliberately unhelpful metric. A lot of needless suffering is systemically normalized. www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSzV...

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When Survival Becomes Normal

YouTube video by Dr. Shanté

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

coming out of my shell but the shell was more like a prison I didn't design myself... it was imposed on me by my abuser. no more.

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

once again preparing a DJ set full of music combinations nobody but me would ever think of for Halloween. 😌

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

that's the downfall of some of my old friendships tbh like you'll never catch me begging incessently to hang out so if I got slow-ghosted I'd just be chilling by myself and not realizing what's up lol. I keep myself busy. One of my best skills.

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

ya know I'll never have clout-chaser allegations with how determined I am to fuck all the way off from ppl and not bother to interact most the time lmfao

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

despite my brain's best efforts to ritually make myself upset... I'm really only at 15% of the usual upset levels.... hell yeah progress is progress.

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Important vid! I've definitely spent over a year examining this type of stuff internally. www.youtube.com/watch?v=70WK...

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When Life Gets Interrupted?

YouTube video by Dr. Shanté

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

feasting on the free honey roasted nuts from the work breakroom like I'm a squirrel or something

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I continue to raise the bar for the conditions I let myself live in and operate from, a little bit, every day. ٩( ‘ω’ )و

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

So lucky I made myself get a good nights sleep last night... I would've been so dysregulated through a bunch of surprise workflow audit meetings I was subjected to today... Might finally be my moment to be motivated/healthy mental baseline enough to delve into a normal human sleep schedule.

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

oh no chat I'm one of 4 ppl in my office who's name is on a "Who to Ask for What" document my boss just distributed I guess that means I'm important at work now.

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Flork @florkofcows.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I'm on levels of optimism I haven't experienced since before the pandemic atm

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Considering all of my accomplishments have been pulled off despite dealing with my own historically high levels of cynicism and doomerism... imagine how OP I can be if I have the privilege to do my work with more optimism for the future.

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I’m getting really good at handling the raw feeling of being alive lately. 💪💪💪

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🌩️ i-lectro*cute ⚡ @ilectrocute.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Now that I’ve cleared majority of the old bs from my brain… I can finally get really into my most satisfying hobby: asserting my will onto the world. >:3

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